Her POV
I watch as josh came in the room he look at me but didn't say anything just start taking off his clothes
I stood back and watch him not saying a word when he was finish he got in the bed
I wanted to laugh but I just shake my head and turn the light off and got in bed next to him
I didn't say anything to him just turn on my side I was laying there until I heard him talking
J- I'm so sorry Lola for everything that happen none of this wouldn't have happen if I would of just forgive you when you apologise and say it wouldn't never happen again but no I want to see you hurt like you hurt me but I didn't realise that this was how you felt when you find me and Louise in bed and you still take me back and married me again even after that you didn't get upset when Kayla and I were friends even though you weren't comfortable with our friend and when Kayla kiss me and I told you, it didn't bother you because all you said to me was I love you and you will always be mine why couldn't I say the same thing to you after you slept with Paolo but I'm going to say it now I love you and you will always be mind.
J- Lola did you hear me Lola Lola
I listen to every word josh had to say but I just couldn't answer him back because I'm hurting I know I have no right to because I was the one that cheat on him and even though slept with Louise that still don't make up for what I did because I took his kids away from him and he miss out on so much because I want to make him pay and look at him he is willing to take me back without making me pay for my mistake
I just lay there thinking about all have done to this man the man I love and I had to cry because have hurt him so much and not once has he make me feel bad about it
He is always here loving me unconditional before going to sleep I make up my mind that I'm going to love and respect this man until the day I die
I woke to find josh gone so I got up had a shower and dress in what I was wearing yesterday my phone rang and it's was Dave so we arranged to meet in 15 minutes at a coffeee shop close by
I make my way downstairs to find the place empty so I let myself out and went to the tech shop and buy a camera for Dave to put in Breanna room
I meet up with Dave and gave him the camera and pay him and told him if he need anything to call me
I'm sitting at home waiting for Sara to come over

I heard a car pull up so I open the door to see her getting out I wait for her to get to the door
S- so is there something you want to tell me
L- come in let me make you a cup of tea
S- Lola I don't want a cup of tea I want to know what's going on because I know you and if Breanna name was Tanya you would have known
L- I'm making one for myself anyway so I'll make you one
S- you can talk while you make it
L- ok so you are right her name is Breanna
With that I told her everything about me paying someone to change her name and how I just transfer one million pound in Dave account for him to keep her drugged up
S- oh my good God I can't believe you did all that please remind me not to piss you off
L- so what now do you understand why I did what I did
S- yes I do but how long are you going to keep her lock up for
L- I don't know I didn't think that far a head
S- you can't keep her in there for the rest of her life
L- and why not you just said you understand
S- Lola I do but she just went around telling a few lies that don't mean she deserve to be lock up
L- I'm sorry I said anything to you
S- Lola don't be like that I'm just saying maybe in a few years you can have her release
L- and have her come after me and my family are you mad
S- that's true you may as well kill the girl
L- now that's an idea
S- Lola I'm joking
L- got you but no I'm not that evil I just wanted her and her lies to stop and josh could have gone to jail if she had her way and I don't know if she would have stop I'm so confused
S- Lola stop worrying about it what's done is done we just have to leave her in the medical profession hands
L- yeah you are right but do you think I should tell josh
S- I don't know what do you think
L- he said some sweet things to me last night and I think that we are going to get back together
S- so you are going to married him again what's this like the third time
L- no it won't, we didn't get divorce I didn't get the time to drop off the papers
S- oh thank God for that I didn't want to think about two weddings right now
L- what do you mean two
S- Tom ask me to married him and I said yes
L- oh my God congratulation
S- you know you are going to be my maid of honour
L- yeah I would love that but when is the wedding
S- this summer we don't want a big one just family and close friends
L- oh are you sure it would be nice to go to a big wedding and take part in it         S- yes we are sure it would take too long to plan a big wedding                                         L- yeah you are right, shit what time is it
S- 1:30pm why
L- oh Dave put up camera in Breanna room wanna see
S- you are sick but yes I do you know what I think the both of us are sick lol
L- what the fuck is josh doing there let me call him and see what he is going to say
So I ring josh I watch as he take his phone out look at it and put it back in his pocket and smile at Breanna and I ring him again and again and again and watch him do the same thing so I ring him again and he answer and didn't even say hello are let me say hello he just say that he is in a meeting and hang up and I watch as he turn his phone off and turn to Breanna and say sorry about that and Breanna asking who was it and him saying it's just Lola I don't know why she don't leave me alone
S- what the fuck was all that about
L- I don't know he lie to me
S- oh Lola I'm so sorry
L- it's ok at least now we know where his parity is
S- don't say that let's watch and see