Helloo.. Dear busy busy yet lovely readers..

Guys.. U know.. Now this story got #1 in hate, #1 in marriage, #1 in anger simultaneously..

I was laughing looking at that.. Then i thought of why not giving u an extra update for that..

Dont worry tomorrow i will give you regular tuesday update.. But at late night.. So enjoy this and wait for another..

So now lets go to our chappie..

Swetha pov.

The next few days we were busy taking appa to hospital for checkups.. Meanwhile, rakesh submitted his project.. After that he too came along with us to hospital.

Even though rakesh said he will pay the bill, but appa never allowed him.. Appa said that if ever he is out of money then only rakesh shall give his money.. I too didnt argue much.. Because if i did, appa will go to village without undergoing checkups..

Days went by..

Rakesh became free from that project burden.. But he never touched me just like he said.. But he never stopped talking to me..

Ammi and appa went to village after 2 weeks.. Then the same loneliness occupied me..

One day evening, as iam busy folding the washed clothes, I got a call from unknown number.

"hello.." i said.

"hi swetha.. How are you?" there is a female voice.

"hmm.. Yeah.. Iam... Fine.." i said doubt fully..

"do u remember me??" she asked me..

"hmm.. Sorry.." i hesitated.

She chuckled..

"its okay.. By the way.. Its me.. Namitha" she said..

"ohh.. Hii... How are you??" nervousness occupied me..

"still not willing to forgive us??" she asked with low voice. Sadness is evident in her voice.

"no.." i said.

"so you are still angry on us??" she asked with hurt.

"no.. No.. Thats not what i wanted to say" i said quickly.

She chuckled. "so.. Everything is fine between us?"

"hmm.. Yeah.."

"aahh.. Thank you.." she exclaimed.

I smiled.

"so.. How are you?? How is life going on? " i asked her.

"its perfect you know.. By the way.. A good news" she said excitedly..

"woww.. Whats that??" i enquired.

"IAM GETTING MARRIED..." she shouted with excitement..

"woww.. Congrats.. Who is that lucky fellow??"

"who else.. Its alex.. Remember.. Alex stawman" she said.

"ohh.. Yah.. Yah.. You already said that.. Right.. Me and my peanut brain.. I forgot" i said laughing..

"heyy.. Its okay.. We didnt talk much and you too are not in that great state at that time" she said.

Sudden silence occupied..

"hey.. You okay??" she asked me..

"hmm yeah.." i said

"still problem with that dumb head??" she asked.

"huh!?"

"arey.. Rakesh baba.. Your husband" she said..

I chuckled and said "no.."

"So everything ok between you two?? " she asked me.

"hmm.. I dont know.."

"what do u mean by i dont know?" she sound confused.

"its just.. He is good.. I mean there is problem with me" i said

"what's your problem??"

I said all the things happened between us..

"i know he is trying sincerely.. But there is hidden fear that.. Him thinking of me as vaishali when ever he touches me.. its bothering me.." i said.

"i dont know whether iam the correct person to say it all or not.. Because you faced the situation.. So i know.. it affected you psychologically.. But try to come out of that thoughts.."

"i dont know how to overcome"

"what is that idiot doing then??" she asked with irritation.

"he is apt at his words.. Never touched me" i said feeling sad..

"arey ohh god.. How come these two idiots live together"

I laughed at her..

"anyways.. Leave my problem.. Tell me about you"

"hmm. Nothing special.. Marriage will be in 20 days in pune at my grand ma house" she said with full of enthusiasm.

"thats so good to hear but what about engagement? " i asked her.

"actually engagement is not done in my family.. So.. Nope"

"ohh.. Anyways when will you introduce us to your alex?"

"i will when you all come.. You all have to come 10days before.. We all will do shopping.. You must not miss sangeet, mehendi and all" she said.

"no.. Noo.." i said nervously..

"why.. What happened..?"

"mine is an iron leg namitha.. If i come to your wedding, I might spoil all the enjoyment" all the bad things that ever happened when ever i go out with them came in front of my eyes.

"swetha.. Please.. Dont talk like that" she tried to console me.

"its true namitha.." i said.. Because everyone knows how much damage i caused every time.

"no swetha.. Its not.. Everytime.. Its not ur fault.. Its ur love for him.. He didnt realised it at that time.. Now he realised.. So no problem will come.. Iam sure.. " she said.

"but.."

"no buts.. And if you dont come to my marriage.. See i will cancel the wedding with alex.. Then alex will come and beg you" she said.

I chuckled..

"so will you come or not??" she asked me seriously.

"i need to talk to rakesh" i said.

"you dont need to take burden.. I already said everything to rakesh.. He said he will try to adjust leaves and asked me to talk to you" she said.

"ohh". Ofcourse she will tell him first as he is her bestie..

"so are you ready to come?" she asked me again.

I was in thoughts whether to go or not

"arey swetha.. Please say okay yaar.." she pleaded.

"hmm okay.." i finally decided to give it a chance.. May be this time its different.. Like rakesh wanted to give us a chance..

"thank goddd.." she exhaled.

I smiled..

"okay.. I will be coming to india in 5 days.. Then will meet you"

"thats good to hear.." i said.

"okay.. Bubye.. Take care.. Meet you soon"

"Bye.. " saying that i cut the call.

