Helloo dear busy busy yet lovely readers..

Well this is a surprise update..

Sorry to say this the story is still in the bad phase.. So enjoy it the way it is..

Rakesh pov.

In office they arranged a party at a restaurant.. I dont have any mood.. But its mandatory for all to attend the party

After dinner, as i was going to exit the door of restaurant ..

"excuse me" i heard a male voice calling me.

I turned to see a guy running towards me..

"you are swetha's husband right.. " he asked as soon as he came nearer.

"Hmm.. Yess!!?? " i looked at him questioningly..

"can we talk for few minutes??" he asked me.. I nodded.. We both went to an empty table in the corner..

How does he know that iam swetha's husband.. ?? Wait i have seen him some where.. Yeah.. In that first year birthday function..

"you are the one who rejected swetha for marriage right?" i asked him narrowing my eyes..

"yeah.. I too have the same doubt.. Why you accepted to marry her??" he asked me..

"Why means what?? What do you mean??" I said with stern voice narrowing my eyes.

"iam not that narrow minded guy who looks only at physical appearance.." i continued.

"who said that i rejected her because of her appearance?? I liked her before the marriage proposal itself.. Infact i know her before.. Because she studied bsc in the same college my sister studied.. I saw her few times at the college.. She doesnt know me.. I enquired about her through my sister.. She is a very good person and i liked her character very much.. Infact i asked my parents to go with marriage proposal to their parents.. " he said looking directly into my eyes with furrowed forehead.

" then why did you reject her?? " iam getting the words of mallika aunty ringing in my mind..

" because she is in love with a guy.. And that guy literally begged me to stop proceeding with the marriage.. " his words made me startled.

But swetha said its one sided.. And he is saying that guy also loved swetha..

Is she lying to me.?

No.. My swetha wont lie..

" wait.. Didnt that person asked you to call off the marriage?? " he asked me. I looked at him blankly.

" wait you dont know about that person.. Did i mentioned something which shouldnt be??" he sounded anxious and said like he committed some mistake

"no.. I know that person.. But he never approached me" i said trying to act calm.. But my mind doing an inner battle with my heart.

"then u are lucky to have her" his words felt genuine.

"i know" i smiled at him but my brain is doing marathon..

"but do you know where he lives??" i asked him.

....

I was driving my car to home..

Lots of thoughts eating my brain.. Does swetha lied to me?? Or she dont know that sriram loves her?? May be thats the truth..

But How can a guy loves a girl but without expressing it to her.. Still he is telling everyone except her..

Who is this guy??

'i dont know where he lives.. I didnt bother to know.. But he and swetha both are in love since many years it seems.. As far as i remember he got job in pune.. I dont remember anything else'

Sriram!!!

Who are you man??

What happened to me?? Why do i need to bother about him?? Its all past.. Now swetha is my wife.. Whether he loves swetha or not.. It doesnt matter to me.

'lungi dance.. lundi dance..'

I stopped my car to a side and answered my mobile..

"hello.. Swetha"

"hello... Rakesh" her voice felt so tense and worry.

"swetha.. What happened??" my innerconflict about sriram instantly replaced by tension.

"rakesh.. Where are you??" she seems to be too worried.

"swetha are you okay??" i asked.. I dont know why i feel some thing is wrong..

"rakesh.. Vaishali.. She.. She cut her wrist" swetha said with hesitation and fear..

"what!!? "

did i just hear wrongly?

"yes rakesh.. When i came inside room just to look at what she is doing.. She fell down and surrounded by blood." she said.

"noo..... Iam coming.. Just nearer.. Just tie her hand with a cloth.." i said

" Come fast.. Iam afraid rakesh.. I dont know what to do.. Iam getting tensed" she said.

I cut the call and started car then pressed the accelerator.. I dont know how i reached home.. I knocked on the door.. Swetha opened it.. Her face is full of sweat and worry is visible..

I ran towards vaishali.. She looked sick.. Blood is lost.. She seemed too weak to stand.

I lifted her in my hands and took her in bridal style into car.. Swetha came along with me.. I took her to a nearby maternity hospital..

I took her to emergency room..

