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After dinner, Rin pretty much begged you to spend the night at his house.

"Why do you even want me over your house all the time?" You asked crossing your arms.

"Becausee no ones ever home with me."

"I- fine I'll go."

"Really?" His eyes lit up.

"Yeah."

He smiled, "Kay. Get your stuff I'm gonna wait outside."

"Ok." You started gathering your things as he left the room. Your father entered a few moments later.

"You're going to his house?" He asked.

"Yeah." You mumbled.

"You do realize you're gonna miss Kane soon enough. You'll want him back again after your done with this phase."

"Nope, never liked him, never will." You grumbled.

"You will. But have your fun for now." He left the room.

The last sentence sounded more like a threat than a warning. Almost like: You will like him. There's no negotiation.

You ignored it, after all, you already knew who you liked.

The only issue is, you needed to get yourself to stop denying that. You finished grabbing all your stuff and walked downstairs. Putting on your shoes, you waved goodbye to your parents and brother.

Once you walked outside your eyes caught Rin, bored expression, on his phone. He looked up, hearing the door open.

Cute. He tried not to blush. You smiled a little and walked over to him. "Ready?" He asked, linking his fingers with yours.

"Mhm." You hummed.

You both walked in a comfortable silence, he smiled softly. The boy opened the door, the silence filling the air around you as you entered the house. He turned on the lights and took of his shoes.

The night was nice, you just talked. You joked about minecraft and other games. His room was a regular teenager's room. Red led lights tinted everything around you, sitting on the soft bedsheets with candy and energy drinks.

"Candy and caffeine sounds, that's what this is." You said taking a sip from your drink.

"Yeah."

"Hey that kind of sounds like a song name." You played with the boy's hair, who was laying his head on your lap.

"It sounds like a poem almost."

"Kinda like a love poem." You chuckled.

For some reason in this moment, you felt like everything that was causing you stress before had just lifted. Like since you were with Rin, that nothing else mattered.

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Soon enough, school started up again. The classroom was buzzing about the break you all got.

"Hello y/n Chan!" Misa smiled, "Happy new year."

"Hello Misa, happy new year." You smiled you noticed Emiko on her phone, looking uninterested, "Hello Emi."

"Hey." She muttered, annoyed tone.

"Huh that's weird." Misa thought out loud.

"What?" You cocked your head to the side.

"She hasn't been like that all morning."

"Well maybe I did something, I'll just leave her alone for now."

"Ok."

Class went by boringly as always. You had a few conversations with your desk neighbor, their name was Oliver. They had straight short brown hair and brown eyes. And they went by they/them. You thought they were pretty cool. They showed you their sketchbook.

They were really good at drawing too. After class, you walked down the hall. You noticed someone following you. You turned around and looked a certain golden eyed girl. Picking at her red nails.

"Why are you following me?" You chuckled.

"I just wanted to let you know, Y/n, Suna doesn't like you. You're not his type." She smirked.

"I don't care if he likes me or not." You scoffed.

"No you do, I can see it, that glint in your eyes."

"Ok and so what if I do?"

"Give up, you know. You remember what happened last time... with Kane?"

"I," You took a step back, "I don't care." You grumbled.

"You realize what happens when you fall for someone else. I can make anyone mine~"

You took a deep breath as she spoke again, "I'll tell your father, you have feelings for another. Then, it'll be back to Kane. You'll never have that thing you call real Love."

"I'm waiting for you to say something. Do you think I came here to have a nice little rant? What do you think? Suna being mine, and you being stuck with the memories of him." She chuckled, "What if we get married? And have children? And you'll be with Kane, sounds so realistic... I can almost touch it."

She giggled, "But that won't happen, I don't love Him, I like Kane... but of course, you ahd to take that away from me too huh? Do you think that I don't remember!? Let's see how dear ol' dad reacts to you loving him right!?" She almost screamed at you.

You took a step back. You turned and walked away. You tried not to be too moved by these words. It's always Kane though.

I don't love him... I don't love Rin!

"Please.." You fell to the floor, tears slowly falling down your cheeks. You pulled your knees to your chest and cried softly, "I don't love him." You softly sobbed. "I don't..."

But there was that voice in your head, that said 'you love him... you do'

A comforting set of arms came and wrapped around your body. It was so warm. You immediately knew who it was. "Kenma.." you sobbed.

"I came to visit, with your parents permission, I was supposed to come pick you up." He rubbed circles on your back.

"I'm sorry, this is pathetic," you tried getting up. You had a horrible headache.

It felt like the room was spinning, you were wondering if the pain would ever stop, you needed to be home. You felt sick to your stomach. It hurt, almost as much as loosing Rin.

Will these past four months go to waste?

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Super short chapter today, but it's kinda sad? Idk.

Sorry if it's a little dramatic. You'll see the past and stuff hopefully next chapter.

Anyway goodnight.

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