"Pleasure and Freedom from Pain, are the only things desirable as ends.. "

_________

Author's pov

Y/n felt her soul left her body where as her entire existence froze at her place, the time around her stopped watching the person standing at the stage in front of her eyes.

Her eyes widened with utmost shock while her breathing got hitched in her throat, she stared at his face like a complete dead person.

Everyone started clapping but she continued to stare at him like a statue, her heart clenched badly where as her blood ran cold looking at him, her past, the person once she considered her everything, her entire world

"Fucking hell... What this bastard and this bitch is doing here... " Jimin growled while gritting his teeth and fisting his palms in pure rage and hatred looking at them and than looked towards her who just completely froze at her place...

"Y/n..." Jimin spoke looking at her while gently jerking her shoulder making her to shrugged and looked at Jimin where extreme amount of fear and hurt was evident on her face.

"Y.... "

"Thank you so much for your welcome Everyone .. " That voice stopped Jimin from further speaking making her to averted her gaze once again towards the stage.

"I am really very greatful to join this wonderful evening with all of you..and I am very thankful to Mr Joon for inviting me and my fiance in this amazing occasion." Jungkook spoke with his charming smile and than looked at Y/n's eyes making her entire existence to shivered with his gaze.

"And I hope my presence didn't bother anyone of you... " He stated while locking his eyes with her making her eyes to became teary and her heart to shattered into pieces  .

"No shit.. Tae... " Jimin's voice took her out of her dilemma and than she looked towards Jimin who was looking at a certain direction with his afraid and terrified eyes..

Y/n averted her gaze towards the direction he was looking at and her soul left her body watching Taehyung, whose eyes turned completely dark and ruthless whereas his veins poped out on his neck because of his clenched jaw while staring at him on the stage..

Taehyung fisted his palms while glaring at Jungkook who was smirking while looking at him making Y/n to felt terrified of the situation and thinking about the possible outcomes.
Because at that point she knew very well that how far Taehyung could go in order to hurt the person he hated and on an above his loathe for Jungkook had no limits..

Taehyung's entire body burned and fumed with extreme amount of loathe and rage watching their faces and Jk's mocking grin pushed him to the edge of loosing his sanity and patience. He gritted his teeth and stormed towards him while busting and got blind out with his wrath and anger without carrying about the 100 of the people present there..

Taehyung marched towards stage while fuming and burning in hate and anger but his feet stopped when he found a certain someone to stood in front of him.

Y/n stormed towards him and stood between Taehyung and the stage where Jungkook was standing. She stared at Taehyung's darken eyes and than joined her hands while shedding her tears which was his one and only weakness..

Taehyung's inner sinner taken over him completely watching her tears and his heart shattered into million pieces realising that she was begging in front of him for saving him, the person he hated the most, the person he loathed from the past 7 years, the person who destroyed his life and torn his everything  mercilessly..

Watching Her joined hands and her tears , he lost it, he lost his sanity to think straight. Taehyung stormed towards her and grabbed her wrist without even caring that now everyone was looking at him and her with their shocked and questionable eyes

He clenched his jaw while glaring at her teary eyes with his burning one making her to felt terrified of him..

"Tae... " Jimin tried to spoke but he stopped when Taehyung clutched her wrist more tightly making her hissed and dragged her out from there forcefully making everyone shocked and afraid of watching him in his worst form..

Jimin sighed and than turned around to looked at the stage where he found Jungkook staring at the door while clenching his jaw . Jungkook tried to follow them but the person standing beside him hold his arm and stopped him from further moving.

Jimin fisted his Palms watching them and than stormed out from there..

____________

At Kim's mansion

"Leave my hand.. " Y/n whinnied while trying to snatched her wrist from his grip but his ears became deaf and he continued to dragged her.

"Leave me please.. " She stated but he forcefully dragged her inside his room and slammed his lips against her while pinning her on the wall.

Her eyes widened where as her heart beat increased watching and feelling his touch.

He kissed her roughly and forcefully while twisting her wrists making her to yelped in pain because that kiss was completely out of his anger, hate and pain.

She struggled in his grip but her strength was nothing as compared to his . He kissed her more abruptly and harshly making her hissed because he got blind by his rage and loathe.

"L.. Leave m.. Me.. " She Mumbled against his lips which made him to kissed her more forcibly..

