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                 Right after y/n closed the door, she leaned her back against the door and closed her eyes for a moment.

The truth sounded so unreal to her.

How could Jungkook come out with such an idea? And how did he do that?

She did not even have a chance to ask him how Seolhyun agreed to be part of his plan.

Everything was just too confusing.

She went to sit on the bed and stared at her belly. She patted her belly, and tried to feel the baby bump. She felt a slight bump against her hand. It's almost three months right now. Her heart soothed, her smile flashed on her face. She was getting excited to see her baby in another five to six months.

But her smile quickly flattened when she remembered that she had to attend the college by next month. It was going to be at the four months of pregnancy where the baby bump was going to be visible. She could not postpone this semester as she already took a postponement before for the financial matter.

Another problem, she let out a sigh.

She buried her back into the mattress. It's a bed that she shared with him. Of course, she could smell his scent.

And she recalled his eyes and his tears just now. His family was ridiculous. She thought it was easy to be born in a wealthy family but looking at how Jungkook said his family controlled him just made her completely change her mind.

But it did not give him a privilege to pull such a dirty trick to them.

She was not comfortable with this too. What happened once the child was born?

She shook her head vigorously, a sudden tremble hit her body at the thought her baby would be separated from her. Of course her baby would be in Seolhyun's embrace at first in order to fool his family.

She laid on her right side, staring at the lights that came out from the curtain.

He was really crazy. And he made her life crazier.

She tried to lose herself in the dim light that illuminated on her face, ignoring the reality.

                 Jungkook sat on the sofa with hands clenched together in front of his face, elbows resting on his lap.

His eyes still reddened from crying because of her. He hurt when she turned her back on him.

But how did she know about this? How? It confused him. No one knew his real plan unless himself and his secretary.

How much did she know? Maybe she heard some and figured it out.

'So, it is really true?' That was what she said. It could be she doubted what she had heard or she just took the guess.

His gut believed that she took the guess. Maybe she heard Seolhyun was pregnant. And the people who knew about this matter were only his and Seolhyun's family.

And the only person she closed to was....

"Park Jimin" This name came across his mind. To him, Jimin was getting wicked these days.

Maybe, y/n told the truth that she hung out with Jimin on that day. The reason she was acting shady must be because she knew he did not like Jimin at all.

He clicked his tongue in annoyance at the thought of Jimin. He really hated that boy damn much. If he was in front of him, he would beat him in the face to the death, sending him straight to hell.

He wanted to confront Jimin but he needed to know how much he had told y/n.

He should not make any mistake or else, everything just became useless.

He leaned his back on the sofa and closed his burning eyes for a minute. He needed to do something and the first thing was needed to confirm whether y/n or Jimin told the truth about that day.

He opened his eyes back and whipped out his hand phone, making a call to Myungdae.

"5 May 2018, about 12.30 p.m until 3.00 p.m , check the CCTV footage or any road to Renaissance Restaurant about Jimin and Kevin from AZ Corporate whereabouts".

"Okay, Young Master" He hung up the call and he turned his head and glanced up at their room.

He let out a sigh and decided to understand her point of view. She must need some time alone to swallow the truth.

           Jungkook took a look at his wristwatch. It was 9.00 p.m already. He had been sitting on the sofa and did not even see any sign that she would get out of the room.

And she did not eat anything yet either. It was worrisome. She was pregnant. How could she even want to support her own body?

He got up and went upstairs to stand in front of their room. He leaned his ear against the door, tried to hear her footsteps or any sign of her.

He heard nothing. He took a deep breath and knocked on the door. "y/n. Can I enter the room?"

No response and he knocked again.

"I don't lock the door," said her.

His hand froze and he stared at the doorknob for a moment before twisting it open.

He entered and saw she was lying on the bed, with her back facing him.

He went to sit on the bed and stared at her. She felt his body heat radiated at hers and she buried her face in the pillow.

He noticed it and guessed she was still sulking and angry with him.

"Do you want to eat something?"

She shook her head.

"We can go eating outside together" he convinced her.

She shook her head again.

"Then, what do you want to eat? I go get it for you"

"I don't have an appetite"

He sighed out and a river of silence ran between them. He laid beside her and pressed his chest against her back with his big arm on her waist.

Her heart beated unrhythmically. She felt a sudden raise of temperature on her back and contagious to her whole body.

"I'm sorry"

She stayed silent.

"I am at fault for hiding this from you. But believe me, I do this because I wanna be with you. I wanna have a family with you. I always imagine us sending our kids to school together. I want people to know you as a person that I love the most. I want to tell the whole world that you're mine instead of hiding you here. I want to talk about you to my friends and...." He paused.

He took a breath, tried uttering something that seemed bitterful.

"My family" His voice was weak but clear.

She heard his shaky breath clearly. She knew very much the pain of being abandoned by the family. He would be like in her place soon. This thought got her heart weeped for him.

She felt his back soaked with his tears and his soft sob could be heard. If she was in his place, she would feel the same. He could not be really blamed for everything.

"Am I such a curse in your life?"

He stopped sobbing and yanked his brow in confusion. "Hm?"

He wiped away his tears.

"I am sure you were happier before meeting me".

