hey me dudes. so the video above^^^^^^^ is my FAVORITE COUPLE on glee. as you may or may not know i am a bit obsessed with the show 'glee' it is on Netflix. WATCH IT!!!!! and yeah, if you have a hour to waste watch it and it made me SO EMOTIONAL i cried during it all.

Short chapter. #sorrynotsorry

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chapter eighteen: a fucking badass

"Yeah, the door isn't opening" Grayson says and i chuckle from the ground

"Yeah, i kind of figured that 20 minutes ago" i told him and he sighed.

"There are literally people right there. Why are they not opening up the stupid ass door?" he yells out and i laugh. What was that about him being superior towards other people?

"Oh, well I guess you are not that important" i say teasingly just to get on his nerves. He snaps his head towards me and scowls

"Don't forget that you are also out here with me and no one has came to your rescue" he says and i sigh dramatically.

It is true i called Caden but she did not answer. I then tried to call Andrew but his stupid phone is off. He is so lame. He keeps it powered off so it can save battery. Stupid androids and their power life.

"Whatever" i say and he huffs and sits next to me. He turns to look at me and i raise an eyebrow.

"I'm bored, you're so boring" he complains and i roll my eyes

"You have literally been sitting here for 2 seconds. Why the hell are you complaining? I would think a bad boy like you would love to skip school with a girl" i say not really knowing what i said.

"Whatever. I'm not a bad boy" he says and i look at him deadpan.

"Then what the hell does the king think he is?"

"A fucking badass" he says and smirks at me. I roll my eyes. "Yeah you sure are" i say and lay down on the grass. I am bored. I would rather be in school learning some irrelevant stuff that i won't need to actually know in the future.

"I am" he says and points to himself. I scoff

"How so?" i ask and he smirks

"I fucking rule this shit hole. Everyone adores me, god even your mom. Every girl wants to hit this, and I have everything and everyone under my little finger" he says and holds out his finger. I guess he is true. Even the teachers treat him with royalty, but one thing is wrong about that.

"I do not want to 'hit' you" i state and wear a smug expression on my face as i sit up.

He raises an eyebrow and smirks at me. He brings his hand to my knee and starts trailing it up. I take in a sharp breathe as he brings it more up slowly.

What the hell Anna Nicole? Flick his hand away!

But you like the feeling

No i do not

Yes you do

Okay i do

I have not felt something since, well my last boyfriend Chris. He was an ass.

His hand continues to trail up my leg and sigh a shaky breath. Why am i like this? I have known him for 3 weeks! Oh my god. I do not like him at all. He is a asshole!

Hs hand continues to go up until it is almost not PG-13 anymore and i push his hand away.

"I have told you this twice, and i will tell you a million times. Get your fat hands off of me" i spit and get up. I wipe off the dirt off my jeans and walk off. Do i know where i am going? No. But i know i am going away from Grayson. He was giving me feelings that i do not want to experience ever again. Last time it happened it was not pretty. I still do not like talking about it.

"Anna!" Grayson calls and i hear him running to me. I groan. Can he not tell that i want to be alone? I do not want his presence near me anymore.

"What Grayson?" i spit once he is close enough.

"What's wrong?" he asks genuinely confused. I roll my eyes.

"Nothing, Grayson. Nothing is wrong. Drop it and leave me alone" a say in a calm tone. His face turns into a confused one and he turns me around by the arm. I look down at his arm and take in other sharp breathe. My arms feels hot by his touch. He pulls it away and looks at me. I continue to stare at my arm.

"Anna what is wrong? You were just fine" was I though?

"Nothing, Grayson. Just leave me alone please" i plead him, but of course he does not let go. My sweet god.

"No, You're upset and i need to know why. Just tell me Anna Nicole" he says and uses my full name. i get angry.

"No Grayson. I am not upset. You do not know me, you can not read my emotions. All i want is for you to leave me the hell alone" i say before i can make it out. A flash of hurt floods its way to his face. I can imagine my expressions get softer. Grayson wipes off the hurt look and turns it back to a stone one that he usually has on.

"Fine Anna Nicole. All i wanted to do is see what's wrong, but no, i couldn't even do that. Just know that i am not the bad one in this case. You are the bitch this time not me." he spits and walks away.

My mouth is open and dry as tears sting my eyes.

What the hell did i just do?