"And if you never felt your soul being torn apart, you have never loved anyone with all your heart"

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Author's pov

"Excuse me Miss.... "

Y/n immediately turned around to watch the owner of that voice and saw a totally unknown stranger  standing there while looking at her.

A shiver ran down her spine watching   his dangerous and cold gaze roaming on her face. And for a moment she thought her whole mind stopped processing witnessing his aora

"Excuse me... " His deep and calm voice took Y/n out of her thoughts making her to shrugged her shoulders and replied

"Um.. Mmm yes... " She stuttered.

"Will you tell... " But before he could completed his sentence, a tensed voice spoke from her behind

"Mr Min.... "

Y/n turned around to see the owner of that voice and found Jimin walking towards them while his entire facial expression seem to tensed up which didn't go unnoticed by her  ..

"Mr Park... " That man spoke looking at him..

"What are you doing here...? " Jimin's voice sound more of shocked than a question making Y/n to looked at him confusingly watching the arrogant and Cocky Park Jimin to behaved like that.

"I need to talk to Mr Kim... " That person replied sternly making Jimin to nodded and than he looked towards the person standing behind him

"I think Miss Kang you should get back to your work.. " Jimin spoke with a serious tone making her to nod at him and replied

"Umm... Yes... "

With that she turned around to walked away . Y/n stopped and again turned around when Jimin spoke to that person

"Let's go ... " And with that both the men left

Y/n looked at their disappearing figure while sighing and than left too for her office.

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At lunch cafeteria

"Y/n when did you left that party's night I searched for you everywhere and Mr Jin seemed tensed about you too.. We both searched  both didn't find you..when did you left..? "

Y/n gasped hearing Sunghee's question recalling that painful night

"I.. I.. Was not feeling well so that's why I left... I am.. Sorry for that. " She lied

"Umm.. It's ok but next time please tell me or Mr Jin ok we both were really worried for you. And Mr Jin seemed a little more tensed about  that  you were Disappeared.. "

"I.. Am. Sorry I.. Will take care of that next time..

And I'll personally apologize to Mr Jin too.. " Y/n replied with a guilt in her tone making Sunghee to nodded at her and than smile.

Y/n also smiled a little and than took the glass of water to drank

"But Y/n did you hear the news of Mr Sehun to get killed... "

Y/n choked on her water and than gasped looking at her

"Y/n are you alright...? "

Y/n slowly nodded her head and replied

"Um.. Mmm yeah "

"I still can't believe it, he.. He was such a good person but why would somebody wanted to killed him and on an above this much brutally.. " Sunghee stated with sad and sympathetic tone making Y/n's heart to clutched hearing her.

Because she knew what ever he tried to did with her was worst and couldn't be forgotten but she still didn't wanted him to get this much cruel and bad punishment because she was not capable of thinking this much bad for someone no matter what..

Y/n sighed a heavy breath of guilt and her heart again started beating fast recalling that question that

Who is V and why did he killed him..

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Y/n was walking towards her office after lunch but stopped when she saw Jin walking towards her worriedly

"Miss Kang...Are you alright? Where did you went that night..?"  He said getting tensed.

"I. I am sorry Mr Jin I was n.. Not feeling well that's why I left but I am sorry that I didn't informed you.. I am sorry.. " She replied while bowing at him

"N.. No.. Its ok I was just worried about you but are you alright now...? " He asked tried to ease her mood

"Y. Yes I am fine.. " She replied with an small assuring smile making him nod

"Ok than so please will you do me a favor Miss Kang...? "

"Yes sure... "

"Will you please take this file to Mr Kim's cabin. " He stated showing a file to her"

And Y/n's breathing rate halted hearing him

"Actually I myself was going to deliver it but I need to handle something important with our finance's manager and his secretary is on leave today.. And I also need to give it to him urgently for his sign.. So will you please do this on behalf of me.. "

Y/n gulped hard hearing his request and he understood her uneasiness

"If you are not comfortable than it's.. "

"No. Mr Jin it's ok I'll deliver this to him and will get his sign don't worry.. " Y/n replied with a little smile because it was her duty to help Jin and it was the least she could do  for him because of how much he tried to help and comfort her that night and most importantly she didn't wanted to mix her professional life with her personal so she agreed.

