Y/N's POV:

I opened the bedroom's door and gasped.

"Huh?" I got wide eyes.

"Oh howdy, i was waiting for ya."

I closed the door and looked at Striker sitting on my bed with a acoustic guitar in his hands.

"What are you- i thought you- what brought you back here?" I asked with a confused face.

"Well, our journey together has come to an end, apparently. So I wanted to give you something special for the last time." He smiled.

"Why?"

"Why? Don't you want to know what it is?" He rubbed the beck of his neck.

"No, I really don't!" I told. He wanted to say something but i cut him off "What come to your mind to enter my house again? You got the rifle back, what do you want from me now?! Our deal is over and I want you to leave! Now!"
I almost yelled.
"And you're going to end up alone and you'll deserve it! Because you are just selfish and a horrible person!"

He just stared at me and then looked at his guitar.

"What? You really think everything's okay between us now? Well you're wrong. You've done enough!" I said with shaky voice.

"Fine. I get it." He sighed.

Striker stood up from the bed and walked towards me. He looked at me for a seconed and spoke up.

"Before I go." He says while put something out of his pocket. "I wanted to give you this."
He pulls out paper and handed it to me.

"What's this?" I questioned and took it.

"You'll see later. It doesn't matter anymore anyway." He answered and walked past me.

He opened my room's door slowly.
He didn't say anything more and left.

I looked at the paper he gave me.

I thought it was some kind of letter but on it were written bouquets.

Was this a song? Why did he give me this?

My heart was pounding like crazy when I read the first verse.

I started breathing faster and clenched my teeth in anger. I tore the paper in two, then threw both pieces on the floor.

"I'm done! I'm fucking done with you! Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you!" I repeated these words and sat down in the corner of the room and hugged my knees and small tears ran down my cheeks.

He ruined everything!

But the biggest culprit is myself.
I kept thinking that everything would end well if i told my friends everything.
My true friends.

My biggest problem is that I forgive too easily. I always put others first rather than myself. I'm such an idiot.

Suddenly I heard the vibration of my phone. I took it from the night stand and saw a message.

I opened and it was Blitzø.

I read the message and it said:

A MESSAGE FROM BLITZØ:

I want to talk to you in private now in my office. I only give you 30 minutes to come. If you're not coming, deal with your shit by yourself.
Your choice.

Damn.

I got nervous when I read the message. I need to go as soon as possible to talk to him. I don't want to lose him.

My grandmother is still asleep so she wouldn't notice if I borrowed her car for a short time.

I quickly changed into other clothes and walked quietly down the stairs.
I took the car keys on the shelf in the hallway. I quietly opened the front door and closed it with no loud noises.

~Time skip~

I arrived safely by car in front the company. I parked it and hurried inside.

I took the elevator to get to the floor where he has an office. I had sweaty hands from nervousness. I hope we can talk peacefully.

When the elevator reached the floor I got out and went down the hall and stepped in front of the door where Blitz was waiting for me.

I knocked and waited.

"Come in."

I sighed of relief when i heard his voice.

I entered the office and Blitzø was sitting on a chair with his fingers crossed, leaning against the desk.

"Close the door." He said in deep tone.

I nodded, and close it.

"Sit, please." He pointed to a chair opposite him.
I nodded and walked closer, and sat down.

"Now." He leaned back in his chair and crossed his legs. His face was still a bit damaged from fighting earlier.
"I want an explanation." He said in husky tone.

"Blitz, look I-" i closed my eyes for a sec and took a deep breath.
"I'm so sorry for everything. That I've been lying to you all along." I looked him in the eyes.

"And what i did was just- disgusting and irresponsible. I'm ashamed really."

He listened to me carefully, with the serious look.

"I still don't understand why you wanted to help him in a first place?" He questioned.

"H-he um. He threatened me." I answered.

"He threatened? With what?" Blitzø stood up.

"That he'll hurt you. I didn't want that to happen." I explained.
"Y/N." He said and came closer to my chair. He squatted down and took my hands.

"Never. Really never hide such things from me again." His voice softened.
"Promise me that." He stroked my hand with his finger.

"I promise." I said with a watery eyes.

We watched each other in silence for a few seconds when Blitzø spoke again.

"Did you- did you really do it with him?" He asked unexpected.

"Yes. I did." I looked at the ground of embarrassment.

"Did you want to do it?" He asked again.

I lifted my head again to look at him with wide eyes. "I- It all went too fast. I don't know how to answer you."

Blitzø nodded and sighed. "Did you use protection?"

"We, ehm. Yes we did."

"Really?" He asked again. I rolled my eyes "Yeah."

"Don't roll your eyes at me! Or I’ll give them a better reason to roll."
He looked at me with an angry look.

"Okey fine! We used it once."

"Once? How many times did you two fuck!?" He asked shocked.

"Just twice."

"Twice?! Are you fucking kidding me?"

"I know, i know. But we did safe. Look, I'm sorry. You don't need to forgive me, I totally understand. I can't even forgive myself." I told him.

"Y/N you know that i can't be mad at you. I can't leave someone that i know for so long. I need you with me. You were always by my side, and i can't forget you that easily." Blitzø came closer to my face.

"We’ve known each other for so long and I can’t wait any longer for this moment."

"B-Blitz?" He picked me up and sat me on the desk.
He came between my legs and lifted my chin.

"Y/N, you’re very special to me, so I don't want to see you suffer again like that."

He grabbed me by the waist and pulled me closer to him.

"So i want to show you how deep my love goes for you."

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