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   I sat their on my bed.  I felt unmotivated to do anything really.  The league was after me, not like anyone cared.  Other than Mina and Denki, maybe Kirishima.  Otherwise, no one honestly cared.  My mom wasn't really around, and Dad well uhh, isn't here as well.  I got up and walked to my phone.  It was on my black charger.  I grabbed it and got onto watt pad, looking for fan fictions. 
••••••••••••Time skip because HHHHHHHHH I'm lazy....and suppose to be asleep•••••••••

    I heard a thud on the ground downstairs thinking it was my cat.  Wait- I don't have a cat.  I quickly ran downstairs and saw a blonde girl on the ground.

    "Y/N!  Hi!! It's me Toga! From the group chat!!!  IT'S SOOOO NICE TO MEET YOU! Your really pretty- maybe blood might make ya cuter! Can I cut ya? I'm gonna cut ya, okay!? kay!" She got up so quickly and had a crazed smile on her face.  She looked at me with those crazy cat-like eyes.

    I took a step back from the blonde.  I wasn't going to activate my quirk, it will just make her more crazy.  I quickly tried looking for an escape route, but while Toga distracted me, the others were able to block my path.
 
    Damn it. I started cursing myself out.  My heart pounding in my chest.  Every step they took towards me, my heart stopped for a second.  I won't- I can't activate it.  I won't allow it! I looked determined to get out of here.  Thud. Creak.... Shigaraki took a step towards me.

    "Join us Y/n.  Show those so-called heroes who is better." He calmly stated.  They took a step again.  They were just blacking the door ways.  Shigaraki being closest.

    "C'mon (N/N)-channnn~ I wanna see you bleed!-" Toga said.

    "No, Toga. We aren't cutting them." Dabi butted in, interrupting her exclamation.

    "Awww-" Toga whined.
   
    "What do you say (L/N)?" Shigaraki has come closer, he was right next to me.  My heart racing.  I was visibly shaking.
  
    "....Why should I?.... If you knew me, I don't care for either side, I don't have a bias for heroes, nor villains....so why should I..." I replied, looking to the ground hiding the fear in my eyes.  It was obvious I was scared.

    "Your quirk could-" He replied before I cut him off.

    "Zip it.  Shut up- You don't know shit about my quirk! It's hell when activated! You just wanted me for my quirk, huh?.  Damn it.... It could get one of you guys killed.  It could get anyone killed, just for one person to stare at someone's 'Beloved'.  It's not a fucking toy Shigaraki!  It sure as hell isn't a weapon either! It's A fucking curse!" I angrily responded.

    "It isn't A curse.  It's something spectacular, it just has yet to be used in the right way.  Give me the chance, I can show you how great it can be-" He replied. Toga was now hugging onto me.  There wasn't a way out of the mess I have found myself in.

    "No, Shigaraki." I looked him right in the face.  He had taken off his hand. "I just can't.  I have to decline.  The horror that I experienced when it was action for the first time.  It haunts me.  To do that on a regular basis- It- I'm not made for that." I sighed.  "I lost friends, and my sanity to that.  I was ten, just ten-" I averted my gaze. "Gyahhh"

    Toga squeezed me.  She looked at me with sympathetic, but crazed eyes.  She pouted like a child, and squeezed tighter.

    "Toga off of them." Dabi interjected.  Thank god....

    "You declined... I should have seen this coming.  You didn't even use your quirk to try and escape." Shigaraki stated, as he looked at me with his stern ruby red eyes.
  
    "Yah, well.  I don't want y'all to die.  I don't want anyone to die, because of a yandere curse.". I stated, and looked at all three of them.  "Despite the fear I have, I consider you guys friends." I smiled at them.

    "Aww! (N/N)-chan~" Toga happily chirped!  She exchanged the smile I have given her.
  
    "Gross, that's cheesy." Dabi replied to me.  He grunted and walked to the dark gray couch.

    "Hmm...friends..." Shigaraki looked at me for a second.  I stood uncomfortable.

    "ARF ARF ARF-" I barked. "Sorry I do that when I get uncomfortable, its out of habits-" I apologized quickly.

    "You just barked- what?" Tomura replied.  The three looked at me, confused. I shrugged my shoulders at them.

    "I guess it's out of habit.  Lots of people make me uncomfortable." I said.  "Oh- right, A lot to people bark, should I start hissing?" I questioned

    "Nah, you're fine." Dabi replied.  He got up and walked to my fridge, rummaging though it.

    I took out my phone from my pocket and stared to play Mother Mother. 

    Mother is calling....

    "Damn it... Of course, when I start playing music."  I answered the call, and leaving the room.

••••••••••••Time skip, because Rawr X3•••••••••••••

    I hung up on mom, and put Mother Mother back on.  Going back into the room.  Dabi was laying on the couch, Toga was looking at the knives and sharing them(?), and Shigaraki was- where was he?  Oh well. 

    I walked over to the living room and sat in the recliner.  I took the remote and put on YouTube. 
 
   "You want to watch Markiplier!" I had simply asked Dabi.

    "...Sure..." He replied to my question.  I turned on my daily content of Markiplier.  I leaned forward to put the remote on the coffee table.  I set it down on the edge and leaned back in my chair.  I soon fell asleep.

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I AM SOOOO SORRY!!!!! I just felt so unmotivated because of school.  I am suppose to be asleep and I get so addicted to TikTok, and Hhhhhhhh- I'm superrr sorry!!!  I love you guys! Peace Out!

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