(TY) POV

I winced and turned over onto my side as something bright became captured in my eyes.

As my eyes adjusted to the morning light I turned back over onto my back and starred up at my ceiling, even my hangover as a certain bliss to it.

I laid down and allowed my body to soak in the morning sunlight as I reminisced on the events of last night.

After the bar we headed to the club and danced for seemed like hours, on tables on the dance floor on couches hell I even think there was a point in time we danced in the dj booth.

We laughed till we cried and our makeup ran we truly turned that club up and out last night, I had to smile to myself thinking about it.

my bedroom door opened and in came a hung-over Miracle and a bubbly Lauryen.

Miracle face planted into my bed beside me while Lauryen sat Indian style at the end of the bed.

"How can you be so.....so alive right now" Miracle muffled thorough my bedding.

I laughed " trust my head is spinning to I'm just not going to let that knock this happy high I'm on" I said.

Miracle responded with a grunt and a growl making me and Lauryen burst into light laughter.

*BOOM BOOM BOOM*

Went a knock at the door stopping us abruptly.

Miracle lifted her head, Lauryen turned her head, and I looked at booth of them "what the fuck or who the fuck is that" Miracle spoke first.

I crawled off the bed and lowered my body into a squat beside the bed reaching under the bed I grabbed my AR 15 assault rifle.

I lifted the butt of the gun to my shoulder and aimed it forward "what the fuck when did you turn in to Rambo" Lauryen yelled in a panic.

"After several attempts of someone trying to kill you being kidnapped you do shit like this" I said and began to make my way out of my bed room to the front door.

Miracle and lauryen rose from the bed and followed far behind me gripping each other in fear.

"Who the fuck is it" I screamed through the door.

"Open the door and you'll see" a voice said, and was followed by another laughing one.

"How about I put several holes through your chest first" I countered.

"Ugh Ty it's us you don't remember us now" one of the brothers spoke.  

I lowered my gun and exhaled deeply as I realized I had nothing to fear, I continued on the path to the door as I opened the door their stood J's twin goons.

They both tried to walk inside but I stood my ground and didn't allow their entry, "don't you ever knock on this door like that again" I said, seriously. 

"Our bad Ty we just have Urgent matters to take care of that's all" one said, in response.

"Now to what do I owe this honer" I spoke with hesitation as I moved aside and allowed them to enter.

They looked at a still frozen Lauryen and Miracle and then turned their attention to me, "Ty please don't go the fuck off on us"the one to the left of me spoke

"But J told us to come to your crib and get you dress and bring you to him even if we got to drag you up out of here, and we really don't want to do that but you also know we can't disobey the boss"
he spoke with sincerity.

"What the fuck is going on" Miracle spoke as her frozen spell thawed, " Its cool Miracle I'll go i don't feel like fighting today" I spoke and proceeded to my room to through something on.

I quickly through on a pair of leggings and T-shirt and paired it with some slides,As I emerged from my bedroom I said nothing just proceeded out the font door as the twins followed behind.

They watched me like hawks as we continued down to car, once we made it there I was eyed in the mirror as if i would attempt to jump out the moving vehicle at any moment. 

I didn't attempt to understand what was happening nor did I attempt to ask, after all the time I  have been with J I realized that if I let go and allow things to take their course it'll get done faster.

I prompt up my elbow on the door handle and allowed my head to rest on my head I closed my eyes and tried to think of something else to pass the time.

{DAY DREAM}

I stood in warm crystal blue water just above my chest, I stare off into the distance the sky turning a pink orange kissed color as the sun began to set before me. 

A cool sweeps across my exposed body and the sound of moving water is heard from behind me.

I remain stagnant as the sounds near, and then theirs a gentle hand on my right shoulder. 

I lower my head and look to the left of me, the hand is removed and suddenly there is a presence before me.

The hand is felt on my chin and my face is forced to face them as if someone else spoke through me I blurted out the first thing that came to mind.

"Daddy"?

He rested his hand on my cheek and caressed the curve of my cheek bone with his thumb, "Your growing into such a beautiful women" he spoke.

"Such a strong intelligent and profound women" he spoke looking deeper into my eyes to express his sincerity.

All I could do was shake my head no in response; my reaction rewarded me with a confused look from him.

" I...I....failed" I stuttered.

"J and I relationship has resulted into a battle ground of tit for tat, scrap and I are confused and.....and my baby" I said, loosing words at the thought of her.

He began to speak but I continued not wanting him to try to convince me that my life and its course isn't my fault.

"It's all my fault I have failed as a women as a mother as a wife as a girlfriend as a friend....and a daughter I don't even know where mommy is" I said, beginning to get more upset.

"She is somewhere strung out because of me, all she had.... all she had was a drinking problem and because  left her it turned into something more I should have been there for her I should have been there I should have been there" I began to ramble uncontrollably".

"Ty"! I heard someone yell and the realness shook me awake.

I opened my eyes to one of the twins looking wide eyed and somewhat scared.

"You alright Ty" he muttered.

