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TW: Mental abuse

(sowon pov)

I got out of bed and immediately had a frown on my face

I needed to visit mom and dad today...

they abused me as a child emotionally and physically and i never wanted to see them again

Just hearing one of those words makes my body shake

she was at the hospital and they demanded I visit

I was scared and decided to message yeo

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BangChansbiggfoot: Yeo, are you here?

BangChansbiggfoot: yeo?

BangChansbiggfoot: I wanna talk, are you busy?

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he wasn't answering, so i sighed and closed my mobile phone

I put on my headphones and started playing my favorite song, never ending story by stray kids

I then slipped into my rain jacket and hoped for the best

As I walked through the rainy streets, in search for the hospital, my mobile phone started ringing

"Kaylie?"

I answered the call and she seemed happier than usual

"Sowon!! Do you have time to talk?"

I sighed and responded to her "No. Im meeting with my parents..in the hospital"

She gasped and said "Sowon leave those ugly bitches and stay home."

I chuckled but knew I couldn't do that

"Im sorry Kaylie..but you know what happened last time."

she kept trying to convince me to not go, but I needed to

I then left the call and was near the hospital

I swallowed my saliva in fear and took a step in

"Hello. I'm here for Park Chae-yeong." I said nervously

The nurse led me to her room, but I stopped as we reached her door

"I cant do this." I whispered

I then told the nurse I didnt want to visit anymore, but my dad saw me

"Sowon..."

He stared at me with a mad face, clearly wanting me to act up in front of the nurse

"Thank you nurse.." I responded with a shaky voice

I then went inside of the room and my dad told the nurse that he wanted some privacy

"What the fuck is wrong with you. You piece of shit!"

I didn't know what he was saying but still felt like crying

"Act up or i'll be worse than last time"

"I dont understand." I whispered

"Thats because your a fucking mistake who cant speak basic Korean. You failed us since the start"

"Im sorry..."

"sorry isnt enough for these wasted years!" 

He was going to hit me but my mom stopped him

"Oh my god just stop. My head hurts so much."

He stared at me but then went next to mom

I was going to get out my mobile phone, but I couldn't risk them taking it

I coughed and finally mustered up the courage to talk to mom

"what happened..?"

They stared at me but then ignored me

I felt like crying. Why did I go..

2 hours had passed and they still didnt let me leave

I couldnt handle it any longer, so I started thinking on how I could leave

I got an idea and started acting

"i'm going to get water.."

I stood up and left. 

I then ran to the elevator and clicked the ground floor

I was now in the elevator, all alone

It felt as if I was there forever

It took so long to reach the ground floor

I started calming myself down and thought, what if they get so mad next time i meet them because of this

I then heard a nurse say "Some people are saying their daughter is lost."

"Oh really? What does she look like?"

"Asian with black hair"

Their talking about me

I ran to the front doors as fast as i could

I then got home and facetimed Kaylie

"I shouldn't have went" I whined

Tears were starting to form on my pale face and Kaylie was trying to make me feel better

"Dont worry sowon. At least you made it out safe."

I appreciated her trying to help me, but I felt like shit

I then got a notification from my phone and looked at it

"Oh"

I smiled and Kaylie noticed it

"What is it?" she smirked

"Oh its nothing. Yeo just messaged me."

"you guys are texting each other privately?"

She chuckled but I immediately shut her off

"Theres seriously nothing. We barely talk anyways. He's always busy with work"

She laughed at my embarrassed state but told me

"Hey so im going to go to my mom. See you later?"

I nodded and she left the call

I then opened yeos text 

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ChansChingu: Sorry i didnt respond

ChansChingu: I was busy with work

yeah. I figured :BangChansbiggfoot

ChansChingu: actually so sorry princess

princess? :BangChansbiggfoot

ChansChingu: yeah?

ur so cute 😭 :BangChansbiggfoot

ChansChingu: hey what did you want before?

its something private :BangChansbiggfoot

ChansChingu: but you were ok with telling me before?

i was desperate :BangChansbiggfoot

ChansChingu: oh okay

wait yeo im sorry. It just really triggers me when I talk about it :BangChansbiggfoot

ChansChingu: yeah I understand

ChansChingu: my roommate just got back, i'll go to him now

 wait yeo. I need to tell you something :BangChansbiggfoot


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authors note

im so sorry this is kinda short, but its because i felt like this ending is good haha

i will try to make the next one 2k+ words


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