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I didn't want to be one of those girls who's world falls apart just because of a guy.
But Mattheo Riddle was not just any guy , not to me anyway.
I fell apart collapsing on the floor when he left the room of requirement.
Why. Was my only question. Why would he do this.
I made my way back to my dorm with puffy eyes and a fake smile.
The second I walked into my room , I broke down yet again.
Sliding down the door holding my head.
But this time I wasn't alone.
"Y/n? What's wrong?!" Pansy comes rushing towards me pulling me up from the floor.
Fuck.

"Nothing I'm fine really" I wipe my tears and try to move past her.
It was no use , she wouldn't let me.
Sylvia was at practice for the choir.
Pansy was waiting for her to come back.
I ended up spilling my guts to Pansy .
About all of it .
From my parents being killed to me poisoning Robin accidentally, to me stabbing Mattheo to me sleeping with Mattheo and all of it in-between.
Surprisingly she was very supportive.
She said that Robin getting poisoned was a accident and that it wasn't my fault.
She held me all night as I cried in her arms.
"Pansy please don't tell anyone" I cry into her chest and he promises not to spill.
"Even if I did no one would believe it" she jokes holding me tighter.

I felt better now , that someone knew about me and Mattheo.
Keeping that to myself was horrible.

Pansy Parkinson's POV

I was fuming , after Y/n told me everything , how dare Mattheo treat her like that!
I left her at 9:am she finally got to sleep.
I texted Sylvia telling her to sleep in my room because Y/n had a sickness bug.
I walked out the dorm, towards the great hall.
That's when I saw him Mattheo Riddle , he looked paler then usual.
That bastard.
I couldn't control myself, I stormed up to him pushing him around the corner, to a empty corridor up against the wall.
"Hey what the fuck Pansy!" He pushes me but I come back with a fist that hits his nose.
"You bitch! What the hell was that for" he holds his nose as it bleeds.
"Y/n told me everything! , you even look at her the wrong way I'll hurt you! Got it"
I can't believe I just said and did that to Riddle.

"Got it Riddle?" I warn him again when he doesn't answer.
"Yeah Parkinson I've got it" he pushes past me towards the astronomy tower.

shit.
Y/n is going to be so mad.
I've fucked it.
I walk back to her dorm to see her still fast asleep.
I left her to sleep awhile longer and went to meet Sylvia.

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Mattheo Riddle POV.

My nose was broken and Pansy knew everything.
This fucks everything.
Why did Y/n open her mouth.
If Pansy- .
No she wouldn't , she wouldn't tell anyone .
She can't .
If she does that could get to the dark lord and I'd be actually fucked.
I needed to talk to her.
I quickly walk down from the tower into the common room.
I walk into her room without knocking.
Wow.
This was the first time I've seen her since , I broke her heart last night.

She was so peaceful.
I couldn't bring myself to wake her.
Not yet.
I locked her door and sat on the window seat.
Watching her sleep.
It sounds creepy but even though it's only been 24 hours I missed her, I missed how she looked at me, how she smelt , her touch , how she treated me like I was the only one.
I missed everything about her.
Her eyes were red, sore from crying even her cheeks had lost colour in them.

Y/n Carter POV

I woke and checked my phone to see the time.
It was 4:00pm.
Danm I've slept into the after noon.
I guess glasses don't matter today.
I look around my empty room and see my window seat messed up like someone had been in here.
It was probably Pansy .
I get up looking at myself in the mirror.
God I hated who I was .

When I was with Riddle I forgot about my self hatred because I felt wanted , I felt good enough.
I haven't felt like that since my parents died.
I needed to feel comfortable in myself before I get with anyone else.
So I got in the shower , washed my hair , got out , got changed into nice clothes and did my hair .
I put some makeup on and I looked in the mirror , I felt better.
Clean.
I wouldn't let Mattheo Riddle see that he broke me .
Even though it was clear that he did.

