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"Choose yourself
Choose what's the best for your heart
And the right people will come
The love that you deserve will stay"

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Y/n's pov

I was again standing in front of that place where I lost myself to him completely for the first time, where I just not only gave my body willingly but my soul to him too . And now that place was again going to decide my fate..

"Y/n..." Jimin voice took me out of my thoughts.

"He is inside because everytime he broke ,he comes to this place in order to hide his pain and weakness from this world and everyone ... "

Jimin's words stabbed inside my heart like a knife because he again broke and shattered but this time because of me, I was responsible for his pain.

And if I caused his pain than I would be the one to cured it too..

"I want to took you to your destination but from here you have to walk alone and choose the right path for your own self.

Remember when today I told you I'll be your guardian angel for tonight .. " Jimin chuckled softly

"Well my guidance ends here for you and this time fate gives you the chance to choose , the chance to choose your own happiness where nobody is going to force you to do something which you don't want to do.. " He stated while placing his hand on my head like a true guardian who wanted his disciple to choose the correct path of happiness.

"Last time fate didn't let you to choose but this time it does. This time it gives you the chance to choose for your own self.

And please this time choose what you want for yourself because last time you sacrifice yourself for other's happiness but this time choose what you want, what your heart wants because this time nobody is going to force you nobody.. "

Jimin cupped my face softly and spoke.

"In this cruel game of Cards of Sinner, you suffered the most without doing anything but that's enough, enough of your sufferings.

Because what ever happened between Taehyung and Jungkook. It turned both of them into a Sinner but you became their card, a cruel card of revenge.

And think wisely because it doesn't mean i am Taehyung's friend so I'll tell you to choose him. No this decision is yours completely yours

Because irrespect of whatever Jungkook did to Taehyung, he never did something bad to you and gave you every single reason to love him. And he loves you and wants you the most .

And there's Taehyung who made you suffered and gives you every single reason to hate him but himself fell for you and loves you and only you and he needs only you.

So now decide do you want to complete your incomplete past with Jungkook and leave Taehyung's hell or

Do you want to be Taehyung's present and turned his hell into your heaven..

Because In either ways I will support you no matter what you choose and I know Taehyung will too because in both ways you will be get the happiness you deserve and Taehyung wanted it the most

Because in one way He is going to get the most and biggest happiness of his life and

In another way he is going to get the most and biggest pain of his life.

In either ways,he is going to get the most of it..

So choose..."

A tear escaped from my eyes hearing his each and every word which pierced through my soul deep and harsh.

He sighed and the pain was evident in his own eyes, he hold my hand and placed it over my chest where my heart was and with the other hand he closed my eyes gently.

"Now let your heart choose your own fate Y/n and see what it wants. ..."

I closed my eyes completely stopping every moment around me and just heard my own heartbeat for the first time in my life.

"I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY LOVE

"I LOVE YOU TO MY KOOKIE. "

"I'll rather end my life than to spend it becoming someone else's "

"Asia's most powerful businessman

KIM TAEHYUNG.

His eyes seems dangerous"

"Promise me you'll never leave me alone my love"

"I promise my Kookie"

"YOU'RE DESTINED TO BE MINE MY ANGEL, ONLY MINE . "

"Because this Kang Y/n can go any far for her Kookie.... "

"YOU...KANG Y/N

THIS SINNER WANT YOU IN RETURN

MY ANGEL."

"Never. I'll never. Accept you.. "

"Than watch me ruin your love. Jeon Jungkook"

"I'LL NEVER LET ANYONE TO HURT MY LOVE"

"Only you deserve me my Kookie....".

"I lost to him.. I.. I lost to that monster

Forgive me Kookie for what I am going to do. . I am going to do all of this for you because you don't deserve all this bad things. . So please forgive your love please and just remember

THIS Y/N LOVED YOU

LOVES YOU

AND WILL ALWAYS GOING TO LOVE YOU ONLY YOU... "

Yes .....Angel you have to marry me if you want me to give everything back to him... "

" I don't believe in any kind of fate.. I believe in becoming fate.. And I'll I don't believe in this shit, I don't believe in any kind of fate.. I believe in becoming fate.. And I'll become your fate Kang Y/n

The most cruel and painful faith of yours, so painful that you will regret the day you started loving that bastard Jeon Jungkook.
Why you.. Did this.. Y/n..why...?"

Y/n fall on the ground hearing his question and than busted out crying ..

"I... I.. Have.. No..o.. Other option.. I.. I.. I am.. S.. Sorry... "

"You have no other option so you decided to fucking sell yourself, sell our love to him... "...

"P.. Please. Pl..please f.. Forgive.. M.. Me.... I.. Am.. B.. Begging y.. You... Pl..please"

".I'll never forgive you.. Never .

"Never in my life Mark my words.... "

"I hate you Kang Y/n.. I fucking loathe you..."

Welcome my Angel

I'll never forgive you.. Never..

