Hellooo... My dear busy busy but lovely readers.. 😍😍😍

So iam back asusual with my update.. 😎😎😎

Be ready to yell at rakesh... 😜😜😜

But first our dedication part..

This part iam going to dedicate it to.. Chocolove55, swedish63 and krishna21verma

And also to.. P. V. sindu for her world championship..💗💗💗

(Those who dont know her.. She is a badminton player from india)

Heyy.. Dont look at me like that.. I know she will not read or know about this.. But u know.. Iam dedicating it through my heart.. As you all know iam crazy.. 🙈🙈🙈

Okay.. Lets get back to our story..

But before that..

How many of you wish me happy birthday..??🤩🤩🤩

*****

Rakesh pov.

I dont know when i went in to slumber.. I woke up with loud yell.. I looked at couch to see it empty..

I went outside to look what is happening..

"Sorry maaji.. " swetha stood with apologetic face..

"Shut up.. U ugly b****. Have u ever seen ur face in mirror. My poor son  didnt have any taste. I dont know how many people have been trapped by u " my mom shouted at her.. I felt like past is rewinding.. But swetha inplace of vaishali..

Suresh uncle's warning ringed in my ears..

"SHUT UPP.. AND GETT OUTT.." i shouted

I was so angry and hurt.. I dont want to repeat the same mistake i have done in the past..

"Rakesh!! what are u talking,!?? Is this how u behave with ur mother?" dad shouted.

" is that how she treats her daughter in law?? Why dont you shout at her when she uses such foul language?"  i raged at them.. How can they call her with such names.. She is so pure..

"So u are going against us for this ugly girl? I dont understand what u hav seen in her"  mom yelled looking at her with disgust.

"Dont u dare call her ugly.. She might be for u.. But she is so beautiful for me.. She didnt have ugly heart like u.. She do care alot for me.. She loves me amd i feel it. If u cant see us together better u leave us. Never come here." i lost all the patience i have..

"If that is what he wants.. We better leave supriya.. " dad said as if we are the one at fault.

"Son.." mom pleaded me with her love. But i dont want to fall for you mom.. This time i will protect swetha.. I will stand with her.

"No supriya, dont plead.. I dont stay where my wife dont get respect" my dad's words left me startled..

"Well.. U wont allow disrespect to ur wife but i have to watch u people use foul language to my wife..," i clapped. How can they treat my wife like that.. Yes she is MY WIFE..

"No need.. U live happily with her. We r going.."   dad started taking luggage..

Swetha tried to stop them.. How can she plead them when they insult her. Cant she have self respect??

I asked her to not involve between us.. But she didnt stop.. I left to our bedroom..

Swetha came inside with sad face and said " u lied to get revenge right.. But u are not supposed to insult ur parents for revenge. I know iam a stranger but still i will say the same to strangers."

How can she think like that??

"Who said iam lying?? Who said that this is all for revenge?? " i questioned.

"Then why??  Why all this"

"Because U  ARE MY WIFE.. I dont allow anyone to disrespect my wife.." i said but shocked with my answer..

She is my wife only legally.. But since when i became protective of her??

"But iam a stranger.." she said in a whisper with face lowered..

"For me only.. In this room only.. Still legally u are my wife" i said to avoid her getting hopes..

She mumbled something..

"What??" i asked..

"Thank u for supporting me.. "she smiled.. I think i have seen it on her face on our marriage day.. Then again now..

She's looking pretty with dimples when she smile.. Her smile making me feel proud..

I shouldnt feel like that for her... I should feel only for one person.. That is vaishali only..

I just nodded at her and left to bath..

Life went on like that.. Going to office.. Coming home, sleeping.. Once a while she used to ask about what i like to eat.. But no.. I didnt answer her.. Not because i dont like to answer her.. But iam afraid i might fall for her.. I shouldnt when my vaishali is living in hell over there.. So i always give her my silence as answer.

One night.. When i came from office she came and asked permission to allow her friend to stay in our house for few days..

Why does she need my permission.. Isnt she living here..?? Isnt it her home too?? But i didnt say anything.. I just nodded..

"And one thing.. Can you please be free with us in her presence..."

I was irritated at her request.. I dont like to talk with anyone.. I lost all interest to make friends..

"I mean.. She do have suspicion on our relationship. I dont want my parents to know about all this.. So atleast in her presence.. Talk casually.. Please..  " she said with her pleading eyes..

"Will try.. " i said.. I cant say no.. When she pleads with those eyes..

Avika.. I have seen her some where.. But i forgot where i have seen her.. She looks familiar to me.. But i dont want to go back to past.. I tried to ignore her as possible for me.. But she came and asked me to come for shopping..

What does she think about herself?? I got irritated but looking at swetha's fearful eyes i calmed myself.. I agreed to go with them.

At jewellery shop, i met those whom i have been avoiding till now... Varun and vikranth.. I miss them so much.. But at the same time i cant face them.. They make me remember my past.. My failure as a lover..

Now i cant escape.. They wont leave me now..

I was in deep thoughts, avika asked me to look at one bangle.. Iam not used to these jewellery shopping.. Vaishali always used to do shopping alone and even if i accompany her, She selects it quickly.. She doesnt want me to feel burden with shopping..

Swetha took one bangle.. From her looks i know she loved it.. For a moment i felt like i want to buy it for her.. But noo... She might think it other way and start getting hopes.. No she should move on..

As i expected, varun and vikranth got to know my place and paid a sudden visit to our home..

