A/N: This one's kind of important - I thought I would try to write a song-fic (? I don't know what the right term for it is), so this is what I came up with. Pardon me if the format isn't right or something but it's the first one I've ever written... You can play the song whenever you feel like it; I don't think it would match the timing of the story anyway, but you can start it about a sentence before the lyrics start, too.

^"Gøner" by twenty øne piløts

L/N: last name
Y/B: year you were born

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Stephen's PoV

She left me. After everything... she left me. I now stand in front of her grave, and tears unconsciously fall. She meant the whole world to me.

I loved her so much. I still love her so much.

And I couldn't stand to see the letters engraved on the stone, as the thorns from the roses bit me as a result of my tightening grip.

Here lies Y/N L/N.
She was an amazing person, and one that should definitely not be forgotten.
She loved her family and friends very much; and she promised she would never forget her caring husband, Stephen Strange.
Rest in peace.
Y/B - 2017

She was the one that held me together through all of my struggles. Now I couldn't help but start to slip away. The only thing I have left of her are our memories together. They're the only things I can think of in the midst of this darkness. A small smile reaches my lips as I remember the first time I saw her, and how badly I wanted to introduce myself; to impress her.

I'm a goner
Somebody catch my breath
I'm a goner
Somebody catch my breath
I wanna be known by you
I wanna be known by you

I'm a goner
Somebody catch my breath
I'm a goner
Somebody catch my breath
I wanna be known by you
I wanna be known by you

But my insecurities soon arrive again, and now I don't have her to fix me. My worries start to eat at me, and the only comfort I get is the hope that through the wind, she's still looking out for me. I wish I could still talk to her. Tell her how much I miss her, love her. Tell her how much I need her. She was the only one that could relieve me of the pain my weaknesses caused. She left too soon. I still need her.

Though I'm weak
Beaten down
I'll slip away
Into the sound
The ghost of you
Is close to me
I'm inside out
You're underneath

I've got two faces
Blurry's the one I'm not
I've got two faces
Blurry's the one I'm not
I need your help to
Take him out
I need your help to
Take him out

The only sound I hear is my crying. My sobs for who I lost. I start to regret ever meeting her, and ever feeling that way about her. But I know those are just my insecurities talking. Because they miss her too much, and they don't have the courage to accept it. I don't have the courage to accept it. I still need her.

Though I'm weak
And beaten down
I'll slip away
Into the sound
The ghost of you
Is close to me
I'm inside out
You're underneath

Though I'm weak
And beaten down
I'll slip away
Into the sound
The ghost of you
Is close to me
I'm inside out
You're underneath

I feel myself starting to get dizzy. I'm giving up... I can't handle it anymore. I close my eyes. I let go. I lose my grip. Roses fall on the ground. I start to fall. And then I feel it. The wind pushes me up. She's here. I can feel her. She helps me back up and she whispers the three words I will hang on to forever. I love you.

Don't let me be gone
Don't let me be gone
Don't let me be gone
Don't let me be gone

Don't let me be!
Don't let me be!

Ah
Yeah

I'm a goner
Somebody catch my breath
I'm a goner
Somebody catch my breath
I wanna be known by you
I wanna be known by you

I may be giving up. I may be losing hope. But she's there with me. She didn't give up. She didn't lose hope. I love her. She loves me. Even if I'm a goner.

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A/N: This one's kind of important again - Did you like it? Would any of you be interested in another chapter like this? If so, any suggestions? And it doesn't have to be from TØP, I just love them that's why I chose this song. And I know all of their songs can have multiple meanings, I just thought I would use the literal one.

Stay alive |-/