This Y/n will agonize you so bad...so bad that you will regret the day you came into my life

You dragged me here in this hell

I promise to burn you alive in this living hell of yours "

"I'll destroy you in every possible way, every fucking possible way

Kim Taehyung..

Mark my words... "

Leave me..... "

"Never, you'll never be able to leave me..now I am your fate,most cruel one"

"I'll settle with your so called hate through out my life, you don't need to worry about that ... "

Congratulations for snatching one more time the reason of my happiness away from me..Mr Kim. .... "

Because now I also start
GIVING instead of snatching away things from others... "

I caught you..
You lost My Angel . There's no escape from this Sinner

Sometimes what we see with our eyes is not necessarily the truth.."

Who said you're ordinary to me, now you are the soul of my life ,My Angel..

.
"But now I think I have something and trust me no force of this entire universe will ever be able to take that away from me no matter what ."

You never know Mr Kim when the "Things you loved the most get torned apart from you...."

"Why ?you are afraid that I'll tell your so called pathetic secret to everyone Mr V"

"YOU ARE ONLY MINE .. MINE TO RUIN AND MINE TO CHERISH.. SINFULLY MINE.. MY ANGEL."

"I started to feel something for you..something Which I never felt in my entire life for anyone..I was ready to forget my past and leave behind every painful thing of my life But thanks to you thank you so much for taking me back again.. For taking me back to the point from where I started.. Thanks for making my slowly beating heart to completely died again .. Thanks for making me heartless again.. Thank you so much... "

"I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY ANGEL.. "

"Do you have feelings for me my Angel

Promise me that you will tell me one day"

"I hate you.. I hate you so much.. "

"When The first time my eyes fell on you, from that day I never touched any other girl except you my Angel

And now I don't even want to .. Because now you're the only person I wanted in my life and nobody else.. "

"I know on what circumstances our relationship started and I know that too you're not even a least bit responsible for anything but I still dragged you in all of this. Because I thought that by hurting you I can take my revenge but in reality your pain hurts me the most.

I thought that by caging you in my life forcefully I'll be satisfied but in reality I became your prisoner from the first time I saw you

Yes I know what I did to you is not forgivable and I regret it too But I will never regret dragging you in my life even if it's forcefully because I am fucking selfish to let anyone else to take what I wanted all to myself..

You are only mine my Angel only mine and nobody will ever going to be capable of taking you away from me.. You are my everything ,the reason I am breathing and I'll never let anyone to take you away from me no matter what.. "

"I know My Angel I hurt you alot both intentionally and unintentionally and for that I am really very sorry I know its not forgivable but I am still really very sorry for everything.. "

"And I forcefully dragged you in my life but it doesn't means that I'll force myself on you never I never in my life thinking of forcing myself on you so if you don't want me than its totally upto you. I will give you the space and distance you wanted from me .

"I lose to you . I accept my defeat that you don't want... "

"I WANT YOU.. I.. I.. WANT YOU.. ONLY YOU. I.. LOSE TO. Y.. YOU.. "

"And you're this Sinner's Angel...

Trust me I'll fucking torn this world up and down for her that's how much she meant to me now..that's how much I love her.."

You have no fucking right to know about my past.. "

"Than why didn't you think about this before punishing and dragging me in your life forcefully for something which I didn't even know..? "

SO PLEASE WELCOME MY BEST FRIEND COME BUSINESS PARTNER

MR JEON JUNGKOOK and His Fiance
Miss CHANG EUN HAE"

What about my hurt, my pain Y/n that you gave me, that I am enduring watching you still saving that bastard, realizing you still love him..? Realising the only person I love , loves the person I loathed the most..? What about my pain Y/n what about me..? "

"What about my feelings? Am I that bad that I don't even deserve to love someone that I don't deserve someone's love..? Why Y/n why...? Why you never saw that how much it hurts me when I see you saving him, how much it breaks me when the only thing I want in my life ,the only thing I want from you. Your love . You give it to him the person who ruined and torn me apart.. Why Y/n why...? "

"What I did to deserve this much amount of pain and suffering ..? What I did that the person I always love , he get succeeded in taking that person to away from me everytime .. "

Don't cry please it hurts me more than anything.. "

"I LOVE YOU..."

"You remember , I told you one day that you have to answer me.

"Well today I got my answer my angel.. "

"Please don't cry I told you your tears hurts me the most and from now on I don't want them to be in your beautiful eyes anymore because I can't stand watching my one and only happiness to be sad.. "

"But I myself gave you enough reasons to cry and shattered. I myself hurted my happiness the most so that's why I think I don't deserve anyone's love specially not from a pure and angel hearted person like you.. I break and hurt you beyond the extent . I ruined and took all your happiness away so that I can be happy .. But I forget we never get everything by snatching. But I promise I won't take your happiness away from you anymore. I won't hurt you anymore.. "

"You suffered enough more then enough because of me ,without doing anything I torn your heart badly and than expected you to love me, a selfish bastard like me ...

But that's enough, enough of your pain and sufferings.
I told you one day that nobody can take you away from me, that you can never escape me but today I myself telling you that you can leave me.."

