36. Fresh Start

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Helloo.. My dear busy busy but lovely readers..

First of all i want to give salute to all the muslim brothers and sisters in india who maintained peace and communal hormony.. I think i dont need to explain the reason..

I dont want to talk about the issue.. Because i dont know much about that.. As u all know i am very poor in social studies and news.. But what i feel is.. All religious leaders should fight to improve the poverty and literacy rate among them instead of fighting in the name of god...

Heyy.. Come back..

Guys..

A special thanks to Sasanka54 😍😍😍 for creating such a cute and lovely poster..

I tried to keep the poster here but unable to do so.. Wattpad isnt allowing me toπŸ˜•πŸ˜•πŸ˜•.

(But this is not a dedication for you bro.. πŸ™„πŸ™„πŸ™„)

So the dedication goes to

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So lets go to our story..

Rakesh pov.

"these all are memories.. I might be able to remove them physically.. But i cant remove them from here" she said placing her hand on my heart.

Why does she think so negatively?

Its all because of me. I made her to land in such a state.

"its okay rakesh ji.. I dont pressure you" with that she turned but i stopped her and pulled towards me

"what do you mean you dont want to pressure me??" i asked her with mixture of emotions.

" i know you love vaishali.. But i dont know what happened to you.. Suddenly you are saying all this.. Dont do something out of sympathy for me??" she said

Godd.. Why she cant understand me??

Sympathy?? Seriously..

"No.. Itsnot.. " i was about to say that its not sympathy its my genuine feeling but words were out of my range when she started talking.

"I know.. Rakesh ji.. Real love doesnt need to remove the past.. Accepting the past in its way is what i prefer.. So u dont need to loose all those things.. Keep them safely" she said placing the pictures in my hands.

I looked at her unable to utter any word.. What ever i say, She is taking it negatively..
All this is because of my stupid attitude.. I shouldnt have made her feel insecure.. Karma is doing all the neccessary work to take revenge on me..

i want to remove the past which is interfering my future.. I dont want my swetha to feel bad like that lady on plane. That is why i showed her the pictures of my past to her. But..

She left to bed and slept..

I dont know what i should do.. My life seems hopeless..

Noo.. I shouldnt be like that.. I made her heart broken.. So i only have to make everything back to normal.. And i can.. Because i love her and i know she too loves me..

The more she tries to avoid the fact, the more i will try to make her understand that my love for her is true not out of sympathy..

....

Swetha pov.

I opened my eyes and looked beside..

Rakesh is not on bed.

I stood and looked at the time..

Its already 10am..

Ohh noo.. How can i sleep like that..?

I stood and folded the duvet and left to washroom.

As i came back from washroom, Rakesh was already there..

He came near me and checked for any rise of temperature.

"Go and take bath.. Everyone is waiting for you" he said. I nodded.

I took a cotton chudidaar and went for bath.

I came after bath, started coumbing my hair while sitting om a stool infront of mirror. But still there is weakness. I couldnt be able to coumb. I left it with frustration and was about to tie it in a bun but rakesh came and stopped my hands..

I looked at him through the mirror..

He took coumb from my hand and started coumbing it. I was just looking at him. He started braiding my hair.

"i dont know how to coumb perfectly. This is the first time iam doing so adjust with it" he said winking at me through the mirror..

I blushed and looked down..

He placed the braided hair to front of my shoulder.

"So.. Over.. Come.. maa and dad are waiting " he said showing his hand.. I nodded with smile and took hold of his hand.

"can i ask something??" he asked me with hopeful eyes.

I looked at him.

Does he have to ask me with doubt?? I will always be ready do what ever he wants me to do?

I nodded with out any second thought.

"shall we start our life a fresh?" he asked..

I blinked my eyes..

Felt like the whole world stopped.. And every sound became stopped..

He snappedΒ  his fingers infront of me.. "Are you okay?? "

I shaked my head horizantally and vigorously closing my eyes.

He chuckled and said.. "I know you heard me.."

I looked at him with wide eyes..

"Shall we start our life a fresh leaving behind the past? " he asked again.

Tears formed.. I bited my both lips smiling.. But there is some doubt.. Will he regret it later..??

He holded my hands and kneeled down infront of me and said with tears in his eyes.. "i wont regret it at anytime.. I realised my fault late.. So please give me a chance"

"But.. " i was about to say something but was cut off by him.

"do you hate me that much?" he asked disappointed leaving my hands.

"No.. "

"then what are you thinking? Iam not a cheater" he said with tears in his eyes..

"I.. I.." i dont know what to say.. Its just iam beyond shocked to answer him.. I want him.. I want him more than anything else in this world.. Its just his sudden question made me stutter and unable to utter anyword.

He stood shaking his head "its all my fault.. I should be punished" he mumbled and turned to leave..

I felt like someone clenched my heart looking at him like that.. I instantly hugged him tightly from backwards.. I closed my eyes andΒ  I cried... I cried continuously like this dream might end if i stop crying and open my eyes.. He took hold of my hands and and turned towards me.. I still closed my eyes sobbing..

He held my chin and wiped my tears.. And kissed my forehead.. I opened my eyes shocked.. He is smiling with tears looking at me..

