Chapter song is Feel Real by Deptford Goth

"Show me," I whisper. Despite my nervous interior, my voice comes out confident and seductive.

"You shouldn't have said that, baby," he said back. We both can't deny the attraction between us. And quite frankly, I don't want to deny it any longer.

"Why not?" I tease, I can tell by the way his hand is clutching onto my waist, he's trying his hardest to control himself.

"Once I begin, I'll never finish. I'll never get enough of you, no matter what, no matter how many times I make you come, I will always want more." His words send a shiver up my spine in anticipation.

"And I'll want you. No matter how many times you release inside of me, I'll want you over and over again. All. Night. Long." I don't know where all this confidence is coming from, seconds ago I was a nervous reck. Now, well let's just say I'm pooling in my panties just talking about it.

"Oh, Nikki, what your words do to me." Colten's large hand slides farther up my thigh, getting closer and closer to the hem of my dress that has ridden up quite a ways.

"Show me how I make you feel, Colten," I plea. Colten's intense hazel eyes catch my gaze, if Colten wasn't holding on to me, I would certainly fall to the ground. "Please."

Colten smashes his plump lips to mine, the impact so powerful I feel as if my lips are bruised. The grip he has on my hips only increases as his lips move more and more fiercely with mine. I knit my fingers in his brown hair, shuffling my hands around, making it point in all different directions.

I remember what it feels like to be exhilarated, I remember what it feels like to be free. Having Colten kiss me this way, touch me this way, reminds me of those things. When he left he took a piece of me with him, now, it feels like I'm whole again. No matter how many times Trevor made love to me, it would never fill the gape that belongs to Colten.

As Colten moves his lips with mine, I try to keep mine apace with his. The kiss it's feverish and full of want, lust and passion.

I pull at Colten's hair, earning a groan from him, and push my body even closer to his. I can already feel the evidence of his excitement and it only turns me on that much more.

Colten's tongue grazes the seam of my lips, my breathe coming out in spurts when I open my mouth to let him in. He takes this opportunity to explore my mouth, tasting me, running his tongue against mine. Although, his tongue is moving expertly fast with mine, I manage to keep the speed, matching every movement to his.

My hands leave the confines of Colten's hair and my fingertips run along the back of his neck, settling only until they are on his shoulders.

By the time Colten trails his lips from mine, I feel light headed and my knees are weakening, wanting to unfold from around Colten's waist.

"Oh Colten..." I moan. The sensation of him kissing, sucking and biting my neck begins to feel like way to much. I press my fingertips into his shoulders, listening to a groan vibrate against my neck, created by him.

So suddenly Colten pulls back, looking into my eyes. "Did Trevor make you feel like that?"

I don't understand. Is he meaning, did Trevor do this to me? Or did he make me aroused so quickly?

"I'm confused," I tell him.

"When Trevor touched you, does he make you wet like I do?" Oh, well that makes sense. Wait, he's sounding a tad bit too cocky for my taste.

"Yes," I lied. I don't need his ego getting any bigger than it already is.

"Really? Than you won't mind calling him up to fulfill your needs?" What is he getting at?

Colten takes my silence as a yes because he moves me away and opens the front door. God, I'm going to regret this tomorrow.

"Wait," I hold up my hand, halting him. I just want to punch that smirk into tomorrow. "I want you."

"You want me to what?" Oh, he's going to die.

"I want you to fulfill my needs," I blow out a breath.

"Okay, but I need you to do something first," he says, looking at me pointedly.

"What now?" I groan.

"Tell me I make you feel better than Trevor has ever made you feel." Is he serious? I think he is. Wow.

"You make me feel better than Trevor has ever made me feel," I mutter.

"Good girl," he pats my head.

"Whatever," I grumble, walking up the stairs to my room. I'm starting to lose interest in Colten right now.

"Oh no you don't," I hear Colten say from the bottom of the stairs before I hear thumping. I'm pushed up against a wall, looking straight into Colten's glistening hazel eyes. "I've waited way to long to feel your body, and I'm not wasting it."

With that said, Colten attaches his lips to mine again. Tugging my bottom lip between his teeth, then slipping his tongue in.

My hands slip under the hem of Colten's shirt and slide it up his torso slowly, feeling his well defined eight pack.