"I'll give it to him.. "

"Thank you so much Miss Kang ok than please deliver it to him carefully ok.. " Jin replied with a smile and than left.

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After 10 minutes.

Y/n was standing outside his cabin's door while fighting a inner battle with her own self whether to knock on the door or not

She didn't wanted to see him but she had to because of her promise to Jin.. After struggling with her own mind and heart, she softly knocking on his door with her shaking hands..

But didn't get any response, she wait for a while and again knocked on the door but still she didn't get any response. So again knocked but still no response.

So with a deep breath, she slowly pushed the door because Jin told her that he needed to sign those papers urgently, so she slowly opened the door and got inside a little.

But she furrowed her eyebrows when she found the the office room empty.

"M.. Mr Kim... " She spoke while walking a little more inside but her whole tensed up body calmed when she realized he was not present inside. So she hurriedly walked towards the desk in order to put the file on the table and than left without confronting him.

She hurriedly tried to put the file on the table but accidentally her hand touched the pencil and pen's mug resulting in falling it on the floor and all the pens and pencils scattered around the floor..

Y/n groaned in extreme amount of frustration watching that while cursing her fate continuously for be in so much favor of her..

She immediately bent down and started collecting all the pens while clenching her jaw in frustration. She collected all them all and than placed them on their place but to her extreme amount of luck one pencil slided under the desk.

Y/n lost her every level of patience and than frowned while bending inside the desk in order to grabbed it but it was a little far from her hands.

"Argh..... " She frowned and than bent a little more inside the desk and unintentionally her small frame became completely hidden under the large desk..

After a while of her struggling, she finally grabbed and than cutely smiled at her victory while looking at it and then tried to came outside but her blood ran cold when she heard footsteps entered the room...

"What the hell you're doing here Suga..? "

Y/n's heart completely stopped hearing that deep and husky voice, her entire body filled with extreme amount of fear and horror recalling in which situation she was in.

"I need to talk to you that's why I came.. " A voice spoke

"So why didn't you used that fucking phone of yours.. And called me.. " Taehyung groaned while clenching his jaw.

"I tried but your phone was out of reach... "

"So what fucking destruction was happening to you that you can't even wait till my next orders.. "

"Tae please calm down it's not time for this.. " Jimin spoke tried to calmed the demon in front of him from exploding.

Taehyung clenched his jaw while slamming his hand hardly on the table making the little person under it gasped with fear.

Y/n immediately put her hands on her mouth in order to control the sound of her heavy breathing..

"I need to talk to you about that Sehun.... "

Y/n's eyes widened with shock hearing those words where as breath became more irregular and abnormal with fear making her to put her palms more tightly on her mouth.

"The CBI.... "

"Stop.... " Taehyung growled in his deep and dangerous voice cutting Suga in the middle of his sentence making both Jimin and him to looked at Taehyung a little confused

"Tae what hap.... "

"Come out right now from under the desk... " Taehyung's spoke in cold and threatening voice making Y/n to completely froze at her place where as she felt her soul left her body.

"I won't fucking repeat myself come out right now... " He shouted making her entire existence to trembled with fear and she slowly got outside from under the desk with her tremble body.

Both Jimin's and Suga's eyes widened watching her slowly coming outside the desk where as Taehyung clenched his jaw so tightly that his veins started to stretch out on his neck.

Y/n looked at him and she felt a shiver ran down her spine watching him staring at her with his now completely darken eyes while fuming with rage and furry..