"iam sorry.. Iam extremely sorry for all the things i have done to you.." he said placing his both hands on my cheeks.

I immediately placed my palm over his lip and shaked my head horizantally..

He hugged me tightly.. I too hugged him tightly.. We are so much in our world that we forgot about outside world unable to hear the knock on our door..

Suddenly i jerked for the loud knock.. We came back to our senses.. I blushed and adjusted my dress and went to open the door..

"do you people have any idea that two old people are dying with hungry??" maaji said smirking

"I.. Maaji.. Hmm" i said blushing..

"You people will have the whole day for you.. but please come for breakfast now. " maaji said looking at me andΒ  rakesh alternately. .

I felt too embarassed to look at her..

"Hello my dear son.. This is for you too.. My beti is sick.. Show some grace on her and next time lock the door before.. " maaji said looking at rakesh.. We both lowered our heads.

Its too embarrassing when elders talk like that..

"Come fast.. If you are late.. There your pithaji will fall down at dining table itself" maaji said and left.

We both looked at each and suddenly started laughing remembering the embarrassing situation.

We went to dining hall and sat in seats side by side and started eating in same plate..

"heyy!! What are you doing?" maaji asked with surprize.

We both looked at eachother.

"Have you forgot the rule?? " she asked with seriousness.

I, rakesh and pithaji looked at maaji with confusion..

Isnt it the rule?? To eat on the same plate??

"rule changed last time?? Dont you remember?? You both have to feed each other." maaji said smiling.. Pithaji too chuckled and said.. "ohh.. Yess..yes.. Rule modified a bit.. Right.. I forgot"

We both looked at eachother and smiled. We started feeding each other.

Life felt so happy.. Like this is the life i always wanted.. Having a loving husband.. Happy family.. Me taking care of my family.. I felt so lucky now.. My sadness all replaced by my most happydays of my life..

I hope my happy days will last forever..

This smile on rakesh face because of me.. His caring and loving look for me.. The hope that he will be there for me always.. In happyness, sadness, healthyness, unhealthy state.. Life filled with love and respect.. These are all the things Which every girl wants in her marital life.. Okay.. May be not, I dont know about every girl.. But i want this.. I hope, i got that life.. IamΒ  too happy..

Still there is some vacancy.. There is a wish which indeed needs to be fulfilled.. I hope god makes that too happen in my life... I looked at rakesh.. He too is looking at me with smile..

I went to prayer room and closed my eyes..

Thank you so much god.. For being with me in my hard days.. Thank you so much for giving me happiness.. I know you will be with me in every situation and guide me in everything..

The idols of ram and seetha came infront of my closed eyes.. Thank you so much..

I opened my eyes and looked at rakesh.. He is busy talking with phone..

I went to kitchen to help maaji..

"swetha beti.. take rest for today.. Tomorrow if you are well then i will give you to do what ever you want to.. So for now go and take rest" she said pushing me out of kitchen.

I went to bedroom and started reading a book..

I was deeply involved in book, i dont know when rakesh came.. He stood at the door looking at me..

"Ohh.. Sorry.. I was so immersed in the book that i didnt saw you.." i said adjusting my dress.

He smiled and came infront of me..

"We didnt went to honeymoon right?? "He asked..

Why he is giving me shock after shock..

"what?? Dont you want us to go to honey moon??" he asked with fake hurt.

I nodded blushing..

"Okay i will plan after we go back to bangalore" he said winking..

I blushed and stood to go.. But he stopped me from moving by holding my elbow.. I looked at him..

With his lefthand, He held my right hand to my back side.. He kept his right hand on my waist.. Looking into my eyes.. I too looked in his eyes..

His looks came on to my lips then looked at my eyes like asking for permission.. I blinked my eyes slowly..

He moved his head towards me..

"Rakesh...!! " maaji called rakesh..

"Huhhh.. Maaa.. " he pouted and looked at me..

I was smiling.. Again he looked at me with love.. He started moving his head.. I placed my palm on his lips and said " hmm.. It will not be good.Β  If you dont go"

He kept a disappointed face and left me and turned to go.. But i stopped him and kept a peck on his cheek and ran from there to washroom

"You..!! " he yelled.. I laughed opening the door slightly .Β  " go.. Go.. Maaji is calling you" i said and shut the door before he reaches..

I looked in the mirror.. And smiled at myself..

May this happiness be with me forever.

Finally there is a fresh start..

I know u all people are not satisfied with rakesh's way of expression of love.. Am i right??

What to do.. We have to end the story right.. 😜😜😜

Last time i asked whether the story is getting bored.. Every one will have their own opinion.. Not everyone's opinion will be alike..Β  I am happy for all those who shared their opinion..

But iam not going to fast farward the story whatever ur reply is.. Its just a review.. And I am not changing my pattern on that result.. Because.. I cant.. Iam a newbee.. And a weak performer in english.. So u only have to adjust.. πŸ™ˆπŸ™ˆπŸ™ˆ

And just like last time.. Keep on correcting my grammer.. Thank u.. ❀️❀️❀️

Anyways lets meet in next update..

Bybye.. πŸ™‹β€β™€οΈπŸ™‹β€β™€οΈπŸ™‹β€β™€οΈ

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