Y/n's eyes became glossy enduring his heart aching torture on her, her heart clenched badly resulting in shedding of her warm painful tears from her eyes.

He kissed her violently loosing his sanity to think straight but he came to his senses when he found warm tears mixing with his kiss and on his cheeks. He stopped and his heart shattered watching her completely red eyes and swollen red lips because of his monstrous torture on her..

He stared at her eyes which were still shedding tears while looking at his burning aching one. Taehyung's heart started to Hurt so badly that he found it difficult to breathe by watching her tears and his pain was working as fuel in his burning wrathful emotion which was consuming him from inside.

He clenched his jaw while gripping her wrists more tightly making her badly hissed in his embrace.

"P.. Please l.leave.. M.. Me y.. You are. H.. Hurting.. M.. Me... " She spoke in almost inaudible voice while falling her tears because of the extreme amount of pain she was feeling from inside and outside making him to pushed him on the verge of exploding.

He pulled her towards him forcefully making her soft bosoms to touched his hard chest .

"Hurting I am hurting you..? " He spoke with his deep dangerous voice while staring at her glossy eyes.

"What about my hurt, my pain Y/n that you gave me, that I am enduring watching you still saving that bastard, realizing you still love him..? Realising the only person I love , loves the person I loathed the most..? What about my pain Y/n what about me..? " He snapped and she just became completely paralyzed at his embrace watching and hearing him..

"What about my feelings? Am I that bad that I don't even deserve to love someone that I don't deserve someone's love..? Why Y/n why...? Why you never saw that how much it hurts me when I see you saving him, how much it breaks me when the only thing I want in my life ,the only thing I want from you. Your love . You give it to him the person who ruined and torn me apart.. Why Y/n why...? " He spoke and her heart clenched when she found his angry burning eyes to teared up.

"What I did to deserve this much amount of pain and suffering ..? What I did that the person I always love , he get succeeded in taking that person to away from me everytime .. " Taehyung stated while a tear escaped from his eyes because his pain was too much to endured anymore for him making Y/n to froze at her place hearing and watching him..

They both stared at each other eyes when again a tear escaped from his eyes, shattering her heart into pieces watching them.

And Y/n didn't even realised when her eyes started to fall tears watching his one, it looked like she could feel the pain he was bearing from inside which hurted her as much as it was hurting him.

Instead of wiping her own tears, she gently placed her palm over his cheek and than wiped his tear with her thumb softly..

He stared at her eyes when more tears started to fall from his eyes when he found her eyes to shredding watching him.

They both stared at each other's eyes revealing and taking out each other's pain and hurt. Taehyung gently placed his palm over her cheek and than wiped her tears..

"Don't cry please it hurts me more than anything.. " He spoke with his breaking voice making her heart to ached badly watching and hearing him.

"I Love You... "

Y/n's heart completely stopped hearing those words again from his mouth and this time she wanted to reply but she felt her throat became and she couldn't find words to uttered because she was too afraid to accept them and just started falling more tears while closing her eyes.

His chest felt a pang watching her tears and his heart torn apart hearing her silence which stabbed him harshly like a sharp knife

Y/n slowly opened her eyes when he cupped her cheeks softly.

"You remember , I told you one day that you have to answer me..? " He stated with a soft smile but Y/n could feel the extreme amount of pain behind his smile.

"Well today I got my answer my angel.. " He chuckled but the pain was evident in his chuckle making her heart rate to halted and tears again started falling from her eyes while looking at him.

He gently wiped them with his thumbs and spoke.

"Please don't cry I told you your tears hurts me the most and from now on I don't want them to be in your beautiful eyes anymore because I can't stand watching my one and only happiness to be sad.. "

Y/n just continued to stare at him with out speaking a single words.

"But I myself gave you enough reasons to cry and shattered. I myself hurted my happiness the most so that's why I think I don't deserve anyone's love specially not from a pure and angel hearted person like you.. I break and hurt you beyond the extent  . I ruined and took all your happiness away so that I can be happy  .. But I forget we never get everything by snatching. But I promise I won't take your happiness away from you anymore. I won't hurt you anymore.. " He stated and her breathing got hitched in her throat realising where all of this going now.

"You suffered enough more then enough because of me ,without doing anything I torn your heart badly and than expected you to love me, a selfish bastard like me ...

But that's enough, enough of your pain and sufferings.
I told you one day that nobody can take you away from me, that you can never escape me but today I myself telling  you that you can leave me.."