"Don't tease me, Nikki," Colten warns, I feel my way over his muscular pecks. Colten removes his lips from mine again, long enough for me to slip his shirt over his head. Yup, he's definitely gotten more muscular.

His eight pack is so defined that it looks as if he places boxes in his stomach, which is highly impossible, but I can make the comparison. Everything on his chest is covered by muscle. Muscle on top of muscle.

"Are you on steroids?" I ask, looking at his face.

"Nah, this is all natural, baby," he tells me. I guess all those years of football are giving him more than broken bones.

I bite my bottom lip, showing him just how sexy I find his body, I start walking backwards into my room.

"Goddammit, Nikki," he groans before taking two long strides towards me, tackling me on to the bed and attacking my mouth. Both his forearms lay beside my head to hold his weight.

I kiss him back, running my hands up and down his bare sides.

Colten's lips trail down my jawline again, my head lulling back, a gasp leaving my lips when Colten bites down on the sensitive skin.

His piercing eyes connect with mine as his lips connect with my collar bone.

"Let's take this off," he growls. I flip us over, my thighs straddling his waist. "Little Nikki, your so naughty."

I only look at him, his hands skim from my arms to the zipper on the back, his fingertips skimming along the skin as he unzips the dress.

The straps fall from my shoulders, revealing my back lace bra.

"Damn..." Colten says, breathlessly. I smirk to myself, knowing what my lingerie does to him. Colten grips my arms, rolling us over, again, pinning my underneath him. He intertwines our hands, laying them back against the bed, above our heads.

I bring my mouth back up to Colten's, grinding my hips against his. I moan when he starts to grind his jeaned bulge over my covered core. I screw my eyes shut, gasping.

"Oh god..." I gasp, feeling how big he is through his jeans. "Take...off."

I need to feel more of him. I want him in the most intimate and tender way. He's teasing me, waiting for me to beg him, which I will not be doing.

I haven't felt this way since Colten left. I feel so alive and want more.

Colten pulls back from my mouth, looking at me, approving of taking his pants off.

I keep my eyes on him as I remove the belt from its clasp and unbutton his pants, sliding them down his legs. The jeans fall to the floor and Colten kisses down my neck again. I probably have a million hickeys along my skin.

Colten trails his lips down my collarbone, towards my covered breast. With one hand, he unclasps the back of my bra, throwing it to the floor.

"You've definitely grown, baby," Colten groans, his eyes a shade darker than usual.

"I was fifteen, of course I've grown. You like me better like this?" I question.

When we first got together, I was fifteen while he was seventeen, there was a two year gap between us, I was very immature. I head kid parts, sure I had boobs, but there no where near as big as they are now. Everything has grown on me, including my experience. It still surprises me how Colten liked me.

"I like you either way, whether your fifteen or seventeen, I'll always want you. You don't have to have big boobs or a huge ass to get me to like you, you've already got me," he tells me with such intensity that I feel my eyes stinging from tears wanting to be released.

"Wow," I breath, that was beautiful.

"Whatever, now let me make you feel good, baby," he says, lowering his head to one of my breasts.

"Oh..." I moan when his hot mouth attaches to one of my hardened nipples. While his mouth assaults one of my breasts his hand pleases the other by kneading and massaging it. Colten swirls his tongue around my hardened peak, biting softly on it making me gasp for breath.

Colten goes on to the next one, doing the same. Once he's done with my breasts he moves onto the next part of my body.

His swollen lips trail down my stomach, my hands threading in his hair, knowing what happens next. His tongue swirls around my milky skin, just above my panties. I keep my eyes on the ceiling as he peppers soft kisses along the elastic on my underwear.

His mouth pulls away from my skin and I look down at him, he's staring at me. He wants me to watch him. I remove my hands from his hair, leaving them at my sides as he slowly pulls my panties lower, I buck my hips off the bed to lessen the hassle of sliding them off my legs.

"Do you want it, baby?" He asks. "Do you want my tongue pressed to you, making you feel things you've never experienced before?" I nod fiercely. "Say it."

"Yes, Colten, please," I beg, my cheeks are heated and a sheen coat of sweat covers my skin. Colten blows against my soaking core, making me moan loudly.