A female doctor came and examined her.. Then turned to nurse "send samples for hb RBS and viral markers.. Start iv fluids and send blood for crossmatch she is looking pale.. Give these injections.. Monitor vitals and Keep NST till she becomes stable.. Then we will do ultrasound" she wrote something on casesheet and gave it to nurse..

She called a resident "Dr. vidya clean the wound and suture the laceration."

Then she turned to me and said "Will you please come with us for me to note the details. "

We went out while they closed the curtain and a nurse went inside with a tray covered in green cloth.

Doctor said "Its a suicide.. So it will be a medico legal issue.. So we have to inform the police.. treatment was started.. " she said. I just looked at her blankly. Iam not in a state to understand anything properly.

"who are you to the patient??" doctor asked me..

"iam her friend"

"what about her husband?? Parents??"

"they all died.." i said.

"no relatives for her??"

Just the name of relatives made my blood boil.. The things she faced at her uncle's home..

"NO ONE IS THERE FOR HER.. IAM THE ONLY PERSON FOR HER" i shouted..

"Mister.. Its hospital.. Keep ur voice low.. Other wise.. you can take your patient to other hospital where ever u want" doctor got irritated..

"sorry doctor.. He is just stressed.. Please excuse us" swetha came and pleaded the doctor..

"it became fashion looking at movies and all.. That shouting can do everything in hospital.. We too are humans.. If you people want to shout and do assault... We are not going to deal with your patient.." saying that doctor turned to nurse "staff!! Ask dr. Divya to note the details too" saying that she went away with frustration.

"you should not shout like that sir.. This is hospital.. It will cause disturbance to alot of patients.." nurse said.

"sorry sister.. Iam just stressed out.." i said.

"we too are stressed with alot of pressures.. But we are not shouting at you.. " nurse said and gave prescription of medicines to me.. "anyways buy them and come back.. Pharmacy is at back side"

I nodded and get those medicines gave them to nurse .. The doctor at whom i shouted came out of emergency room.. " sorry madam.. It just came out as an outburst" i said feeling guilty..

"its not new for us.. Dealing with peoples shouting and assaults from illiterates and goons.. Atleast you educated people should understand us.. Anyways.. She is not in danger.. Blood transfusion has to be done. She had severe aneamia and her hemoglobin was 7 grams.. So some one has to donate blood.. Baby also is fine.. " she said.

"thank you madam.. Sorry once again" i said.. She smiled.

I went to donate blood, while swetha sat near vaishali.

After completion of donation.. I came to emergency room.. But no one is there..

Nurse said "that suicide patient was shifted to room"

Suicide.. Suicide.. Suicide.. I dont know how people commit suicide that easily.. God gave this life to live.. Not to die.. I never thought vaishali can become this weak.. Every person should think of ways to live before going to commit it.. When situations are in such a way that made you to commit suicide.. Avoid all those situations by moving away.. But living is the best gift god gave us.. We should not spoil the gift.. We have to enjoy it..

I went inside the room where vaishali was.. Swetha sat on chair holding her hand.. Vaishali sat with back supported and opened her eyes but looking straight blankly..

I went near her.. Swetha stood to give the chair for me sit..

I sat and held vaishali hand.. She looked at me and started crying..

" its okay.. Vaishu.. Its okay"

"no.. Rakesh.. Nothing is okay.. I dont want to live in this world.. I feel so dirty about myself" she said trying to remove the cannula..

I stood and stopped her from removing it.. Swetha came running and held her other hand..

"vaishu please.. Dont say like that.. Its not ur fault.. And i assure u that rascal will never come near u.." i said.. But she kept on sobbing..

"Vaishu.. Look at me.. " i held her head to look at me..

"i dont have anyone rakesh.. I lost every one" she said while sobbing..

"am i not there for u vaishu..? " i asked her looking in to her eyes..

She looked at me crying.. I wiped her tears.. And hugged her from side by placing her head on my chest..

Swetha rubbed vaishali back then placed hand on my shoulder and gave a nod then went out leaving us alone.

"u have me.. Swetha, varun, vikranth, priya, namitha.. We all are with you" i continued..

"may be we are not ur relatives.. But there is some one.. Who is ur only relative.. Atleast for that u need to live vaishu" i said.

She lifted her head to look at me.

"you have to live for your baby vaishu.. Not for anyone.. But for your baby.." i said..

