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Sorry..!! ... Dear.. Busy busy but lovely readers.. 😍😍😍

Iam apologising for yesterday's accidental publishing of chapter then unpublishing it.. πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—

Here iam back.. 😎😎😎

Sorry for those who are getting bored of past.. πŸ™ˆπŸ™ˆπŸ™ˆBut what to do.. Still a lot more is there.. πŸ™„πŸ™„πŸ™„πŸ™„

Dont worry.. I will make you read.. Even if you are bored.. Because then only you will understand the pain of swetha.. 😈😈😈🀭🀭🀭

So here.. This update is for...

Newzland cricket players who played well but still lost cup to england..

You know one secret.. I dont watch cricket.. Not at all.. But from what i heard.. There was a tie between them even with superover.. But they gave cup to england because they made maximum six and fours than newzland.. Which i feel inappropriate .. Anyways.. Who will comsider my opinion.. So here iam dedicating this to newzland cricket players😊😊😊 to cheer them up.. Even though none of them will read my story😜😜😜 its called self satisfactionπŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡

And also to birthday reader @AakankshaSharma429  Happy new year to you dear😊😊🎊🎊

Correct me guys if the news i heard is wrong.. 🧐🧐🧐

Anyways.. Lets get back to our story part.. πŸ€“πŸ€“πŸ€“

*****

" May be he might move on from vaishali, if he gets the best one.. Not the ugly one like me.. May be its better, if i give divorce to him." i sobbed.

"Heyy.. What are you talking?? Please remove such type of thoughts" namitha shaked her head horizantally.

"You are the best one for rakesh.. He too know that.. But he is just unable to accept the fact that he should move on" she said.

"No.. Iam not.. U too know.. Iam not beautiful.. " i closed my face with palms.

"Do you really think rakesh looks for external beauty? " i lifted my head to look at her with confusion all over

"I know vaishali is beautiful.. But he loved her not because of external beauty.. Its her character which made him love her. "i was shocked to hear

"Everyone thought its her beauty which made him fall for her. But i know why he fell for her. She is so caring, kindhearted person.. She is active.. She do have everything but she is so humble. She is friendly at the same time she knows her limits. " i know she is the best one..

"Do you know?? They lived together for 3 yrs in the same house.. But she didnt even let him kiss her"

I dont know why.. But that make me feel relaxed..

"After that whole mess which his mother had done.." i flinched remembering my mother in law. "She called me and cried that she dont have any other option other than leaving him at that moment.. Still she didnt judged him that he chose his parents.. Instead she said After all he is the only son for them. He is the one to take care of them.. But her parents are not ready to give her daughter to rakesh. " she really is so kind i thought.

" Later no calls from her. I tried to call her but all contacts were blocked. After few months we came to know that she got married to her uncle's son. "

" I really hope she is fine." i said.

" I too thought in that way.. But.." she is about to say something but stopped.

" U know.. U too have such a caring and beautiful heart.. Rakesh too realising it but he is unable to accept it" she said

Is it true??

Rakesh likes me??

Even that thought makes me feel at peace.. But can i hope so?

"So.. Dont loose hope swetha.. He will love you but he needs time. Never ever say such divorce words.. Because he deserves you.." i nodded..

"But.. I dont think i can face him after slapping him like that.. He may not like me ever.. " i said disappointed.

"Even after giving you silent treatment.. You are still loving him.. Isnt it so?? " i nodded lowering my head.

"there is the answer. He will understand you.. But u need a lot of patience. Because he is feeling so much guilty.." she said.

I really want to make my marriage work.. I will try my best to do anything for that.

Namitha got a call.. She smiled looked at the caller id.." I have to take this call.." she said and i nodded.." Hi.. Baby.. Miss you dea-... "she went away picking the call.

I am in my own thoughts.. Thinking about vaishali rakesh.. Their love..

How stupid iam to think bad about namitha.. As varun said she really is nice girl.

But why didnt he loved namitha i didnt understand it a bit.

She is goodlooking with good heart too.. She likes him alot.. But whats his problem??

I dont know how time moved.. So fastly.. Sunrays came.. I realised i sat at the side of swimming pool through out the night.

I went back to room to see rakesh packing luggage. Varun and vikranth were trying to say something.

I went to help him with packing. I know there are still 3 moredays as per the tour plan. But why rakesh is packing everything??

I dont care the reason. If he doesnt want to be here. Then better me too.. I think this environment doesnt suit us. We better be back to bengaluru.

After packing rakesh went to washroom. His cheek has pinkish imprint of my slap. Its making me remember last night's incident.

I looked at varun.. He looked concerned while vikranth he is literally throwing daggers on me with his looks.

What?? I dont understand whats his problem? Its me who is the victim.. Why dont he understand.?

