Her POV
It's been an amazing week and a half the kids are having a great time and Paolo and I are getting really close we haven't kiss yet and I so want to kiss him, I know he is sad because we only have 3 more days to go and we don't want to leave each other but the kids go back to school soon and I need to go home and face my problems.
I wake up today really happy hoping and praying that today will be the day Paolo kiss me we have a date today he won't tell me where he is taking me just tell me to wear something nice.
He is downstairs with the kids and I can hear laughing even Liam is laughing I'm so happy he brought out aside of him have never seen before.
We have been staying here in the house Paolo rent for the last 4 days and it has been amazing Paolo wake up and make the kids breakfast and play with them he even been teaching JJ to play football.
I make my way downstairs only to find Paolo on the floor and the kids beating him with pillows they look so happy like one big happy family and I couldn't be happier that he came in my life I know it's only been a week and a half but I think I'm falling for him and I know that if he try to have sex with me I couldn't say no because I want to feel him so bad he make me feel so safe that I haven't cry not even once since being in Paris.
JJ- mummy join us
Liam- yes mummy we are beating uncle Paolo
L- not today maybe another time, have you guys eaten
Kids- yes
P- hey Lola
L- hey
P- your breakfast is in the microwave
L- thank you
And with that I walk in the kitchen to have my breakfast but all I could think about is the look he was giving me.
I was pull out of my thought with a pear of lips smashing and to mine I couldn't fight feeling I stand up put my hands around his neck and my leg around his wast and deepened the kiss even more I pull my lips away from his to ask for the kids.
L- where are the kids
P- game room with Abra
L- please take me Paolo
P- are you sure Lola I don't want you to do something you will regret
L- I'm sure have wanted from the first time I saw you and to see you with my kids make me want you more
P- Lola I want you God how I want you
With that I jump out his arms because I know what was coming next he was going to reject me after I put myself out there
P- what's wrong
L- nothing I'm just going to finish eat
P- Lola please let me explain
L- really it's ok Paolo I understand
P- are you sure
L- yes thank you, but I'm going to finish eat and go take a shower and then I'm going to take the kids out for a few hours
P- do you want me to come
L- no we'll be ok we need to get a few things for friends and family back home
P- ok see you when you get back and remember to be ready for 8pm
I didn't bother answering him I just push some food in my mouth.
After breakfast I got the kids and myself ready we walk around Paris for an hour then we stop at a cafe and get something to eat and drink I made two calls with my new phone one to the travel agent to change my flight but I could only get one back home tomorrow so I book it.
My next call was to josh on the house phone.
J- hello
L- hey
J- omg Lola have been so worried
L- we are fine josh
J- so when are you coming home
L- our flight land tomorrow at 6
J- do you want me to pick you up
L- no have got my car at the airport
N- is that daddy can I speak to him
L- Nat want to talk to you
N- oh daddy we are having so much fun
N- you would have love it
N- yes he is here, ok daddy I love you
JJ- hey dad, yes, ok, see you
L- ok see tomorrow josh
J- I love you
L- see you
Ok I can do this I'm going to go home pack me and my kids stuff for our flight tomorrow, I was a fool to think someone like Paolo could want want me if I couldn't keep josh how I'm I meant to keep someone like him.

Merry Christmas 🎄 all