I wish i dont do something stupid in the marriage. I hope she will be happy marrying the one she loved..

After that i continued folding the clothes. Later i kept them neatly in shelf.

That evening rakesh came early..

I opened the door as usual with smile..

He too smiled.. But today's smile is not like casual.. Its like its from his heart..

I went to give water for him.

"you know.. Iam so happy today" he said while taking the bottle from my hand..

"ha.. Ji.. its visible on your face" i said smiling.

"why dont you call me just rakesh??" he said..

I was shocked.

"ji.. Thats.. Hmm.."

"come on .. You have no problem with calling varun and vikranth by names.. Why not me??"

"you are my husband" i said blushing..

"i like it if you call me by my name swetha.." he said.

I was shocked hearing my name through his voice.

Tears filled my eyes..

"did i ask you something that couldnt be asked??"

I shaked my head horizontally.

"Then why those tears?? " he said wiping my tears

"they.. They are.. Happy tears" i said holding his hands..

"even iam too happy.. Thank you swetha" he said.

" thank you rakesh.." i said and tried to hug him.. But his mobile started ringing.. I removed my hands..

He took his mobile and went away to talk.

I placed snacks on the table infront of sofa..

At night after dinner..

"will you be able to get leaves for namitha marriage" i asked.

"hmm.. Actually i planned to take leave for our honeymoon.. But will utilise it for her marriage" he said with a sad smile.

"ohh" i said.. I too felt bad on hearing that..

Why swetha?? Are you that eager to go on honey moon?

"but dont worry.. We will go later.. That too as early as possible" he said.. I nodded..

"Okay.. Good night" i said lying down on my side of bed..

"good night you too" he said.

Rakesh pov..

"Good night you too" i said but i didnt close my eyes..

I looked at the sleeping form of my wife. All the events of today rewinded in my brain.. I indeed am happy today..

******

I got call from namitha about her marriage when iam in office.. I was superb excited.. She really deserves someone who loves her like eternity and i believe in alex.. Because what ever she said about him.. He is really a good person and he always takes care of her..

After i told namitha that she needs to talk to swetha as she is not ready to mingle with all of our friends.

After few minutes i got a call from nams.. When she said that swetha is ready to come to wedding, my happiness has no boundaries..

I immediately called vikranth and made a conference call with varun..

"Heyy.. "

"Heyy.. "

"Did u hear the news?? " i asked them

"About nams wedding?? " varun said

"Yeah.. "

"We are in.. Actually we want to talk to you about that.." varun said

"When are you planning to go?? " i asked them.

"What..!! Dude.. Its not you.. Its we.. We all will go at the same time.. " vikranth shouted

"I too like it that way yaar.. But i dont think swetha will be fine with that.. " i said feeling bad.

"She is still angry on us right..? " vikranth voice became dull and sad.

"No.. She is not angry over you.. Its just she is blaming herself for everything.. " i tried to explain her condition.

"Then what are you doing? Listening to what ever bullshit she talks about herself.." vikranth yelled at me with frustration.

"Vikranth.. Just wait.. First let him talk.. " varun being the coolest guy tried to calm vikranth.

"I am trying to tell her that its not her fault.. But what ever i say she is taking it in a negative way.." i took a deep breath and continued. "She is still thinking that i love vaishali only." .

"Then what are you doing to remove her negativity..?" vikranth yelled at me.

"I dont know yaar.. I am afraid of her negative thoughts.. " its true.. When ever i want to express myself she is taking it all negatively.. that makes me unable to express myself.. Iam afraid..

"Rakesh.. What happened dude.. Are u really our rakesh?? Where did u kept our romantic rakesh..??" vikranth started his mockery.

"Stop it vikranth iam serious here. " i said

"We too are serious.. " vikranth voice became serious.

"Words wont come out of my mouth when iam infront of her.. All the things that i did to her come to my mind.. " i said the reason for my inability.

There is a silence for few seconds.. No one said anything..

After releasing a long breath, varun said "Dude.. U know what.. Leave the past.. Think that u  just married swetha now.. Look at her like that.. Feel everything to be new.."

"I am trying yaar.. I too said the same to her.. To start everything freshly." i said.

"There is a difference between saying and starting.. " vikranth said.

"What should i do.. " not knowing what they meant.. I asked them.

"It seems i need to educate you.. Feel it rakesh.. Feel what ever your heart wants to do.. Just do it without thinking negatively about anything.. Say what ever you want to say.. Make her feel the things which you feel." vikranth said

"Do you think it will work??"  i asked him.

"Arey yaar.. Do it first.. Sonething is always better than nothing right.. " vikranth said. Varun chuckled.

"Yah.. I agree.. " i smiled.

******

Thats when i decided to talk like the old rakesh whom everyone knows.. Because he didnt have any guilt or fear occupying his mind to stop him from expressing his heart..

I decided to stop thinking about what is going to be bad.. Instead i will see the good.. Thats why i talked with her in what ever way i wanted to talk with her. I think she too liked it.

My smiled broadened looking at her..

Gradually i went into slumber.

Finally rakesh is trying to open up his heart. Swetha too is waiting eagerly.. But can he be able to express??

Lets see..

Dedication goes to..

Archanarun

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No questions for today..

Bybye.. Meet you tomorrow night..