"So you are telling me that you joined a acting class just to piss off your math teacher? Why?" I couldn't help but laugh.

Vikram just gave me a look and after few seconds shrugged. I could see that all this opening up thing was too awkward for him and the arrogant and rude Vikram was trying to make a appearence.

"Actually I don't know why I did that" He said getting slightly irritated,"Are you going to tell me why the mood swing and waterworks before?"

And yep he was back. Caring Vikram was as rare as a genuine Kardashian.

"Nothing" I just didn't want to tell him.

He gave a huge sigh and looked at me. He was contemplating ways to get me to talk. I wanted to tell him but I was afraid of his reaction. Will he call me stupid? Or just ignore me? Or by some miracle understand all of it?

Well here goes for nothing.

"Am I not attractive?" I asked him in a low voice. Ofcourse I am not. Mita was beautiful. The people in LA are beautiful. And I am plain old Lila.

He neared me and I could feel the tingles rising on my skin.

"Why do you ask that?" His voice low and husky. My breath gets caught. Shit Lila, you have to breath.

"You don't want to touch me and I don't know why. It must be with the fact that I am not attractive" I hung my head low. The feminist bitch in my head was giving me a disapproving look but I didn't care.

"You are very attractive Lila, never doubt that" He put his arms around me and pulled me towards himself.

He leaned in and his lips touched mine. It wasn't like when we kissed last time. It was better. Rougher. I surrendered to his touch. His hands snaked from my back towards my neck, holding me. Making sure that I wouldn't back out. I didn't want to back out.

The kiss was everything I needed to show me that he wanted me. Then why the dream? Why the drama?

His lips left mine when realization hit that we needed oxygen to survive. I was just sitting there, blown by the intensity of the kiss. Damn it was hot.

I took the initiative and snuggled close to him. I looked up at his face, he was deep in thought, looking into space. After sometimes he said,"Does that clear you doubt about me not finding you attractive.

I was too excited too speak. I just gave a affirmative grunt. He continued to speak.

"But I had to do this, this deal, the papers. I wanted power in this relationship. You have no idea how hard it is for me to stay away from you Lila" He snuggled in my neck.

His nose tickled my neck. He wanted me but Power? What was that all about. Was going to get some superpowers?

"I don't understand Vikram. Why do you want the power? I am married to you. You don't need any power to be in this relationship."

"You don't understand Lila, there are some things about me that you don't know"

"I know that. Please tell me. Make me understand why you need this"

"I can't Lila, not now. I was not always the man I am now"

"You are scaring me"

"That's the main reason I am not telling you"

He his afraid that I might get scared. Who was he before? Now he is a successful businessman.

"Please tell me Vikram, I promise I won't go away"

He let go of me and walked towards the window, he stood there for sometime.

"Lila will you let me have the power in this relationship?"

"Do you really need it so much?"

"Yes, I do. I cannot function without it"

"What will it entitle?" I would do anything for him but I had to know what I was getting into.

"I will decide everything for both of us, our life will be planned out beforehand. There will be no surprises"

He was talking about it like it was some business. I got and walked towards him. I hugged him. The warmth made me smile.

"Vikram, life is full of surprises. You can't control what will happen next"

"I can. I want to. I have to. There was time when my life went out of control. I was left with nothing. That is why I need it. So that it doesn't happen to me again"

He paused and looked at me. He let out a sigh. He looked beautiful in the moon light. It literally made his face sparkle.

"That is why I wanted you to sign that deal. I thought you really had something with that bastard. I didn't want you to leave me without any warning. Even if you leave, it would have been on my terms. I would have made some plans in my head about it. It wouldn't have hurt that much. And also I would have made plans to let you sell your share of business to me before you left."

His confession left me startled. He was afraid that I would leave him. That is why he wanted me to sign that deal. He wanted me, even if I was ugly good for nothing bitch, he wanted me.

"Lila"

I looked up.

"Yes?"

"Will you agree to let me control our life?"

Next update: Friday (2 days) Pakka. I promise.

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