Y/n felt her soul left her body where as someone cutted her oxygen hearing his words

"Leave this hell of mine. Leave this sinner before I break and corrupt your soul badly.

Go where your happiness is because I know that is definitely not here with me .. You are free to leave this cage, this devil's hell my Angel.. " He stated with a painful smile and she just looked at him completely froze and lifeless where as her entire body became numb hearing his words.

Taehyung stared at her teary eyes and than gently pecked her forehead while closing his eyes feeling her touch for the last time on which his entire life was based and now it's time for his soul to left from his body.

"Thanks for coming in my life and giving my lifeless life a beautiful reason to live. Thanks for giving me the most beautiful moments of my life which I always craved.
I love you so much my Angel... " He spoke while a tear again escaped from his eyes because of hearing his own words.

And there stood Y/n who felt someone snatched her heart away from her chest harshly hearing his words.

He stared at her eyes and than pecked her lips with his all love for her and than turned around and walked away.

But stood at the door and again turned around and looked at her.

"Please forgive me and just remember that this Kim Taehyung will always love you no matter what and where you are and it's pleasure meeting you Mrs Y/n Kim Taehyung... " He painfully chuckled and looked at her one last time like he was memorizing her entire self and walked out from there leaving her alone..

Y/n just stood there looking at his disappearing figure like a complete statue while recalling his words .

Her breathing rate halted when he became completely disappeared from her sight making her to busted out crying while falling on the ground.

She clutched her chest where her heart was throbbing because of the extreme amount of pain she was feeling inside it.

Y/n closed her eyes and cried her heart out realising he granted her  freedom but she didn't wanted this painful freedom anymore because now she wanted to be in his cage , she wanted to be  the prisoner of his hell for forever.

All this time, she wanted to escaped from him but he forcefully tied her to him and now when she wanted his cage, he left, he left her without giving her the chance to told him that what she wanted.

Because now he succeeded in caging her heart, her heart lost to him fully and completely but because of her painful fate she was not capable of telling him that

"I... I. Love y.. You. .. " She spoke while clutching her heart and busted out crying uttering those words loud which she wanted to tell him but was not capable of stating 

"I...I.. L..love yo..you so much.. " She choked on her tears while closing her eyes tightly where as her breathing get halted.

But suddenly she felt a hand on her shoulder, Y/n immediately opened her eyes and stated with a hope

"Tae... "
But her heart shattered where as every single inch of hope left from her body watching that person's face

"Y/n..." Jimin spoke with his breaking voice making her to hugged him tightly and busted out crying. Because at that moment she wanted someone to put her head on and cried her out and deep down she knew that he was that person.

Jimin hugged her back while falling his own tears witnessing her heart aching state . He let her cried her heart out and just hugged her while sliding his hand on her hair gently giving her the comfort she required at that moment the most.

After a while when he found her calming down a little, he slightly broke the hug and than wiped her tears with his thumbs.

"Now I Think It's The Time You Should Know What Happened 7 Years Ago "

Y/n took her head upwards hearing his words and looked at his hurt and teary eyes.

He sighed and than patted her head

"Now You Have All The Rights To Know About His Past Because Now I Know You Love Him More Than Anything And Anyone can Ever Love Him.. "

Y/n just looked at him bewildered where as her heart beat accelerated

Jimin took a deep breath and spoke torning Y/n's heart into million pieces hearing his words.

"7 Years Ago , He Lost His Everything, The Only Person He Ever Loved, The Only Person Whom He Considered His Entire World,

His Only Happiness , His Mother Because Of That Bastard

JEON JUNGKOOK AND HIS FIANCE CHANG EUN HAE... "

_____________

IMPORTANT AUTHOR NOTE

Hey babies, hope you all are doing fine and sorry for the late update because I am really very busy with my online classes and studies

And now a very important note. I know this chapter portrayed Jeon Jungkook as a bad character but I wanted to tell you that it was completely my imagination . I didn't and never wanted to spread hate and throw shade on anyone and definitely not on our golden maknae our bunny baby Jungkook. He has a heart of an angel and the entire army knows about it very well

So I wanted to apologize if my way of portraying his character offended and hurted anyone of you in any way. I am really very sorry and again this is totally an imagination that has nothing to do with real life.. But still I am sorry if it hurted you.

Love you take care 💜

To be continued.

____________