I was surprised.. But looking at their faces, it felt like they are the one who are shocked..

"Rakesh.. Is she your wife?? " vikranth asked.. From his frequency of sound i can guess he is unable to register the fact that swetha is my wife..

I nodded.

"I thought the other one in that jewellery shop is your wife and she is her friend" vikranth sounded disappointed

"No.. She is my wife. " i said..

Why do they think avika as my wife, cant they see how beautiful my swetha is.. How pure she is at heart..

"But u do always have a good taste in girls. How come you married her? . "  vikranth asked.

She is the bestone.. But iam not the best for her.. Because my heart belongs to vaishali..

"Why rakesh.. Just because she left you? " vikranth asked.

Whats the fault in marrying swetha.. Isnt she a girl..? Did i married a ghost??

"Is it pressure from your parents?? But as far as i know ur family is beauty conscious" vikranth asked

"No its not their wish. Its me who wanted this marriage" i said.

Yes.. I wanted this marriage.. Even though its not through love..

"Whatt!! " both vikranth and varun shocked

"U liked herr!! I mean what did u look in her. U will get anyone. Our whole college girls used to wander around you dude. How come u fell in her trap. She is not even that wor..." vikranth cutoff with varuns grunting sound.

What happened to vikranth..?? He is not like that.. He respects every girl.. What happened now..? How can he insult her??

Swetha looked at both of them.. She didnt have any emotion.. She gave drinks to all of us..

varun said " sorry swetha ji. Dont bother his words"

She gave her genuine smile " its not new to me to be called as an ugly girl. Iam well used to it. I came to a stage where it all doesnt matter to me. "

I felt bad of my self.. Hearing her words.. I too am not giving any happiness to her..

" its true. He deserves someone better. But its not my fault that he chose me. Some people give importance to looks some to heart. Its their choice.  Iam his choice" she said..

"Sorry.." vikranth lowered his head.

"You dont need to say sorry.. I can understand your feeling. Because when you saw me on that day at jewellery shop you do have respect for me as a women and person. But when u came to know that iam wife of your Mr. Perfect and most handsome friend, you were disappointed. So i respect your feelings. " i was shocked at how she dealt with the situation.. She really is an angel.. She is a way too perfect than vaishali.. Iam not mr. Perfect.. She is..

" Sorry rakesh i mistook your decision of marrying her." vikranth said.

My impression for her went on to a later stage..

We ate our lunch.. When vikranth and varun asked me to move on from vaishali.. I know i cant.. But i cant avoid them now..  They will not leave me.. So i lied that i will move on..

After they went, i said thank you to swetha.. She was surprised..

She is a way too mature in dealing with such issues.. May be life made her to learn..

Vikranth invited us to his home for dinner on his marriage anniversary..

Priya and vikranth are one of the best successful couples in our college.. If i havent did that mistake of chosing my parents, i and vaishali also would have been a successful pair.. But fate has different plans..

Swetha became friendly with all of my friends i.e, varun, vikranth and priya.. Varun became more close to her.. He is a way too kind hearted among us.. So obviously he will become friend easily. I thought, she is not social, but looking at her how she talked freely with my friends, she knows how to behave when and where.. I loved her way..

Did i said.. Love.. Noo.. Its.. Like.. I like her nature.. I love only vaishali.. I need to avoid her..

I started avoiding her.. One day when i was watching vaishali picture in my laptop.. Its her birthday.. I miss her alot.. I miss her shining smile.. Her presence.. How she used to pout when i apply cream on her face during cake cutting..

I was in my thoughts missing her.. When avika and her husband came and invited us to their home. I said i will try.. They left..

After some time.. Swetha came.. She stood with out any sound.. I looked at her narrowing my eyes.

"I.. Avi.. He.. They.." she stuttered getting nervous

" whatt?? " i yelled.. Iam not in good mood.. Hope she will go without making my mood in to worst state..

" They are requesting us to come to their home."  she said.

What does she want?? Cant she leave me for today..

" Can we go.. Please" she requested.. Her pleading eyes making my heart warmth..

Noo.. Rakesh.. Noo.. U should not fall for her.. Rakesh is only for vaishali..

"Do you think i will do what ever you ask me to do? " i shouted. I shouted to make her hate me..

"I... I... Dont mean tha-" i cut her

"Have you forgot that we are strangers just because we went to vikranth house. "

"No.. " she is shivering

"i dont like you.. And i dont want to do anything with you or anyone who is associated with you. UNDERSTAND" i shouted.

Her tears started falling..

I dont want to see her cry.. I love to see her smile..

I closed my laptop and pressed my forehead with right hand while holding laptop with left hand.

Vaishali.. My heart should only feel for vaishali.. Only for vaishali..

Let swetha hate me.. And move on from me.. She need to be loved.. Not by me.. I cant love her and live happily when my vaishali is not..

*****

So.. This is for today..

How do you feel about rakesh now??

A. Want to kill him

B. Want to knock his head with a rod.

C. Want to console him.

D. None of the above..

If your option is D kindly mention how do you feel about him..

As u know its all a repeat version but in rakesh pov.. Be patient with the story..

Okay..

Then..

Meet u on next tuesday..

I want to tell you one truth.. Today is not my actual birthday.. Its my pseudo bday..😁😁😁🙄🙄🙄😎😎😎

Iam a sagittarian u know.. My bday will not be in august😛😛😛

Hehehe...

Bybye ❤️❤️❤️