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Taehyung POV

I woke up with a massive headache. I probably drank too much last night didn't I? I kept my eyes closed for a little while whilst trying to remember last nights events. We went for drinks, I had fun with the teammates, I gave a speech, argued with Jennie once again and went to get drinks... That's when it hit me, Y/N.

I remember her beautiful eyes, hair and face. The smile that could cure any depression in the world, her beautiful laugh. Me being totally awkward, yeah that. But other than that, I remember her, I remember the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. I wonder if she works there often, I haven't seen her around much. Is she new? What would her major be? Is she into soccer as well? All these questions were spiralling through my head on this unfortunate morning. Why didn't I ask for her number? No Tae you can't! You're with Jennie for gods sake, you shouldn't be asking other girls for their number, it's wrong in every possible way. Although, I'm positive Y/N wouldn't have given it to me.

As I think of this I remember my argument with Jennie last night. I totally avoided her after our discussion, meaning she'd probably be upset. I groaned as I tried to open my eyes and extend my hand, trying to reach my phone. I feel some items drop from my nightstand but manage to retrieve my phone. I lay on my side and flinch when the light of the screen hits my 'not ready for any light ever' eyer. Once they adjust I unlock my phone whilst struggling to type my password. God, maybe Yoongi was right and I should stop drinking so much beer.

As I unlock my phone and check my messages I widen my eyes. No messages. No messages from Jennie? How is that even possible? We had an argument last night and I was kind of being a dickhead to her, she would have texted me by now, unless...

I slowly turn to my other side, not wanting to be confronted with the one thing I'm fearing right now. I know myself, but I definitely know myself when drunk. The thing is, I do stupid things I wind up regretting later, and the scenario that's going through my head right now would definitely be the result of a decision I would regret in the morning. I slowly take a peek over the covers and right now, I can mentally slap myself 1000 times, maybe even more. There she was, in full glory, Jennie. She was sleeping beside me, like nothing happened yesterday. I sigh and try to sit up straight, feeling my headache getting even worse.

Why am I such an idiot? I was mad at her, yes I was being an idiot, but I was mad and yet, here I am. Why am I putting myself through this over and over again. Not wanting to deal with this, I leave the comfort of the warm sheets from my bed and get up, immediately holding my head as I feel my headache getting worse. I need some medicine, and I need them now. I walk up to my drawer and take out something to lighten my headache, swallowing it in one go.

I quickly walk up to the bathroom and lock the door. I take a deep breath try to relax my mind a little. I undress myself and turn on the shower, immediately stepping in and letting the cold water hit my skin. God, that feels good, just what I needed. I feel like I need to clean myself after my actions, I'm honestly disgusted with myself.

As I rinse myself and wash my hair my mind drifts off to last night. Why am I getting excited over a girl I barely know and feel disgusted with myself when I wake up next to my girlfriend? Jennie and I have had our fair share of arguments and fall outs, but I've never felt this way...

Even though she can be a pain in the ass, I care about her and she has supported me through all of my years at University. When I was at my lowest, she managed to lift me up and make me feel loved. But why don't I feel loved now? Why don't I want to be around her? Whilst my head is getting filled up with all these questions, I forget about the time and just stay in the shower a little longer.

Once I get back to the reality I notice I've been in for quite a while, Jennie would definitely be awake by now. I quickly turn off the shower and get out, drying myself in the proces. As I gather my clothes to get dressed, I hear shouts coming form the shared area in our apartment. Then it hit me, Jennie is up, but Jungkook must be awake as well.

I widen my eyes when the realisation kicks in and I rush to get dressed, my hair still dripping wet. I run out of the bathroom and swing the door open that leads to the community area. There I see Jungkook with a spoon and whisk in his hands shouting at Jennie whilst she looks like she could explode by any second now.

"I thought we had a mutual agreement that I would not like to see your face in here whilst I'm at home, but yet you walk in like you own the place!" Jungkook shouts.

"I'm just saying, there is no reason to be so tensed! I'm Taehyung's girlfriend and it should be perfectly fine for me to walk in your apartment!" Jennie shouts back as I already want to crawl back into my bed and wait until this is over.

"When are you going to understand that you're not welcome here?? I don't care if you're Tae's girlfriend, all you do is nag and complain!" Jungkook screamed.

"Well the only one who is complaining is you little boy!" Jennie said causing Jungkook to smash his spoon in the sink.

"Don't ever call me little boy! I won't hesitate to whoop your ass and throw you out of this window" he stated whilst looking at her with a rather dark gaze. Jennie scoffs and then spots me standing there.

