♡You're An Asshole!♡

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"So does she know I've been in that bed before? A thousand count, and not a single thread of truth. If I was just another girl. Then I'm ashamed to say that I'm not over you. There's one thing I need to know, so call me when you're not so busy just thinking of yourself. Do you ever think of me when you lie? Lie down in your bed, your bed of lies. And I knew better than to look in your eyes. They only pretend you would be mine. And oh how you made me believe. You had me caught in every web that you weaved. But do you ever think of me when you lie? Lie down in your bed, your bed of lies."

Song: 'Bed of Lies' by Niki Minaj ft. Skylar Grey.

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Chelsy

Nathan was trying his hardest to make me hate him.

Lately, Elizabeth had been over to his house pretty often than usual and his blinds were always opened where I could see them kissing and playing around.

I knew she was his girlfriend but why did I get the feeling he was pushing it into my face?

What the hell did I do to him?

I didn't even give Brad a response yet to his request of us starting over.

I was hesitant.

What was I waiting for? Nathan?

I would be waiting in vain because Nathan would never come to me. He had a girlfriend and he made it clear that I was no one special to him.

He would do the same things for another girl.

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"Aren't you going to eat?" Vicky asked me while we sat together at lunch in the cafeteria.

I shook my head for the millionth time, staring at the untouched tray of food in front of me. "Nope, I'm not hungry."

She sighed. "Come on Chels, you have to eat. What's wrong, is it Nathan again?"

I didn't respond.

She knew the answer.

Vicky gave up trying to force me to eat and started on her cheese sandwich. "I just don't understand why he is completely ignoring you all of a sudden, though."

I sighed. "If he could at least tell me what I did, then I would feel okay, but he just said harsh stuff and bam, doesn't talk to me for a whole week."

Vicky nodded. "Yeah that's pretty weird."

Instantly, her eyes shifted to someone and I followed her gaze to a laughing Nathan who was sitting with Elizabeth in his lap while saying something to another guy at their corner in the cafeteria.

I clenched my jaw in anger and attempted to stand when Vicky gripped my hand. "What are you doing?"

"I need to talk to him."

"No, Chels, you're going to expose everything. Elizabeth is there, after school you try to talk to him, alright?"

"Vee, I won't expose anything, I just need to talk to him, that's all."

Vicky sighed and slowly nodded. "Okay, do what you must."

I gave her a small smile and got up, marching over to Nathan's table, all the while my feet wobbling beneath me in fear.

His eyes spotted me as I walked to him and I noticed he swallowed hard and shifted discomfited in his spot.

"Chelsy!" Jared grinned. "What brings your fine ass to our side of the table?"

I came to a stop, my eyes fixed on Nathan. "Nate, can I talk to you?"

Elizabeth looked from Nathan to me with a questioning glare but I tried not to look at her.

"Max's not here, he's at the bathroom, he'll be in soon," Nathan said.

But that was not what I asked.

"I don't want to see Max. I want to-"

"Chels, can I have my lunch in peace, please? Now's not the time, maybe later, alright? Now go back to your table," he said flatly, making everyone at the table turn their heads to look at me.

I swallowed and slowly nodded. "Okay, fine."

Disappointed and greatly embarrassed at the rejection of my request, I turned to leave and as I walked away, I heard Chris ask: "Wow, that was pretty harsh, huh Nate? Sup with you two?"

I didn't wait to hear his response as I continued my journey to Vicky and grabbed my bag from our table, fighting back tears. "Let's go Vee, you were right. I never should have gone."

Vicky looked at me sympathetically as she grabbed her things and glanced at Nathan before she raced after me out of the cafeteria.

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You'd think that after that humiliating moment with Nathan in the school's cafeteria that I would rest the case, right?

No way in hell.

Chelsy Holmes needed closure.

I needed to know what it was that I did that was so wrong that I deserved being treated like mere dust.

Max went on a date. Luckily. Plus my mom had work as normal so I made it my duty to go by Nathan's house after school.

He did say later we could talk, right?

I knocked multiple times and maybe he knew it was me which was why he took so long to answer.

Soon he did, wearing a white T-shirt and grey joggers.

If we were on good terms I would drool over how handsome he looked with messy hair but I wasn't in the mood for it today.

He rolled his eyes when he saw me: "Really Chels, what is your deal?"

I pushed past him without even asking for permission to go in.

He lazily closed the door and turned to meet my gaze. "What do you want?"

"I want closure, what did I do to you Nathan?"

He sighed, raking a hand through his thick black hair. "You did nothing."

"Then why are you being this harsh?"

He blew out his cheeks and began moving to his room. "I don't want to talk right now, See yourself out."

I followed behind him as he moved up the stairs to his room, deciding that I wasn't going to rest the case. I made my way in after him and slammed his door shut before turning to face him with folded arms.

He stared at me with an annoyed look plastered all over his face.

He knew how much I could be stubborn sometimes but I didn't see myself letting this go without closure.

"Tell me, what did I do to deserve this?"

"You clearly can't take a hint, can you?"

"No! I don't like hints, I need straightforward and honest answers like the nineteen-year-old that you freaking are Nathan."

He stared at me for a while then he sucked in a breath. "You want closure?"

"Yes."

He ran his hand over his face while he looked away before walking over to me suddenly and gripping my arm. I gasped at the sudden contact and parted my lips to speak when he laid me against his bed and immediately hovered over me, my legs captured between his, trapping me beneath him.

I opened my eyes wide as soon as my back landed against his sheet and I attempted to sit up but he just pinned my hands down, forcing me to lay flat. "What- What are you doing?"

His eyes that once were deep blue and calm were cold and emotionless as he stared into mine. "You say you want closure."

"Nathan-"

"You want to know the truth Chels? I am just like these guys. I am just like Brad and all those players. If you come to my room when we are here alone, don't think that we will chill and chat. We will fuck. Because that's all I am good for."

My eyes welled with tears and I shook my head. "No you're not like that-"

"What makes you so sure? Chels, you misunderstood me. I may have just wanted to kiss you and touch you because you're all grown up and you make it so easy for me to do that to you because you are so vulnerable and naive. I am bored now, so just let it go and stop hanging up on it like-"

SLAP!

I hit him hard across his cheek with tears rolling down mine and pushed him away.

The slap made him freeze for a moment and close his eyes, a guilty expression on his face.

"You're an asshole!" I cried, turning away and storming out of his room.

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