"Yeah" I said, quickly dismissing what had happened, my eyes began to adjust I gently pressed my hand against his chest to move him out my way so I could step out the open car door.

The morning slash afternoon sun shined down onto me I looked at my surroundings and realized I was at a warehouse, a very empty desolate warehouse.

But I know better it's a front for it to look abandoned inside its most likely bustling with either drugs money, or weapons hell it maybe all three.

The twin closed the car door and I began to follow the one closer to the entrance while the other followed behind me, another effort to prevent any attempt of me escaping.

As we furthered inside I  was proven true, we passed by the extensive security first they had the nerve to think they were gonna search me.

I proceeded to walk through and the young man held his hand out for me to stop, I looked around confused and everyone else looked on in utter shock and fear.

"Are you seriously stopping me for a security check, do you know who the fuck I am" I said with a stern attitude.

"Get the fuck outter with your stupid ass hand before you loose that shit" I continued before I could continue the twin approached.

"Youngish this is bosses baby's mother" he said trying to help him escape J's and I wrath.

I took a deep breath "look I'm sorry for going off on you but you need to learn who is who because everyone is not gonna be as nice as me" I spoke up.

"Yes mam'm" he spoke quickly.

I flashed the young boy a smile than continue to follow the twin in front of me while the other followed behind.

I truly felt horrible for going in on him he didn't deserve what his boss caused he's just doing his job to protect everyone in here.

The young boy quickly became distant and far off as my mind began to focus at the task at hand.

We walked down a long corridor that became darker and darker the deeper we furthered down it.

The twin changed course and began to descended an even darker staircase at this point i couldn't guess at what the fuck was going on all I can do is wait and see.

At the end of the stair a large heavy door stood half opened the twin pulled it fully ajar and allowed me to step through it first .

As I entered the room I realized it was a parking garage dimly lit and in the middle half way between the door and where cars entered stood J.

At this point I didn't give a fuck what the twins instructions where I speed walked past him in J's direction "would you like to inform me what the fuck is going on" I said, as I neared him.

Then I noticed he held a silver desert eagle in his hand and rest his other on top of that, I stopped in my tracks and waited for him to speak.

"We are waiting for another guest to arrive then I'll explain everything love" he said coldly.

I couldn't help myself I tried to keep a clear mind to allow myself to think logically but all this was to much for me.

My mind railed, it bounced from one topic to the other.

My heart thumped like drums in my chest, I became panicked and scared.

Suddenly the garage door opened and a black Escalade pulled into the parking garage, It drove further inside and stopped just before us.

Moments later a figured emerged and approached us with a sleek demeanor, they stopped before me and looked from me to J with a smile "Hello J, and Ty" the man said.

"Hi scrap" I muttered shocked.

"Awwww you fuck her and that's all she gets" J said, sarcastically.

My mouth dropped and I looked at him unable to speak, "Yeah you should know by now every motherfucking move you take I know" he said, to be his anger inevitable in his voice.

Scrap stepped forward as to kiss me while I stood frozen, J pointed his gun at scraps head "Back the fuck away from her" he said.

"Are you angry nigga cause she let me fuck her till she couldn't take no more" Scrap chuckled.

"Nah nigga you made cause she not only wanted me to fuck her, continue to fuck her but she wants to be with she wants to give me a part of her you want so bad" he said.

"Your mad cause she wants to build a life with me and she left you like a used tissue is that it huh" he added.

J lowered his gun an started to laugh "Ty's a grown ass women don't you think if she wanted nothing to do with me she still be around me" he said,

"See I got a piece of her you'll never have I was her first love, her first fuck, her first baby daddy, and her first fiance" J spoke before being cut off by scrap.

"I wouldn't brag about that one seeing you couldn't mange to get her to walk down that aisle" Scrap said and he to drew his weapon.

with the tension rising and lives at stake I stepped between them.

"Stop please for me if y'all love me like you claim please stop" my voice cracked because of the tears rising in my throat.

"Please please please" I pleaded as a tear fell from my fearful eyes and they lowered the guns.

"Look I love both of you with all of my heart but I don't know right now I'm confused and I don't want to hurt anybody please" I begged my voice shaking.

My chest became so tight and I felt as If I couldn't breath.

Both of them could feel the pain in my chest and see the fear in my eyes.

"Alright well I'm not going nowhere until you figure out what you want to do" J said.

"And neither am I" Scrap spoke.

"survival of the fittest then" Scrap spoke.

"Yes" J spoke.

Scrap reached around my waist and pulled me into him and he kissed my cheek, "I'll check on you later" he said, and then released me.

He nodded his head then proceeded back to his vehicle.

he stopped and turned around "This isn't gonna effect our business is it" he said to J.

"Of course not this is personal not business" J answered.

"I like your style J I'm gonna hate to take your girl from you" he laughed turning away and containing on his path.

"And I look forward to your failure I'll make sure I send you a post card of us fucking" he said, with a friendly chuckle.

Scrap laughed and climbed into the back seat and his driver began to pull away meanwhile J muttered "he's a cool ass nigga".

And I stood frozen distort and confused.