He jerked his head at her, placing his chin beside her neck. His hands slowly reached hers, intertwined with her. "No. Back then, I was living like a fucker. I don't have a direction or something to be called a future. I didn't see my future and I didn't dream because everything had arranged for me. I didn't have the courage to go against what my family wanted me to do. Pretend to live a life as I had a choice. As they're my best choice. My heart was broken and I did it to others too. I bullied and broke the weaks. To make them became me. Broken inside"

Tears escaped from her eyes. "And now?" Her voice was slightly wonky as she tried to not sob.

A smile curved on his lips. "I'm so happy. Even though I'm smiling out of fear. Fear of my own actions and who will be hurt by it? Fear if I got caught and who will face the consequences in my place? But I am ready to give in everything for you and I'll fight as much as I could and will go over my capability for you. I don't want anything except you. I can just lose everything for you. But if I don't do this, they would never let go of us. They can do something beyond in your imagination. I know them very well. It doesn't end if we just run away. They'll find us and I couldn't imagine what would happen next. But I'm really happy now. I can dream and you're my future"

He lifted his head off her neck and stared at her. He started caressing her hair and tucked behind her ear. Her whimper finally became audible to him.

"I'm sorry. Please, forgive me"

She stopped sobbing and tried to strain the hiccup effect. "What are you sorry for? It's not your fault".

"I was not a good person either. And even now, I'm still a sinner"

"Sinner?" She turned at him. His heart swayed by her swollen face. Her eyes, her nose appeared to be red. And her lips were moister and redder than usual, which made him want to kiss her so much.

His hand reached her chin and he rubbed it with his thumb.

"I'm a sinner and the difficulties in my life also because of my karma"

Her eyes lingered around him. "Let's pray for God's forgiveness".

He nodded and leaned forward at her.

"Don't blame yourself too". She said and held his collars before his lips touched hers.

He nodded and went for her lips. She closed her eyes and felt his moist lips move over hers.

He shoved his tongue in her parted lips but then pulled out the kiss when he noticed that her breath was weak.

She was slightly shocked by his sudden pull. Usually, he would pull the kiss slowly as he was always greedy over it.

"Why?" Asked her in confusion.

"Let's go eat. You're weak"

Her expression softened and she laughed.

"I'm not so weak. I used to live like this. I skipped most of the meals back then"

He leaned forward to caress her hair. "But now it is different. I'm going to take care of you with my whole heart. I won't even let the bug to bite you"

She grinned and then pulled down her collar shirt, showing him the hickey he made on her. "But I keep getting mosquito bites lately" She said and tapped on her collarbone.

He got blushed and shyly grinned. His hand reached her collarbone and he moved forward to get a closer look.

"I did this?"

"If it wasn't you, who else?"

He laughed while nodding.

                    Jungkook watched y/n digging the rice beside him. The bowl in front of him was untouched even though he also did not eat yet today. He skipped breakfast and the lunch for the work and he could not take the dinner at the thought of her starving herself.

He enjoyed watching her eating until he did not realise he was grinning right now.

She noticed his stare and put down the chopsticks. He frowned.

"Why? Is it not delicious?"

She shook her head. "Why aren't you eating too?"

"I enjoy watching you eat. Don't mind me and eat more" said him and picked up the chopsticks for her.

She took the chopsticks from him, took some meat and went to feed him. "You should eat too"

"No, you just shoul-".

She just shoved the meat inside his mouth and then gestured to him to chew in.

He chewed the meat and they giggled.

Her cheerful expression turned serious when she remembered something. She stared at him with a pair of serious eyes.

"Jungkook"

"Hm? What?"

"How Seolhyun agreed to fake a pregnancy?"

His smile flattened. His exciting energy slowly disappeared.

His soul was tired.

How life was better if he only could focus on y/n.

"I have her weakness"

She pursed her lips and nodded. It was as she expected.

"Can I ask you a question too?"

"Em"

"How do you know about this?"

She turned forward, cleared her throat. "Jimin told me"

"Everything?"

She shook her head "No. He told me his sister is pregnant. And you just impregnated her for the inheritance and divorcement. He said I should be happy about it. I know he meant to be sarcastic but I understand him. And by that, I just puzzled up everything to make it sense"

Jungkook just got why Jimin was getting wicked. It was only the half truth. And yet, he had been angered like this. If he knew everything, he might have gone to kill him.

She still avoided his eyes and she chewed the meat slowly as though she lost her appetite.

"Y/n, can you stay out from Jimin?"

She quickly turned her head at Jungkook and gazed straight in his eyes. "Why? Because you don't like that he told me about that??"

He was speechless for a moment. She seemed to be uncomfortable with his request and he did not want to have any argument with her anymore.

"It's not like that. He hates me and I worry if he doesn't mean good toward you. I'm just worried"

"He's the kind of person not to do any harm to people. I know him. You just have to put trust in me. I will never betray you"

He bit his lip, avoided clicking his tongue. How could she say she knew him? She just knew him for months and he knew him for almost a decade.

But he did not want to confront her as it could lead to another argument.

"Eat more" He reached her head and patted gently.

"What about my baby? Once I give birth? You will take the baby away from me?"

His hand froze, he did not have heart to say that to her. The baby must be taken away from her for the show until he was appointed to be a president. He was sure his family would be excited about the baby and would go for the frequent visitation. If they did not see the baby in Seolhyun's embrace, that would ruin his plan.

His silence answered her question. "You don't need to answer me. I got it".

A tear escaped rolled down her cheek, she repressed her emotion by shoving meat into her mouth that appeared to be tasteless now.

"I'm sorry," He said. He felt very guilty.

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