Her POV
I text josh to say I'm outside I watch as the kids run out the house and to the car
My daughter run over to me and start cry I wipe her face and ask her what's wrong but she wouldn't answer me
I look over to josh because I was going to ask him until she beg me to take her home
I got back in my car and drive when we got home the boys run to the door and I help Nat out the car I lock up the car and open the door the boys run off to their room
L- baby are you going to tell me what's wrong
With that she break down in tears saying she hate him
L- hate who baby
N- dad
L- oh baby don't say that that's not very nice and it would upset him if he hear you saying you hate him
N- but I really hate him I don't ever want to go back to his house again
L- what did he do
N- he was in his bed with auntie Bre and they weren't wearing any clothes mummy so I hate them that's why he leave you because he wanted to be with auntie Bre
L- no baby don't say that they love you and you love them and that's not why it was something mummy did why daddy leave it was mummy mistake
N- but he always say you should forgive why couldn't he forgive you
L- because mummy did something really bad and daddy couldn't live with it anymore but he did try to forgive me but I just keep making the same mistake
N- but
L- no but baby if daddy and auntie Bre love each other we are going to be happy for them and you are going to show her the same respect you show me
N- ok mummy
L- now go get ready for bed I'll be up to read to you
N- ok I love you mummy
L- I love you to baby
After she leave the room I take out my phone and make a call
- hello
L- hey Micheal it's Lola
M- hey what's up
L- have you got them paper for me
M- yes but Lola I must warn you that this will leave you with only your company
L- I know that's all I want can you get it to me tomorrow
M- yes and I'm sorry Lola I know you love him you were hoping it didn't come to this
L- I know but I can't be selfish he met someone and I can't stand in his way no more
M- he met someone already wow he move fast
L- it's someone we both know the both of them deserve to be happy also can you look for a buyer for my company in the USA
M- why are you selling it? What about the people that work for you
L- have got no one to run it anymore and I can't be travelling all the time
M- what about Breanna
L- I'm taking it she is moving here but just make sure who ever is buying it will keep my staff
M- you are not telling me something
L- I tell you everything just get the papers to me tomorrow and find me a buyer
M- ok talk soon
L- bye
I make my way to the kids room to find them all asleep so I went in my room and got into bed and cry
This is it my marriage is over and josh has find love in my best friend
As much as I'm happy for them it still hurt to know that my ex husband and my best friend are together
I know I need to stop crying because have got no one to blame but myself so I promise myself that after tonight I'm going to stop crying over problems I can't fix and start to fix me my company and make sure my kids are ok

The next morning I got the kids to school when I look at Sara I know that she know so I gave her a sad smile and tell her I'll call her and run back to my car I didn't want anyone to see me cry I know I promise myself I wouldn't cry but the look in her eyes almost break me

I got to my office to find Micheal waiting for me
M- hey you look like you were crying
L- I'm ok just got something in my eyes
M- yeah if you say so but here are the papers have got a meeting in 30 minutes but I really think you should let me draw up new papers ones that are fair
L- this is fair I'm walking away with that I came in this marriage with
M- if you say so I'll talk to you later and stop crying over someone who don't love you and who is now fucking your best friend
L- how
M- Lola there is a reason I'm good at my job I know everything like I said call and I'll let you know at the end of the day about the buyers I find for your company
L- ok talk soon Micheal