Her POV
I was hurting so bad that I didn't sleep in my bed last night because I know if I did I would stay up crying all night
After josh and I had the talk with the kids itvwent better than I expected we went the McDonnell and to the arcade and then a movie when the movie finish I got a text from josh telling me that it's ok to come
L- ok kids are you ready to go home
K- yeah
L- ok let's go
N- will dad still be there
L- no baby but you can go and see him tomorrow
JJ- what about you mummy if we leave you who is going to be home with you I don't wanna go
L- baby I'm going to be ok have got a lot of work to do I'll miss you guys but I'll be ok
JJ- you promise
L- I promise don't worry it will only be for two days
JJ- ok
 
      Two months later
For the pass two months josh and I been        co-parenting  it's been working out really well I drop the kids off to him on Fridays and pick them back up and Sundays
I haven't seen him for the pass two months I drop the kids off at his new house and text him tell him I'm outside and as soon as he come outside I drive off
But today his different it's his birthday and I'm dropping the kids off at his parents only to find him outside with Breanna getting out his car they walk over to my car and help the kids out
B- hey girl
L- hey
J- hey Lola
L- hi josh
B- are you coming inside
L- I'm sorry but I can't stop have got a lot to do maybe another time
J- please come in I know my parents would love to see you
L- I'm sorry but tell them I said hi and I'll come by one day when I'm free

T- is that Lola
L- hey Tom
T- get out that car and give me a hug
With that I got out the car and give him a hug
T- so you are coming in for josh birthday party right
L- no I was just saying that have got so much work to do so I can't stop
S- Lola
I turn around to see Sara we have become friends since she been helping me out with the kids we even go out for drinks some time that how she met Tom one day we were out and we saw him with some of his friends we all shared a table and get talking and now the two of them  been together for a month now
L- hey Sara
S- you came
L- no just leaving
S- oh ok I'll talk to you later I need me some food
T- hey wait for me see you late Lola
L- bye guys
B- what are you doing tomorrow we can meet up for lunch
L- I'm sorry but I didn't know you would be in the uk so I'm meeting louise for a girls day out I would ask you to come but she is upset with me so this is my way of making it up with her but just call me and I'll see when I'm free
B- ok I'm going in before Sara eat off all the food
L- ok see you Bre
B- bye
J- so are you going to talk to me
L- about what
J- Lola you haven't talk to me in two months all you do is text me when your dropping or picking up the kids
L- because we have noting more to say to each other josh
J- for fuck sake you are still my wife Lola we can have a Conversation that don't have to do with the kids
L- I'm sorry josh have got to go
With that I got in my car and drive off to a bar to have a few drinks
I was sitting by myself finishing off my second bottle of wine when I saw Paolo walk in by himself
He sat at the bar having a drink until his eyes met mine he walk over to me
P- hey Lola haven't heard from you in time
L- been busy
P- so what's up with your phone
L- change of number
P- so you pass my account on like your husband and won't take my call to talk about it and when I come to the office I'm told you move office
L- Paolo we have nothing to say to each other my marriage is over because I fuck with you
P- you can't blame me for that
L- I'm not it was me I should have known better
P- I'm sorry Lola that was the last thing I wanted to happen
L- I know but how are you anyway
P- long ass story
L- have got no where to be and have got wine
P- no you haven't
L- let me get some more and you can tell me all about your problems
I went to the bar and get another bottle
L- ok start talking
P- where do I start
L- with why you are at a bar by yourself
P- I could ask you the same
L- we are not talking about me we are talking about you but if you must no it's josh birthday
P- say no more
L- yeah the kids are with him they are having a party
P- and you weren't invited
L- no I was but I can't just be around everyone knowing we are not together anymore
P- oh ok I get it
L- so what about you
P- Maakie is pregnant
L- congratulation
P- thanks
L- so what's the problem
P- we talk about babies an we agreed that we would wait until we are married for a few years before we start having kids
L- but that mean you weren't being careful so you can't be upset
P- she is on the pill
L- oh
P- she is telling me that it was when she had the flu and she was on antibiotic the pill stop working
L- yeah that can happen
P- but she should have known that
L- Paolo can I give you some advice
P- yes
L- take it for someone who lose her family because of a mistake go home to your wife tell her you love her and your unborn child and be happy that she is pregnant and thank God every day for your blessing forget about your pass mistake and just love your family because someone can come along and take them away from you just like that
P- is josh with someone else is that why you are her
L- not that I know of
P- thanks Lola and I'm sorry for the part I played in all this
L- it's ok go home and be happy and don't cheat on your wife again it's not Worth it
P- believe me I won't I love that woman too much and she is having my baby
Shit I'm going to be a dad
L- yes you are good luck lol
P- thanks Lola will you be ok getting home
L- yes I drive my car it's outside
P- no let me take you home you are drunk
L- no I'll be ok
P- come on Lola you have had too much to drink let me take you home
L- are you sure
P- yes so come on