His large hands press against my inner thigh and push them apart, as far as they will go. He hooks his arms around my bent legs and dips down. His skillful tongue runs along one of my slīts, soaking up my wetness.

"Look at me, baby," Colten instructs softly, when my head decided to lull back. I lock my eyes with his, it's the most erotic feeling when I look into his eyes and feel his tongue pressed against me.

"Oh!" I squeak when his tongue slowly dips inside of me. No, I've never done this before. Sure, Colten and I have done something similar, but never has he done this.

Trevor and I haven't done anything close to this, and I'm glad because I don't think I would ever want to feel something like this with someone else.

Trevor. I realize I'm cheating on him, but I can't help myself, something just pulls me to Colten.

Colten removes his tongue from inside of me and moves on to my clīt, sucking roughly on the bundle of nerves.

One hand fists in Colten's hair while the other clutches the sheets in my hand.

"Colten..." I moan, loudly. Before I know it, Colten adds a finger into me, still sucking harshly at my clīt. I arch my back off the bed, my eyes wide, gasps falling from my lips.

"Baby..." Colten groans against my core. He's keeping me from my release, I can feel it. What a greedy bastard. He adds a another finger inside of me, pumping slowly, before I start grinding myself against him and he begins to pump faster. His fingers move in circular motions a little while later. Adding another finger to the duo and I begin to feel my release.

"Colten!" I scream when my release has been exceeded.

Colten climbs back on top of my heaving body, rubbing his covered length against me.

"This is what you do to me," his voice is strained as he speaks. I just gasp, Colten picks up the speed, rubbing his hips against mine, creating friction. It's obvious that this won't do.

"Off..." I breath, referring to his boxers. He does as I say, his hardened length bouncing free. Has he gotten bigger? It's looks like he's gotten bigger. Is that even possible? Is he going to fit?

"What?" He asks, his breath fanning over my face. I bet I look oddly weird staring at his dick like this.

"Y-you're big," I stammer out. Wow, this just got really strange real fast.

"Yeah?" He asks, looking genuinely shocked. Of course he wouldn't notice if he's gotten bigger or not.

"Yeah," I breath. Colten gets off of me, going towards his jeans and pulling out a foil packet. I stop his hand. "I'm on the pill."

"Oh," he clenches his jaw. I can tell what he's thinking, he probably thinks that I did it specifically for Trevor, but in all honesty I've been on it since sophomore year, he should know.

"Don't think about it like that Colten," I assure him.

"Whatever," he grumbles, leaning on his elbows again. I take a deep breath, looking into his eyes as he slips into me.

I'm in pure and utter bliss. Colten just makes me feel so loved and cared for, its so different with him than Trevor. Where Trevor is gentle and almost shy, Colten is foreword and rough. Just like how I want it.

"Oh...." I gasp. He's definitely bigger. Where he could easily fit in me two years ago, I feel like I'm stretching to my full capability now. I screw my eyes shut, trying to adjust to his pulsing length.

"Are you okay?" I nod. He thrusts in again, this time he goes in more smoothly and I feel pleasure take up my every being. He thrusts in again and again, each time he enters is a little deeper and a little faster, and that much more hard.

"Colten..." I moan, over and over again. My finger nails scratching against his back with every thrust. Colten grips my hips, his fingertips digging in to my skin.

"Fuck...you're so fucking...tight," Colten breaths, his breath fanning against my precipitated skin.

"Oh...Colten," I repeat. I wrap my legs around his waist, flipping us over so I'm riding him.

"That's it...fuck...ride me baby..." And I do just that. I move my hips against his, my hands pressed against his chest as I hop up and down on his cock. I look down at Colten who has his bottom lip between his teeth and his eyes screwed shut. I throw my head back, moans spilling from my mouth as I continue to ride Colten.

I clench around his length, nearing my climax, Colten's eyes snap open realizing what's going on and flipping us over again.

He grabs my leg, placing it over his shoulder. The new angle makes me scream out his name...

"Colten!" Colten grunts, burying his face in my neck, his lips brushing against my skin every time he thrusts in and out.

With one last deep thrust I cry out his name and we both come to our release. Colten collapses on top of me, his head on my chest. Our breaths come out heavy and our bodies stick together, but I can't help running my hands through his slightly damp hair.

I'm going to be very sore in the morning.

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