When your husband caught you crying

You entered your bedroom with your smile still on. But it dropped as soon as you closed the door. You took a deep sigh and made your way towards the bed, slowly laying down on it.

Jungkook was still in the hall working on his PC. You closed your eyes attempting to sleep. "SHUT UP!!" You instantly open your eyes.

"So now it hurts. When I'm holding you, it hurts?! But when that d*ckhead was trying to get in your pants YOU COULDN'T FVCKING PROTEST?"

"WHAT THE FVCK WERE YOU WAITING FOR?!"

Remembering his words, your tears broke out the more you wanted to keep them in. Earlier you did a great job making him believe that you're okay but you did it just so that he doesn't get angrier. It just wasn't the right place and you thought it'll fine.

"Is this what you call love? Does it have to hurt this much?" You spoke while sobbing. At someone's actions, someone else gets hurt... someone's indecency brings darkness to others life. You can be angry but damaging someone else's life, putting someone else down. It's not right.

His anger may have been for the right thing. He was probably right but his choice of words was definitely no good. The moment when you needed comfort, he couldn't provide it to you.

As much as you felt safe in his arms, he didn't embrace you when you needed it. The incident itself was traumatic for you but what he did....

You were crying when you heard the door opening and closing. You pretended to be asleep. Jungkook lay down beside you pulling the blanket over himself as he wrapped his arm around your waist. You didn't move.

"Princess... won't you hug me back? I thought you loved cuddling. Hmm?" He said, his hot breath striking over your neck as he spoke. You gulped down.

"I know you're awake." He said in a serious tone sending shivers down your spine.

"Don't make me mad. Turn around." He said again. You didn't move as you weren't ready to face him yet. He used his hand to forcefully turn you to himself while you protested but of course he was more powerful.

Jungkook froze in his place as soon as your tear stained face came in his view. His eyes softened. "Have you been crying?" He asked, worried as his hand reached up to your moist cheeks.

"What's wrong, baby?" He asked, being totally oblivious. You looked up at him in disbelief. "You... You don't know... what happened?" You asked while your tears kept on flowing.

"Hey... shh... Don't cry. Is it because of me? Because of what happened in the morning?" He asked. You wiped your tears, sniffing.

"How... How can you say all that to me when all I would've wanted from you was a hug at that time... I... it hurts Jungkook...." You cried. "It hurts seeing that the persn who claims to love you... can't understand you." You sniffed.

He tried to cup your face but you didn't let him, being daring for the first time. "I... I'm sorry princess. I didn't want to hurt you." He said, almost scared.

"A sorry won't change anything. You said you love me... Are you still gonna h...hurt me every damn time?" You said, looking at him.

"I'm... I'm sorry Princess I could't control my anger-" You cut him off. "That's just an excuse!"

"You'll vent it out on me? Always? If you're going to be like this all the times, we might get seper-" He cuts you off.

"Complete that sentence and you know the consequences better!" He said, coming closer to your face. You could feel how his aura completely changed. His eyes turned dark and he looked damn scary.

"Wh...what will you do? Hurt me? More? Physically? Huh?" You say directly on his face. God knows how you got so courageous today.

He came even closer to your face and you could feel his heavy breathing. His dark eyes piercing right through your soul, hands turned into fists. You pulled your knees closer to yourself, scared.

"I. Would. Never. hurt you." You back off a little, scared of him. "But don't force me to. If there's one thing I hate the most, it's explaining myself again and again. I've been trying to keep my cool for you but once I lose it!" He stopped. Silence filled the room.

You dared to look up at him. His eyes that were already dark and scary turned even scarier. "Trust me! I'll be scarier than the devil itself." He said in a low husky tone that could scare you to bones.

(Writer: Oh honey don't underestimate the devil cause you never know ;))

You hid your face in your palms and cried hard. He realised what he just said and immediately moved back.

"Hey... I.... I already said that I am sorry. Why can't you understand?" He said again through his gritted teeth. You wiped your tears and looked at him again.

"You're saying this now... but even now you're angry... I know...." You sobbed.

"No, you don't! You only know what I let you see and don't ever judge a book by it's cover." You fell silent. He's right. You know nothing about him.

"Have a memory like a sieve. Go through the time I've been in. Lose your loved ones like me. Live in fear of losing." He looked at you.

"After you feel all those hurts, then tell me if you're still gonna say this." His voice, empty, void of any emotions.

Your heart felt heavy hearing all those words coming out of his mouth. The confidence you were trying to maintain suddenly felt crushing your own heart. You're seeing something that you never imagined.

The tears that never stopped running down your cheeks, you breath that never got normal, the heart that was beating immensely, they all told you that the person in front is the love of your life and you don't want to see him suffering.

No one deserves to suffer because not everyone is being unreasonable. Life is unfair to many but sometimes it leaves people with very less choices. Jungkook took a deep breath and kept his hand on your cheek.

"Say all you wish for b..but never doubt my love for you." He wiped your moist cheeks.

"I'll never hurt you. If anything, I just want to protect you because you're the only one I have and I'm scared... scared to lose you." He cupped your face making you look at him.

"I'll try... I am trying my best... just for you. Just so that I don't be the reason for you to get hurt." He explained in a very sincere tone.

"If you want freedom... you're free princess. I'll still protect you no matter where you are."

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