"Its all because of you" he said irritated and went away.

Rakesh came but he looks hesitant.. May be he remembered everything. How can he forgot. That slap mark will make him remember.

I looked down and went to freshup. When i came back he said. "iam leaving"

What does that mean? Will he leave me here like that??

"I booked two tickets if u want u can come" he said while folding his hands to 3/4th.

I nodded..

Just as he was about to open the room door, he said "iam sorry for yesterday." he stopped unbolting and turned.. I dont know what to say.. I just stood like a statue.

Sorry..!!?? The most difficult and meaningful word to say from heart.. If its not from heart, then there is no meaning for it..Β 

Do i have to say its okay..?? But its not okay..

Still i feel like someone else touched me.. Ewww.. I wanna throwup remembering last night.

Do i want him to say sorry to me..?? Noo.. Because.. Its making me feel so distant from him. I know iam a stranger for him.. But he is not for me..

He waited for my response. Still with my thoughts, I didnt dare to look at him. He opened the door and moved to out side with luggage. I followed.

I havent seen priya since last night. I want to say bye to her. So i knocked the door to her room. No responce.. May be Priya and namitha still sleeping i thought and went away.

After reaching bengaluru.. He didnt say anything.. He went out.. I dont know where..

I got call from avika.. She is surprised that iam in bengaluru.

"U said you are coming by this weekend right?"

"Yah.. But a whole lot happened" i said remembering the drastic event.

"What happend sweth..? I thought when he said okay for taking you to goa.. I thought may be he is changing.. "

I didnt say any words..

"Sweth.. What he did now?? Did he shouted in front of all his friends?? " she sounded angry

"No.. He didnt.. "

"Then what..?? "

"He.. He.. Thought.. " my voice changed as iam in verge of crying..

"What sweth.. You are making me nervous.. What happened? "

I said everything that happened that night..

"Sweth.. Where is he now?? "

"I dont know.. "

"Seriously girl.. You dont know where ur husband went..? Do u think ur marriage work.. He is such a fool.. Sweth.. Do one thing leave him.. I will search a perfect person for you.. Who looks at ur heart.. "

"AVI.. " i yelled

"Yes.. Sweth.. Give divorce to him.. You deserve someone better.. He doesnt even respect you.. He is so selfish that he thought just about his revenge nothing else.. "

"Avi.. Stop it.. "

" he is a stupid arrogant person.. U can never be happy with him sweth.. He is living in past only.. He is not at all willing to move on .. He is wasting his life.. Why do you need to suffer sweth.. Listen.. I will talk to ur parents ..
U dont need to worry.. Just sign the divorce documents.. I will arrange everything"

"Enough.. Avi.. Enough.. Dont.. Dont even come in between me and my husband.. I know about him.. I shouldnt have told you about that. Its my mistake. I will never tell you anything.. "

"Sweth.. Are you out of your mind? You are supporting him..? He isn't even treating u like a neighbour too. Do u want to become a psychiatric patient? He sure will make you with all your loneliness."

"Stop badmouthing my husband. I know how his love is.. I may not be experienced but i can imagine how his true love is.. I will wait till my last breath for his love. I dont need your precious advice.. If you want to give such dumb suggestions, better stop calling" i warned and cut my call.

*****

Rakesh came late that night. But we havent talked. Infact our relation became more distant. Its not like we are close friends or anything but still there is a difference.. May be its just my thoughts.

She called for several times but i didn't lift her calls.

After few days.. I lift her call, but she was saying about divorce. I stopped lifting her call then onwards.. Till now i havent talked with her. Its been a month since i last talked with her.

I miss her.. But i cant allow anyone to degrade my husband.. He may not like me now.. But may be in future with the same hope namitha gave me..

I looked at the letter once again..

May be i need to call avi.. To clear my mind.. But what if she is still persistent about divorce.. I folded the letter and took the bangle and greeting card and kept all of them in locker.

I need to confront her directly not through phone call. Because she cant lie to me looking through my eyes just the way i cant lie to her.

Guys..

Dont ask me.. What is this letter.. I think u remember present well right..

Those who suffer, try again and work hard to get something only can experience the amazing feel after gaining it..

Fate tests our patience. Be patient and be committed to gain what you love. Then u will enjoy the true happiness once you gain it.

These lines not just related to this story.. Enjoy the pain of suffering now then you will enjoy the happiness of success.

I know most of you support avika for divorce.. Giving divorce will not make u sure that future will be happy..Β  We only know swetha point of view.. What about rakesh??

We can never give correct judgement without knowing both the parties..

Namitha is not a bad girl.. Do u agree??

Meet u in next update.. I.e, on tuesday..

Guys.. Iam updating it on tuesdays right.. Can u guess why?

Keep on guessing..

Bybye..

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