"Being Grateful makes sense of your Past, brings peace for Today and creates a vision for Tomorrow"

JUNGKOOK'S POV

I was laying there and I was completely aware of everything which was happening around me there but I was not capable of responding and reacting even if I wanted to .

"Ko.. Kookie... "

And than I heard that voice which was like the cure to my every pain but  I felt my heart ached terribly realising how much that voice was broke,that how much she was hurt and in pain . .

And than I felt the beautiful warmness of her which held the power of lightning  my darkness.

"Pl... Please open your eyes Kookie.. Please"

"Kookie pl.. Please wake up.. I need you... I know I am again becoming selfish.

Yes I am selfish, selfish for my loved ones and you have to wake up for me..

Please wake up.. Kookie please.. I am begging you please... "

My aching heart shattered into pieces when I realised she was crying, she was shedding her tears because of me and that moment I felt helpless, completely helpless because I wanted to get up and wiped her tears and told her to calm down but I couldn't.

No matter how desperately I tried but I was not capable of, not capable of taking her pain away because I was helpless, helpless in front of my fate.

"Kookie please open your eyes.. I need you  . I won't be able to live without please.. Wake up please wake up for my sake please... I am begging you.. Please... "

"Pl.. Please kookie please.. I am incomplete without you.. Please wake up.. Please . Complete my life.. Please.. I am begging you please.. For me ,for your promise.. For your love.. Please wake up.. Please..."

I heard her pleading and her painful tears started to break me in the most cruel way and most importantly I was not capable of doing anything to stopped it no matter what.

"K.. Kookie... Wake up... Can't you hear me I said wake up... "

I heard her screaming  and my heart clenched when I felt her to started shrugging my arm tried to waking me up.

"Kookie don't you dare....

Open your eyes right now.... " She again yelled and than bursted out in her tears making my heart to broke in every possible way witnessing her state and realising I couldn't do anything to stopped her.

"Please Kookie please wake up. I am begging you please.. Please..I'll never be able to forgive myself ...please wake up. Please.." She cried her heart out while clutching my hand  .

I was trying my best to tell her to not cry because it was hurting me more than anything realising she was again in pain because of me but hearing her next words I felt my soul clenched terribly.

"Pl.. Please kookie.. Please.. I love you.. I need you. Please wake up... "..

Her words pierced through my aching heart and than I felt it started to hurt more badly because I was desperately trying to wake up for her, for my everything but I was not able to and that broke me to the extent

And than I felt sudden darkness on my vision , everything around me started becoming numb and faint, her screaming, crying and I felt extreme amount of darkness consumed me and my entire body became more strength less and at that moment I realised may be that was the ending of  my life's light.

And than I felt her beautiful warmness getting away from me and at moment I realised may be its time to let go and let the darkness to taken over me and than I felt sinking deeper and deeper in that darkness like a deep ocean.

There was not a single beam of light present there and I was going more deeper and deeper into that darkness where as my entire body turned light until I felt a soft hand to grabbed my palm

"Kookie.... "

And than I heard that voice which was like a little source of light to that darkness which was consuming me.

"Please come back to me my Kookie...

I just heard her words while feeling like that darkness was taken over me but that voice was pulling me towards it stopping me from further sinking and making me felt like I was leaving something behind which needed to be completed and may be I still needed to fight against that darkness,fight for that light , needed to fight for her, for my life, for my soul.

"I love you.... I need you my Kookie... Please make your love complete please come back to me , please...

Please come back to me my Kookie..

Please.. Make me complete

I need you..

I love you..

Please come back to me.. Please.. "

I started to feel like  that darkness was overtaking me more forcefully but than her voice was trying its best to took me away from it and that soft hand which was still clutching me more tightly didn't want to let me go making me realised may be its not time to gave up and let my everything go without fight so I needed to fight too for my everything.

"Please come back to me my Kookie

Please.....  I need you..

I love you... Please come back to me..

Come back to me my Kookie.. Please.. "

"LOVE...... "

And than I felt that darkness completely stopped consuming me like it gave up.

"Kookie... "

I  slowly opened my eyes hearing that voice and my eyes filled with tears watching her face and realising what I was leaving behind incomplete .

That needed to be fulfilled.. Her teary eyes made me realise that I needed to fight for her and I did for which I got succeeded and the reason behind my winning was she, my love, my everything for which I would be forever grateful to her.

"Kookie... " She stated when a tear shedded from her eyes turning my eyes watery and she gently kissed my palm making me forgot my all pain and suffering.

"L... Love... "

End of Jungkook's pov

Author's pov

"Congratulations Mr and Mrs Kim, Mr Jeon is out of danger now... " The doctor stated examining Jk completely and than looked towards Taehyung.

"He just needs to rest and take care of himself.. " The doctor said earning a nod from Taehyung.

"Thank you so much Doctor, thank you so much.. " He replied smiling a little.

