I don't know why I can no longer find Finn anywhere.

Callie and Lena pulled me away a little while ago to get drinks and let me tell you these motherfucker are not water and the more I drink the lighter and warmer I feel, and the small ache that surfaced after I could no longer find Finn in the crowd is dissipating with every sip I take.

I feel light dancing against Lena, but my eyes are still searching for Finns piercing stare, the hazel eyes that always seem to be focused on me no matter where I go, his citrus and pine scent following me everywhere...but he's nowhere to be found.

I can't find Charlie on Phoenix either and when I brought it up to Callie she said, 'they're probably off doing dude things.'

I don't know what dude things are, but I do know that I don't like that I can't find him.

Maybe I could try to escape and find him but that would mean disappearing from Lena and Callie's view and something tells me their definitely going to notice the lack of my presence.

The fourth guy tonight tries to grab my hips and bring me closer to his body and Lena told me they're trying to 'grind' on me, and just the word gives me the heebee jeebees.

I try to move his hands off me but he holds on tighter, I turn back to look at him and he gives me a weird smile that I think he believes is attractive.

But its not Finns.

"No thank you," I say it with a nice voice trying not to hurt his feelings but he doesn't listen and pulls me closer.

Gross

"Come on baby I know you want me."

I grab his arm and forcefully move it off me twisting it till I hear his wrist pop out of his joint and a cry come from him, "well clearly your stupid, since you don't know how to read social clues."

I mean hell even I can read social cues and I was locked in a basement for the last 12 years.

Although this guy looks like he was locked in what Callie calls a 'frat' house for the last 12 years because he is slimy, creepy, and what Callie calls 'daddy's money white boy attractive.' Which I don't totally understand what that means but I feel like it would fit him.

His creepy smile morphs into a sinister one and I feel like I angered the stupid man but when he lifts his opposite hand up most likely to strike me a hand comes and stops him.

I look to find Lena looking at him with her own sinister smile as she breaks one of his fingers, "don't fucking touch her asshole," he's about to talk but Lena quickly kicks him in the balls.

I pout...I was going to do that.

Once Lena puts her foot down and he's doubled over in pain his hands going towards his crotch I too quickly kick him before his hands can get there, causing him to fall to the floor and fold in on himself.

Okay stupid and pathetic

Lena's smiling at me as I turn towards her, "I could have handled that."

She just smiles at me, "I know" she makes a punching motion in the air, "but I really wanted to get in there."

I smile at her silly state, "someone's feeling violent."

"Always!"

I shake my head and look around again, not exactly looking for Finn but instead Callie who I haven't seen in a while...then I spot her.

She's over by the bar giggling with some man.

"Ohh good she found someone."

I look over at Lena in confusion, "what do you mean? She knows him? Does he go to our school?" He could be one of the people who gets to leave school whenever they want like Finn.

"No, but she hasn't talked to anyone romantically in ages after her last boyfriend, who was an asshole by the way. So its good to see she's getting back out there"

Ohh...I wonder why Callie's never told me about her past boyfriend before. I didn't even know...I thought we didn't have any secrets between us anymore.

I try to ignore the little wiggle of discomfort going through me at that and be happy that she's happy...maybe she didn't trust me yet, or it was to hard.

I don't know

I release a heavy sigh and turn back to Lena, "I'm getting a drink."

Lena smiles, "okay ill be right her dancing when you get back, beat someone's ass if they touch you and try to see if they have an equally sleazy friend that I can beat up."

I smile and nod at her before turning and making my way to the bar and catching the bartender's attention, "can I have a greyhound?"

I don't necessarily know whats in that, but Callie ordered two for me already and they taste great. I also don't know the name of any other drink here.

The bartender quickly makes my drink and adds it to Callie's tab that she started once we got into the bar saying all the drinks tonight were on her.

I take my drink and start gulping it down, ready for more warmth, "wow...calm down their princess you drink to much and someone might get the wrong idea."

My head quickly turns to the voice and I immediately glare...not Finn, but he called me princess and hearing it from his mouth makes me want to hurl.

I choose not to respond and down the rest of my drink before asking the bartended for another and ignoring the widening of his eyes, "damn, bad night?"

No...why would I be having a bad night, this is actually pretty fun...although it could be more fun...like it Finn was here.

I frown at that when my new drink is set down in front of me and I only take a couple sips this time, my cheeks already feeling warm from the last one.

"You're very beautiful."

I roll my eyes and take another sip, "I know."

Creepy man chuckles, "someone's not humble...but I like that."

Umm ewww

I quickly down my drink and set it on the bar turning and walking back to Lena, ignoring the slight dizziness and the man calling for me to come back.

I want Finn

Maybe I am unhealthily attached to him...I really should see that therapist.

I make my way back to Lena with the knowledge that once we get to the academy, I will talk to the headmaster about seeing the specialist, maybe they can help with some things.

Lena greets with with a cheesy smile causing my own lips to tip up.

I then realize that she's no longer alone and Callie's back with our group, the man she was talking to no where to be found. I want to ask her about it but before I can some song comes on and they pull me towards them screaming.

"Omg, this is our song!!!"

Huh...they wrote a song?

The lyrics start and they begin singing...what on earth.

"From the window, to the wall, 'til the sweat drop down my balls."

I am confused...greatly confused but my body feels light and I also want to dance so I dance with them, swinging my hips around like them and shouting out the words, "From the window, to the wall, 'til the sweat drop down my balls."

This is fun.

My bodies warm and I feel giggly as I move with them.

When the song ends we all go to the bar and Callie orders us all a shot of vodka which we quickly down the disgusting liquid before moving back to the dance floor and starting another dance.

I feel like I'm floating and my eyes are glossy as I move around dancing with Lena and Callie and that when I see him...Finn...my Finn.

My mind is no longer on dancing with the girls but instead with Finn...but a different type of dancing.

The type where he's in control of my body and makes the butterflies course through me.

When both Lena and Callie are no longer looking I take my opportunity to dip away from them and head to where Finn has gone.

I'm coming Prince of the Raisins!!