Her POV I wake up not feeling Paolo next to me so I jump up and look at time and it was 8:30am I jump out of bed got dress and run out to my car I got home and run inside knowing no one was at home I got in the shower and had a quick shower and wash my hair I got out and dry myself off and make my way to the bedroom I notice something was different but I couldn't put my finger on it so I ignored it and dry my hair got dress I quickly had something to eat and ran out making my way to the office when I got a text from Paolo Meet me now at the hotel I turn the car around and drive to the hotel L- hey P- you ok L- yes why P- I just got back from a meeting with your husband L- what happened what did he say P- he gave my account to Tom L- what why I know he wanted to work with your family company it's something his dad been trying to do for year P- yes that's what I thought but he said that he don't have the time he need to pay attention to his family L- he said that P- yes I thought he meant you because you been spending so much time with me but what I got from him is that he want to spend more time with the kids L- but that don't make no sense he spend a lot of time with the kids all ready unless he don't want me working with you anymore P- no that's not it he told me that he don't mind us working together because it's your company and you are free to do as you please
L- oh ok I'll talk to him about it when I get home P- ok so what are you up to now L- I was just going to go into the office why P- have got a hour free before I have to meet my wife for lunch L- I can't I have to go and make sure everything is ok between me and josh because I didn't go home last night P- you slept here L- didn't you P- no I told you I had to get back to my room before Maakie gets back L- why didn't you wake me P- I thought you were awake when I was leaving L- no I wasn't and now I have to find a excuse for him for why I didn't come home P- just tell him you stay at a friend I'll text you when I'm free so you can meet me L- I don't think that's a good idea for now have got to be there for josh and the kids for a bit P- for how long L- maybe a week are two P- so you can't leave without giving me something to keep me going until then L- ok but make it quick P- don't worry I will After spending the next hour having Paolo pleasure my body I make my way home to get dinner ready for my family there was no point going to the office now I set about cleaning and cooking I was just watching a movie when josh and the kids and Breanna came in
Kids- hey mum L- hey guys go an wash up dinner is ready Kids- ok mummy B- I'm just going to get ready to meet Sara J- you sure you wanna go why don't you stay in and we can have a movie night with the kids L- yes Breanna you should stay it will be fun B- sorry josh I have to go Sara is waiting for me why don't you come J- I can't got a few things to sort out but my parents are back tomorrow so maybe tomorrow we can all go out for a drink but say hi to Sara for me B- will do Kids- we are back L- ok let's eat We make our way to the dining room I got the food and we all sit and eat with the kids talking telling us about their day at school I notice josh didn't say much only talking to the kids After dinner we sat in the TV room watching a movie the kids has fallen asleep so we took them to bed I came back downstairs to see josh in the kitchen having a glass of water L- hey you ok J- yes L- I had a meeting with Paolo today and he told me you pass his account over to Tom J- yes I did L- why J- right thing to do
L- josh what's wrong J- nothing L- yes there is you seems off to me J- Lola we need to talk L- (lol) isn't that what we are doing J- we need to take a break L- to where what about the kids school and I still have Paolo account to work on J- not that kind of a break I mean from our marriage L- josh stop joking this isn't funny J- I'm not trying to be Lola L- you are cheating on me again aren't you I knew it why josh why do you keep doing this to me who is it this time is it that Sara girl J- Lola I'm not cheating on but I know you are cheating on me with Paolo for the pass 4 months L- but J- I know from the beginning but I loved you and couldn't lose you so I put up with it I even think it was my payback for cheating on you but I can't do it anymore Lola L- please josh don't leave I'm sorry I love you so much josh it was a mistake it won't happen again J- I'm not leaving you L- you are not J- no I can't do that to the kids but have move my things out of your room into another room I'll stay there until we make up our mind about what we are going to do and don't worry the kids won't no what's going on L- josh please let's talk about this we can't work it out you don't have to move out of our bedroom J- yes I do Lola because if I stayed in the same bed as you I'm going to start hating you L- so you don't hate me J- no I don't you are the mother of my kids With that said he walk upstairs to a room that is not no longer our bedroom I sat and the sofa an broke down wishing I could turn back time