"And why are you just standing there!? Don't you see that you're so called friend is being a complete dickhead to me?" She screams at me. I should have taken more medicine, definitely should have taken more medicine. She looks at me and judging my my rather unbothered look, her blood starts to boil.

"Hello Taehyung??? You should be defending me!! Why aren't you saying anything??" she screams. I swear, I could see the steam coming out of her ears just now. I walk up to the kitchen and take a class of juice out of the fridge, really not wanting to deal with this. Jungkook snickers at my reaction and continues making breakfast for everyone.

"Just so you know Jennie, you're still not getting any breakfast" Jungkook mentions. So that was what the argument was about huh? Jungkook not wanting to make breakfast for her.

"Well fine then, lets go Tae, I'm starving" Jennie says getting her coat. Oh no, does she mean I need to get breakfast with her? Yeah, definitely not happening, not when she's in this mood. She seemed to notice that I wasn't moving and gives me the look. You know? The look where you know you might fuck up if you don't cooperate right now.

"Taehyung? I said lets go." She firmly says. I gulp, knowing that this is not going to make the situation any better, but honestly, I really don't want to be around her right now.

"Don't you want to have breakfast with your girlfriend?" she asks whilst giving me a more pleading look now. She must feel embarrassed, and I'm really being a dickhead right now, I know. But I feel like I don't have the energy right now.

"Sorry, but funnily enough, no I don't" I say as I place my now empty glass of juice on the counter. She looks as me with widened eyes, probably not knowing what to say. She is used to the fact that I always do what she says, and she has been getting annoyed with the fact that I'm starting to disobey her more and more. Maybe this is for the best, maybe I should show more resistance from time to time.

But as I see the tears now glistening in her eyes, I regret that statement, especially the one I just made. She looks at me, again, like I killed her cat. Maybe I didn't, but I know I hurt her, quite bad actually. I try to walk up to her, my gaze softening when I look at her but she quickly scoffs and turns around.

"We will talk later Taehyung" she dryly said before dashing out of my apartment and slamming the door. Well, good job Taehyung, you really outdid yourself there didn't you?

"I am so proud of you" Jungkook suddenly says, interrupting my thoughts.

"I mean, you were quite harsh tho, but man, that was gold!" He said hugging me and clinging to me like a 5 year old. I must have really fucked up if Jungkook says I was a little harsh, oh god, I definitely fucked up.

"Do you even know how much I love you?" He says causing a chuckle to escape my mouth to which Jungkook slaps my shoulder.

"Well, I do know how much you hate Jennie" I mentioned, causing him to make a face.

"I honestly don't understand why you're still with her Tae? I mean, yeah, she used to be a nice girl and all, but she isn't the same girl she was when we were freshman, she changed" he says. He is right, she did change. She isn't the same cheerful Jennie that I fell for, now, we constantly fight and I feel like we became total opposites. But it isn't all her fault, not at all.

"She did yeah, but so did I" I said sighing. It actually makes me feel sad, I'm still clinging to this relationship whilst I can feel that I'm not happy. Jungkook seems to notice my expression and pulls me in for a hug.

"I know you like her dude, but I doubt if she still does as well, maybe you should stop thinking about what she and others want and start thinking about what you really want" He said, making me think. I've always done what everyone expected me to do, thinking it was what I wanted myself, but was it? Before I can answer to his comments, I hear a door open and someone sneaking out. I turn around and spot Soyeon trying to leave Jimin's room without us noticing. She sees me looking at her and she smirks.

"Well good morning TaeTae, I see you had a nice little morning talk with Jennie huh?" She says, clearly mocking me, but mostly Jennie, her best friend. My blood starts to boil, I honestly think that girl is so toxic, ever since Jennie started hanging out with her, these problems we are having in our relationship started to occur. I feel like she has something to do with it, but I don't have the energy to argue with her right now.

"I am going to get going, thank Jimin for the lovely night and if you're interested Kookie, call me of course" she said whilst giving me a wink. I know what she wants, and it's never going to happen. I look at Jungkook and he looks disgusted.

"God, never in my life would I voluntarily want to get a STD" he said causing me to burst out laughing. He realises what he said and laughs as well, until Jimin gets out of the room. We chuckle and give him a nod.

"Guys, first of all, what was up with the unnecessary noice this morning and second, what was her name again, you know, the girl that just left" He said. I couldn't contain myself anymore and just laughed at him, Jungkook already on the floor. God Soyeon, you're pride was definitely hurt just now.

We laugh together whilst having breakfast and share the stories from last night. As much as I want to focus on what happened, I can't. My mind keeps drifting off to Y/N, even though I know I should be thinking about me and Jennie. I can't help but feel like I want to get to know Y/N and see what she is like. Something about her draws me in and I can't help that I want to learn more about her...