She immediately lower her gaze getting terrified of him and the situation while quivering on her place

"Miss Kang what are you doing here... " Jimin spoke with utmost shocked making Y/n to slowly took her head upward and looked towards him

"I... I.... "

"Leave..... "

Y/n's blood froze hearing that voice, she turned her gaze towards him and gulped hard looking at him who was still staring at her with dangerous darken orbs.

"Leave right now... " He shouted through his gritted teeth still glaring at her making her to immediately took her steps than tried to walked away but her body became freeze at her place when she heard.

"Jimin and Suga leave I fucking said to you both "

Y/n felt the land under her feet slipped where as she just wanted the holy Mother Earth  to swallowed her right there because of the panic and fear that washed over her whole self ...

"Tae.. Please... "

" I'll meet you both tonight now leave. "

"But at least.... "

"Fucking leave right now.. " Taehyung groaned making Y/n flinched at her place.

Jimin and Suga nodded and than left with a sigh leaving her little quivering self alone with the Satan himself.

He glared at her for  who just stood beside him while looking at any direction other than him. Y/n could feel her deadly glares on her but her heart stopped when she found him taking his steps towards her.

Y/n's eyes became bewildered, she gasped and than tried to ran from there but before she could take more steps, he grabbed her wrist and forcefully turned her while pulling her towards him ..

"You.... " He stopped and his burning gaze soften a little watching her closing her eyes tightly while trembling in his embrace.

Y/n's entire body started to quiver feeling him so close to her with fear and horror so she just tightly closed her eyes like child who was afraid of watching the ghost in front of her .

The corner of his lip line went a little upward watching her tightly closed eyes like a child cutely

"Open your eyes... " He said in his deep and husky voice making a chill ran down her spine, she immediately shrugged her head in a no and didn't even dared to open her eyes

"Open your eyes Miss Kang... " He spoke a little more calmly earning a straight no from her, she again jerked her head in a no with out opening her eyes making his devil mind to started operating.

He released his grip from her wrist and than grabbed her waist while pulling her towards him more by it making her to gulped hardly in fear but she still didn't opened her eyes.

He smirked and leaned nearer to her ear and huskily whispered in them making the hair on her neck to stood up

"So you are defying your boss's order now Hmmm.. Very bad Miss Kang . Fortunately for that I think I need to punish my beautiful little employee for not obeying her boss and "

He sensually brushed his lips against her ear and spoke

"your punishment will be if you still don't open your eyes than I have no choice than to kiss your beautiful lips Miss Kang.. "

Y/n shut opened her eyes and tossed her head to looked at him with shocked widened eyes.

He chuckled softly watching her cute shocked reaction and than replied

"What happen? Miss Kang.. Why did you opened your eyes now.. So much afraid of your precious little punishment. "

Y/n's brows furrowed but hearing his next her eyes became so big that it looked they were going to come out of her socket.

"You know what Miss Kang, for the first time I Didn't wanted you to follow my order but unfortunately you did... Very sad.. " He smirked making

Y/n frowned and than she tried to push him away

" Leave me"

"Hmmm.. And why? "

"What do you mean why..? Leave me... "

"Why means why .. Why means when we want to know a reason for doing something . I hope I give you a good explanation of Why Miss Kang.. "

Y/n frowned and than annoyingly replied

"Mr Kim leave me.. At least maintain your professionalism.. "

"Oh wow... Now professionalism I am very impressed Miss Kang.. But you are very much a Bipolar.. " He stated while made a pout making her more annoyed.

"Where that professionalism went Miss Kang when you decided to enter your boss's cabin when nobody was present inside and on an above you  hide yourself pretty self inside the desk and than tried to eavesdrop his conversation.. ".

" I was not eavesdropping for your precious kind of information.. "

"Oh.. Than what you were doing there tried to play hide and seek with your boss.. " He chuckled making her more annoyed.

"Leave me... " She whinned while tried to push him with her all strength but her little strength was nothing compared to his.