I look at the time it was nearly time for dinner.
I make my way down stairs to the hall.
I walk in to see all of my friends sat waiting for food.
Even Riddle.
He had two black eyes and a swollen nose.
Huh someone broke his nose.
Their also was a cut across his nose probably from a ring.
"Oh hey! Pansy said you had a sickness bug?" Sylvia sees me before anyone else.
All their heads turn and I choke.
It's ok, you're fine .
"Yeah I dunno I just felt kinda off that's all" I smile as I sit down next to Blaise.

They all start to chat again and I can't help but feel like a outsider.
"Who did that too your face?" I make conversation with Mattheo just to prove that him being here doesn't effect me in the slightest.
As I say this I start to stack things onto my plate.
I see Pansy's eyes grow wide asking me if I was ok.
"Pansy did" I stop stacking my plate and look him dead in the eye then Pansy who was looking at her food.
"Hold on why did You do that Pansy?" Nova was highly confused.
I know exactly why.
I pretend to be confused just like everyone else .

"You punched Mattheo?" Theodore smirks at Pansy making it clear that he was proud of her.
"At er girl" Robin joins Theodore in his proudness.
"It was a accident I thought he- it doesn't matter just drop it" Pansy's voice was unsteady.
"Ok it's fine babe chill" Sylvia reassures Pansy by rubbing her back.
We all go into conversation yet again.
"You got muggle studies tomorrow?" Blaise asks me as he eat his lamb chop.
"Yeah I think so?" I shrug also busy eating.
"One of my games is soon you should all come!" Theodore invites us all.
We all agree.
"Theo I only let you on the team because Mattheo refused too join" Draco jokes and Theo's face grows embarrassed.

"Don't be a dick Malfoy" I stand up for Nott, sure he was rough around the edges but he was a nice person.
After he slept with me and we got into a fight we just started acting normal in front of each other again .
"Aw look you're little bitch is standing up for you" Draco teases , smirking at Theo .
Before I could say anything Robin jumps to my defence.
"Don't be a cunt" everyone is kinda shocked at Robins language.
She also is never this bold .
It normally would come out of Nova's mouth but Robin absolutely not.
"It was a joke chill out" Draco Sarcastically smiles at Robin.
"Jokes are meant to be funny" Sylvia now joins in.

"Well maybe if you weren't a plain bitch who ruined everything then you would-" I cut Draco off.
"Shut your mouth Draco" I warn not even looking at him as he wasn't important.
"Or what halfblood?" He leans over the table.
"Watch your tongue before I cut it out yeah?" Mattheo warns Draco looking deadly serious.
I look at Riddle disgusted "I can speak for myself" I roll my eyes at the boy.
Why is he standing up for me.
Draco isn't normally like this but his mood swings are as bad as the British weather .
"Wow! What is with all of you today? What is this? Is it love Y/n day? Fucking boring assholes" with that I flick my wand muttering a spell under my breath.
Draco starts to choke on air.

Almost like a pair of invisible hands are choking him.
I don't break eye contact with him as I smirk.
I hear people telling me to quit it but I don't.
"Y/N!!" Mattheo bangs the table getting my attention and the spell breaks.
I look around at all my friends who were shocked .
"I can't do this" I get up walking out of the hall.
Suddenly I couldn't breath.
I was having a anxiety attack.
I was rushing through the hallways , trying to find a place where I could just be alone.
Then I bump into Cedric.
"Fuck!" I jump , as he scared me .
I realise it's him and my head falls onto his chest.

"Y/n? Are you ok?" He rubs my back awkwardly not knowing what to do.
I take deep steady breaths and try to think of things I can see or smell.
"Y/n?" He lifts my chin up with his fingers and I nod finally having control over myself.
"Yeah sorry I um I've got to go" I smile and push past him.
Going the common room.
I walk in to see Tabitha and Kai.
Great.
"Oh goody" I say as I see they've spotted me.
Tabitha clicks her tongue smiling.
"I'm going to kill you ya know" she warns as she watches me go to my dorm.

"She clearly knew something I didn't"
I went to bed feeling exhausted and angry.

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