"Leave this hell of mine. Leave this sinner before I break and corrupt your soul badly.

Go where your happiness is because I know that is definitely not here with me .. You are free to leave this cage, this devil's hell my Angel.. "

"Thanks for coming in my life and giving my lifeless life a beautiful reason to live. Thanks for giving me the most beautiful moments of my life which I always craved.
I love you so much my Angel... "

"Please forgive me and just remember that this Kim Taehyung will always love you no matter what and where you are and it's pleasure meeting you Mrs Y/n Kim Taehyung.

" I.. L..LOVE YOU.. "

7 Years Ago , He Lost His Everything, The Only Person He Ever Loved, The Only Person Whom He Considered His Entire World,

His Only Happiness , His Mother

I... I.. LOVE.. Y.. YOU.. I. LOVE YOU SO MUCH.. "

A painful and a tear of relief escaped my eyes while recalling everything and realising my answer, what my heart wanted, what I wanted

I slowly opened my eyes and this time I was completely sure and without any doubt in my heart, I know what I wanted...

I hugged Jimin while tightly as I could because without him I would have never been able to know what I wanted.

"Thank you so much.. Thank you so much for everything, "

He hugged me back and spoke.

"You don't need to because you deserve it,it is in your fate . "

He than slightly broke the hug and placed his hand on my head

"I hope you get your answer. And remember no matter what you choose I am with you.."

I nodded and gave him my most thankful smile.

He smiled and patted my head.

"Now go and live the fate your heart choose.. "

I nodded at him and with a heavy sigh , I turned around and walked towards the door.
The door to my fate which my heart chose willingly for me.

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Author's pov

Y/n walked inside the door with her fast beating heart . She stopped at the door and turned around again to look at Jimin who gave her,his most heartwarming and beautiful smile while showing his thumb up and mouthed

"All the best...''

Because he was more than happy and glad to knew about her choice.

She smiled at him and than turned around again while taking a heavy breath she took her steps inside that door.

Y/n's eyes scanned the entire area which was completely empty so she walked a little more inside and her fast beating heart totally stopped where as her blood turned cold when her eyes fell on him..

Taehyung looked at her with his darken empty eyes which turned red because of his continuous strong drinks and shedding of painful tears.

Y/n stared at him getting completely froze at her place where as a shiver ran down her spine when her eyes fell on the glass of wine he was holding .

Taehyung clutched it so tightly that a crack appeared on it making her eyes to widened with fear because he thought she was his illusion, an illusion he wanted to be real but he internally accepted it that she would never came back to him never and why would she? When he broke and hurted her that much.

He accepted the fact she would never love him because she only love one person through her entire life and that person was Jeon Jungkook who had complete access over her heart even he was physically not presented with her but he still succeeded in making Taehyung to loose the only person he loved again and Taehyung again was not capable of saving him from getting destroyed by Jungkook

And all of this broke him to the core, to the extent that he even decided to gave up on his life which had no purpose of living anymore.
He stared at her like just he was dreaming, dreaming his most beautiful dream,his Angel which would never be his.

Realising everything his heart started to ached so badly that he found it difficult to took his breathes resulting in turning his eyes more red and dark where as he clutched the glass more tightly making her trembled at fear in her place..

She gulped hard her saliva and spoke in her broken afraid voice

"T... Tae ....... "

TAEHYUNG'S POV

My entire body froze where as my aching heart completely stopped beating hearing her soft and afraid voice, the voice which were like melody to my ears..

Where as an extreme amount of pain and hurt washed over my entire self when I saw her beautiful eyes fell a tear of pain while staring at my eyes which was my biggest and one and only weakness..

Her tears made the monster inside me to woke up and became completely ruthless and uncontrollable because her tears, my weakness turned me into a monster a cruel monster who could torn this world up and down for her..

Rage and wrath again started consuming me because I was the type of man whose weakness and pain turned into an anger and rage when I was not capable of controlling it . .

I clutched the glass in my hand more tightly and forcefully throw it to the ground resulting in shattering of it into uncountable pieces.

And she flinched, terribly flinched at her place witnessing that and closed her eyes tightly out of fear ,fear of me but than she slowly opened her eyes and looked at me again.

And more tears started shedding from her eyes pushing me to the edge where my inner Sinner lost its control over himself and I stormed towards her and than grabbed her waist while pulling her closer to me..

Because that little distance between us was killing me and hurting me so badly that I craved to hold her in my arms whether she wanted it or not

I was too broke and shattered and the only cure to my pain was she . The little person I hold in my arms. I stared at her beautiful teary eyes which continued to fall tears while looking at me and at that moment I realised how much broke and hurt she was, that how much I ruined and destroyed her heart, her soul in this fucking revenge game..

"Why are you here....? " I asked her through my greeted teeth in order to controlled myself from busting out.

She looked at me terrified while placing her hand on my chest gently

"I asked you something why the fuck you are here..? "

She didn't replied but just continued to stare at me while gulping hard

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