Y/N's POV (HALUCINATION):

I looked around me and noticed that I was no longer in the room where I had been before. Where the hell am I?
I got up from my chair and there was only fog around me.

"Guys, what's going-" i stopped talking when i looked around, Moxxie and Blitzø were nowhere to be seen.

I looked around and this place was cold and dark. I started walking through the empty space in the middle of nowhere.

Suddenly, however, the fog disappeared and light appeared. I could barely look because of the strong light shining in my face. In the distance I saw three figures. They were my friends.
They waved at me, with smiles on their faces.

"Guys!?"
A huge smile appeared on my face and I started running towards them.
I ran as fast as I could.

Then the ground above me began to crack. I gasped and started running even faster.

The ground began to crumble and huge particles were falling into the dark abyss.

I would almost fall but luckily I got caught on the edge of the ground, and I hung with my body in the abyss. I held on with both hands but didn’t have enough strength to pull myself back up.

"Mox- Millie-" I called them for help, then all three were standing above me. But now they were looking at me with disgust and anger.

"Oh thank god you're here." I weakly smiled at them.

"Need some help there?" Blitzø asked.

I nodded and held my hand for him to grab it.

He chuckled. He grabbed it but then he came closer to my face and whispered
"I think you're going to need help from someone else."

My smile dropped and got wide eyes.

"Enjoy your own hell now."
then he dropped my hand and stepped on my fingers with his boot so that I let out a scream of pain.

Then I fell into darkness.

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I opened my eyes.
A small tear ran down my cheek.

I felt like I was lying on some kind of soft carpet. I slowly got up and got to my feet.

I looked around and noticed I was in some sort of bedroom. The whole room was lit in red.

"Where am I now?" I scratched my head.

"No idea. But at least we're together."
A deep voice spoke up and i turned around and saw those big yellow eyes looking at me.

"Striker?"

He was sitting in a chair by the window with his legs crossed, his face resting on one of his palms.

"You're back. Why's that?"

I shook my head. "What do you mean i'm back? I didn’t want to be here and I don’t even know why I found myself here at all." I told.
"Mhm. I see."

I crossed my arms.

"You look exhausted." He said.

I looked at him with anger.

He chuckled "Your lovely eyes will not trick me with this."

My gaze is still focused at this asshole, that sits not too far away from me.

"Your sweet tasted lips will not command me, they'll ask for me, doll."
He rattled with his tail.

I sat on the ground and hugged my knees. I sighed and stared at the floor.
"You know, the pain i went trough ain't gone, i just learn to deal with it." i breathed out.
"I hate the way you talk to me, i hate it when you're looking at me, i hate you for making me smile sometimes, even worse when you make me cry." I sobbed.
"But I-" I wiped my tears. "What i hate the most that i don't hate you, Striker."
I looked at his eyes. "That's the problem.
I have to let you go, because of the things you caused me, my friends."
I stopped for second.
"I’m not even sure if they’re my friends anymore."

Then he got up from the chair and knelt beside me. I was confused and all of the sudden he pull me closer to him and wrapped his arms around me.

I gasped of the unexpected action.

His arms pulled me closer to him tighter, and this was more than just embrace. He held me like he was terrified that i'll let go too soon.

"Y/N." He whispers. "I know i'll regret saying this, but i want to tell you this." He pulls away just enough to make eye contact with me.
"If I were capable of loving someone." He starts. "It would be you."
My heart almost stopped beating that those words came out of his mouth. My whole body became warm.

"But I-" he stroked my right cheek. "But I'm not capable." He said and stood up again.
"We both want the same thing, aren't we?"

I stood up and wanted to say something but i stopped. "What were you trying to say?" He asked.

"N-nothing." I sighed.

"Yes, you were trying to say something. Don't lie to me."

"What do you want me to say, huh? This is not even real! Fuck. These are just nightmares that don’t want to end."

Suddenly, the room was getting hotter and hotter, i started to sweat a little.

"You hot?" He asked.

"Yeah no shit." i said.

"You look uncomfortable in these clothes of yours." He looked at up and down with his eyes.

"Um, what do you want me to do?" I rubbed the back of my neck.

"Strip."

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Part 1 of Y/N's hallucination.
We'll see what happens next.

Hope you enjoyed!
Seeya in the next chapter! ♡♡♡