She looked at her baby lump and placed a hand on it like trying to protect it..

"do you think abhi will be happy.. If you kill his baby??" i said..

She looked at me shocked and shaked her head horizantally.

"dont you think.. Because of your stupidity.. Your baby might not have got the oppurtunity to see this world?" i said.. She cried.

"not the whole world is same.. It consists of both good and bad.. Just because you faced bad side.. It doesnt mean everything is bad.. You have to wait for you to see the good side of world.. In the same way.. Just because you lost abhi and ur parents it doent mean everything is over.. " i said rubbing her head.

" when i lost you.. I also wanted to die.. But i didnt.. If i did commit suicide, I might have not met swetha, Which was the best thing happened to me.. If you die, You will not be able to meet your baby.. " i continued.

" iam sorry rakesh.. Iam sorry.. " she startee crying again by covering her face with her hands.

" the vaishali i know is very strong.. But the vaishali infront of me is so weak.. Why vaishali why?? " i moved away pulled her hands away from her face. She lowered her face

" love should make you a stronger person but not weaker.. " i said lifing her chin.

" dont think about the bad side of world.. Give your thoughts a good motivation.. Divert ur thoughts to something which you love.. You always wanted to achieve something in your life.. Try to reachout your dream.. Be a strong women vaishali.. Be the vaishali i know" i said looking in to her eyes.

"iam sorry rakesh.. I wont do it again.. I will be stronger and make my baby a strong person to face everything in this world just like its father.." she said wiping her tears.

"iam sorry sweetheart.. Iam sorry abhi.." she mumbled and rubbed her tummy..

"take rest vaishu.. Be in positive thoughts" i said and sat on couch to let her fight with inner thoughts .. She never removed her hand from her abdomen. She closed eyes but Tears continued to fall on her cheeks. Gradually she went in to sleep after some time..

I went outside the room.. Swetha sat on bench.. She seems to be in deep thoughts..

I went and sat beside her.. She looked at me and burst into tears.. I placed a hand on her shoulder and said "everything will be okay"

She cried alot hugging me.. She seems to be unable to come out of shock.. After some time she controlled herself..

"i will call varun and vikranth about this.. Just go and sit with vaishu" i said and went to call them.

After that.. I came and sat on the couch provided for attentdant to sleep.

Everywhere its silence.. Just 3 weeks.. Everything turned.. The happiness i always wanted in Vaishali's life is lost in nick of a moment.. I never thought her life would turn this drastically.. Abhi and vaishali made my life set by making me acknowledge my love for swetha.. They made us together.. But they are not together now.. God must be crazy.. Making lives a play game..

Just as i was in thoughts, varun and vikranth came..

They looked at vaishali and then me..

I told them not to disturb her sleep.

They sat beside me. I looked at swetha.. She is looking continuously at vaishali.. I think she needs rest.. I asked varun and vikranth to stay till i come back.. Through out the night there is no sleep for both of us.. Atleast swetha can rest now..

"Swetha.. Come.. I will drop you at home.. take rest.. You can come later" i said.. She nodded.

I dropped her at home.. I took bath.. I asked swetha not to cook instead order for her.. As i will be in hospital..

I went to hospital and asked varun, vikranth to leave if they have work..

Doctor came and examined vaishu then said that They will discharge her at evening

We came to our home..

By the time i reached home.. Door was opened.. Its unusual..

I took vaishali to guest bedroom.. She lied down.. I went to our bed room.. Swetha sat looking at something continously..

"Swetha.. " i said..

She got startled and covered it..

"You okay?? " i asked her.. She nodded.. Her eyes are swollen like she cried till now..

"dont worry.. Everything will be alright" i said hugging her.. She nodded mumbling "everything will be alright.." i waited for her to return the hug.. But she didnt.. She sat just like that.. I moved away to look into her eyes.. She looked down and took a deep breath and asked "how is vaishali?"

"yeah.. She is fine.. They Discharged her.. She is in the room"

"ohh.. Okay.. I will get some thing for both of you to eat.." she said and went out of room.

Thats for today..

Suicide is not a solution.. Every one knows that but at one particular moment people do take such stupid decisions..

There always will be a solution for everything and thats not the death..

Its becoming more dramatic.. Anyways.. Meet u in next update.. Before that

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