The doctor returned the gesture and than left the room.

"Kookie.... How are you feeling..? You're alright na..? " Y/n stated still holding his hand tightly making Jk smiled softly.

And than he tried to get up but groaned when his wound streched making Taehyung to immediately stormed towards him and than both Y/n and Taehyung helped him to sit and than carefully leaned his back to the bed..

"Careful... " Taehyung stated making Jk softly chuckled.

"Aye... Don't worry you both.. I am now not going anywhere leaving you both.. " He smiled..

And Y/n was still holding his hand tightly because her heart was still beating faster with fear for him.

And she was still shivering which didn't go unnoticed by him. Jk averted his gaze towards Y/n and his heart clutched when he found tears were still falling from her eyes.

He gently placed his one hand over her face and than wiped her tears with his thumb.

"Ssh... I am fine love.. Don't cry please... "

She didn't reply but just stared at him while continued shedding her tears making his heart to ached.

"Please love don't cry.. I am totally fine now... "

"Kookie.. Never do this to me again please.. I am begging you.. Please never do this again.. I'll never be able to forgive myself please.. " She sobbed making his heart to felt a pang .

" I'll never and  even if I do I know my love will save me again just like today.. " Jk said with a beautiful smile and softly patted her cheeks and than turned towards Taehyung who was already staring at them but Jk found a different amount of emotion in his eyes, an emotion of hurt, guilt and care for him.

"Taehyung... " Jk said softly and than he found a tear escaped from Taehyung's eyes making his eyes bewildered.

"Hey... ... I.. I am fine don't worry.. " Jk stated making Taehyung to exhaled a Deep breath.

"I am so sorry Jungkook... I through out my life hated you for something which you never did intentionally and I hurted you beyond the extent and yet you saved my life by taking my death on your head without thinking twice. I am so sorry.. I am so sorry..

And I don't have any words to thank you and I'll forever be grateful to you and I don't even know how I am going to repay you for this because even if I will give my li... "

"You don't need to repay me for anything because I am already repaying you for everything I did to you. May be I didn't do everything intentionally but still I did and because of me you once lost your everything and went through worst but I didn't want to repeat that thing again. I didn't want you to pay for something bad which you too never did... " Jk stated looking at him and than averted his gaze towards Y/n who was staring at both of them while her eyes were still glossy.

"And most importantly this time I didn't want to break my promise which I give to my love, I want her happiness and her happiness is laying inside you. And I want her to be safe and I too know that no one can protect her more than you...  "

A tear shedded from Y/n's eyes hearing Jk's words but those tears were out of her happiness which didn't go unnoticed by Jk.

He again smiled and looked towards Taehyung.

"And I am glad that she finds someone like you who doesn't even care for his own life when it comes to her..

That she means to you more than anything and anyone..

And I will forever be in grateful to you for that.

Because now I know no one can love my love more than you Kim Taehyung.. "

Both Y/n and Taehyung's heart got the most beautiful feeling hearing Jk's precious words and realising that now everything was seriously going on its beautiful path.

"And now look I am not going anywhere because now you both husband and wife have to take care of me for forever. "
Jk gave them his bunny smile and stated making them chuckled softly.

"We'll forever... " Both Taehyung and Y/n said in unison and than looked towards each other and Taehyung's heart totally calmed watching her beautiful angelic eyes to again got back its shine and happiness.

Y/n gave Taehyung her most beautiful smile and than looked towards Jungkook who was already staring at her while smiling.

Y/n leaned nearer to Jk's head and than pecked his hairs softly.

"Thank you so much my Kookie for saving my life.. And giving me back my biggest happiness.... I'll forever be grateful to you.. "

A beautiful smile crept on Jk's face hearing her words.

"No my love you deserve every happiness of this world every.. "

"Oh... So you woke up finally..after making all of us to shit our pants in fear .. "
A voice spoke gathering everyone's attention to it.

Jimin  walked towards them while glaring at Jk.

"I.. I.. Am sorry Jimin to you  too.. " Jk stated guilty making Jimin to frowned.

"Sorry won't work here you fucker, you know how much afraid I was. I never in my life thought that I would be this much terrified for your life you dick head... " Jimin spat and Jk understood that how much pure hearted he was too because after everything he was still worried about him.

"I.. I.. Am so sorry.. Jimin.. "

"Fuck your sorry I asked the doctors about your health and they told me that you will be completely healed in a weak and than I can kill you with my own hands.. " Jimin stated cutely smirking making everyone chuckled.

Everyone was laughing and than Taehyung averted his gaze towards Y/n who was already staring at him and his heart felt the most alluring feeling when his gaze locked with her eyes which were gleaming by showing complete and pure love for him indicating that how much she was GRATEFUL and in love with her everything, her happiness, her soul, her life and most importantly.

HER SINNER  .....

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