"Ok ok no need to get violent with your boss Miss Kang.. But will you  please do me a favor by enlightening me that what actually you were doing under the desk.. "

"I was picking up this pen which I accidentally dropped when I came here to delivered that file to you. Mr Kim.. " She snapped while showing him the pen in her hand and than pointed her index finger towards the desk where that file was laying.

"Oh... My bad.. I apologize with the Dept of my ummm.... I am heartless so how with what I am going to apologize. " He mocked her making her gritted her teeth

"Aye.. Leave me you fu... "

"No.. Miss Kang the person standing here is your boss not your husband whom you can abuse him whenever you want.. So I think you should spare those precious appreciation of yours for your husband okay.. "

"Because if you abused your boss than  he will left with no other option than to punish his pretty little employee.for disrespecting him. " He smirked making her eyes again widened.

" Leave me... Don't you have any other thing to take care off than to waste your precious time on your ordinary employee Mr Kim.. " She spat earning a smirk from him.

He came a little closer to her face and stated slowly

"Who said you're ordinary to me, now you are the soul of my life ,My Angel... "

Y/n's heart skipped a beat hearing his words and didn't even realising her cheeks started to get beautiful shade of pink..

" Only mine.. " He spoke while staring at her eyes and she again found that strange and warm feeling inside his cold eyes which made her stomach to feel butterflies inside them.

She averted her gaze and than again tried to push him but this time gently

"Sign those papers Mr Kim, Mr Jin need them urgently.. "

Taehyung frowned hearing his name from her mouth and snapped

"Oh so you came here b...."

"Because Mr Jin wanted me to.. " She completed his sentence making him a little angry.

He grabbed her waist a little more tightly and said pulling her more closer

"Oh.. So that's why you came here..? "

"Or for what else why would I come here .? " She snapped while making him more angry by her choice of words.

She cutely smirked watching his reaction and stated

"What happened Mr Kim.. What else did you think I will come here for..? "

He glared at her making her smirk to widen more watching his annoyance.

But her smirk dropped to the floor when pulled her insanely closer to him, that his lips almost touched with her

"Now you are trying to tease your husband Mrs Ki... "

"Miss Kang, Mr Kim " She snapped cutting his sentence

"The person standing here in front of you is not your wife but your employee Mr Kim..   So I think you should spare those precious appreciation of yours for your wife okay.. "She stated proudly but her brows again frowned when she saw him smirking at her

" So you finally accepted that you're my Wife Miss Kang... " He whispered against her lips making her eyes widened realising unintentionally what she just said

"N.. N.. "

"Hmmm... Now wait for that day when you'll completely accepted me as your husband And I know that day will soon come... Mrs Kim... "

"N.. N.. Never... " She stuttered hearing his words making his grin to widen more..

"Hmmmm.. Well you don't seem to trust your own words Mrs Kim.. And you know na when we don't trust our own words that means we're lying.. "

Her cheeks automatically started to heat hearing him, she stared at his eyes and her heart started to beat so faster they both could heard it.

His gaze again roamed her whole face and stopped at her lips making her breathing rate to halted, she immediately shrugged herself and said

"Mr Kim sign those papers... I need to get them to Mr Jin.. "

He smirked watching her nervousness and than released her from his grip and walked towards the desk...

Without even reading  he signed them. Making her to raise her one brow at him.

"At least read them Mr Kim, you never know what was there in it  . "

Taehyung dropped the pen on the desk and turned towards her and crossed his arms over his chest

"Hm.. I told you earlier My Angel I am not afraid of losing anything because I have nothing to loose "

Her heart skipped a beat watching the sudden change in his eyes but he immediately recovered from it and wore his usually cocky gaze

"But now I think I have something and trust me no force of this entire universe will ever be able to take that away from me no matter what   .. " He stated and Y/n could felt the seriousness of his voice which means what he said he mean it.

And she just got confused because she couldn't capable of understanding about what