The next day Jungkook parked his car in front of Taehyung's house. he was dressed nicely, well he was always dressed well but today he showered and picked his clothes carefully. He brought his hand up and rang the bell.

He once again felt nervous standing here. "Jungkook you're 28 stop being so nervous" he said to himself. but he also knew this was something important that he couldn't help but be nervous about this.

he smiled when the door was opened and the boy with the beautiful green eyes and blonde wavy hair looked at him.

"Hey Tae.."

"hey Jungkook.." the other looked just as nervous it seemed.

"shall we go?"

"yea" taehyung stepped out and closed the door slowly. he felt his body tingle when he sat so close to Jungkook in the car. The raven drove them to the beach nearby, parking the car in the parking lot. It was a strange feeling. both just wanted to be close again, to hold hands to talk. but they both kept the silence, unsure about the next step. even if it was like this they enjoyed that they were near each other again.

"It's windy," Taehyung said, feeling his hair blow a lot in the wind.

"are you cold?" Jungkook asked ready to take off his jacket and give it to the boy.

"No, it's not cold," the blonde smiled and looked at the sand of the beach. his shoes sinking down slightly with each step.

"i stopped..." jungkook suddenly said.

"stopped? with what?"

"i announced I will no longer sleep with anyone else. I didn't do it anymore but I thought I should let everyone know through an announcement."

"i see...that's good" taehyung said he felt a bit better knowing the other stopped all that and wasn't hiding it.

"I managed to write a bit," Jungkook said. He had started on something again. maybe he will add it to the book , or maybe not. He wasn't sure yet. He had written about their situation. he wrote how he felt and let the character express his feelings for him. Jungkook wasn't the best at that so it felt like a relief that he could do it like that.

"that's good news!" taehyung smiled.

"yea" jungkook didn't tell him that he was writing about himself now but the boy didn't need to know that.

"It's been a long time since i last went to the sea, it's pretty"

"Yes it is" Jungkook said, keeping the words 'you are far more pretty' to himself. it was a bit strange for him to now make these comments but he knew he shouldn't say them now. It wasn't the time for flirting.

"You know.." taehyung started as they stood in front of the sea hearing the little waves going over the sand and stop near their feet. "I have forgiven you"

"you do?"

"yes, this time i have...I can forgive but it will be hard to forget. you really hurted me, it made me feel like i wasn't so special after all. I was angry and sad at you"

The raven kept his mouth shut letting the oy talk.

"but i liked you so much that i made decision too fast, when you left i cried saying i hated you. But I couldn't stop the feelings I have for you. I feel you are trying and you are willing to change" Taehyung said and Jungkook nodded. the raven really did, he really wanted to change for the boy. if that was the best choice he will, he will and can change. "I still like you a lot, i hope we can...like....get back together like before?"

"are you sure? I don't want you to feel pressured, " Jungkook said.

"I want to, I want to be with you. but only me, I don't want you to do things like that again."

"I won't , I promise, I have stopped all that, I just want you. ever since i started to like you it felt all wrong and i stopped. it was a mistake that won't happen again."

"You better keep that promise" Taehyung said and gently touched Jungkook's hand. the raven felt it and grabbed taehyung's hand holding it. Taehyung looked up. He wanted to kiss him, he wanted to feel Jungkook' slips again.

so he did. Getting on his tippy toes he kissed the writer feeling jungkook's hand tighten around his own. then jungkook's free hand went to his cheek holding it gently as he kissed back. Both felt butterflies fly around. they missed it, maybe more than they thought. the feeling of being this close again was an overwhelming feeling with warmth and tingles.

they parted and stared in each other's eyes.

"taehyung i......i love you"

those words. who wouldn't have thought it would make someone's heart skip a beat. Taehyung smiled so warmly and leaned his head against jungkook's chest, gripping the raven's shirt tightly.

"I-i love you too" he said and sniffled.

"are you crying?! Why are you crying? Did I do something wrong?" Jungkook asked worried as he lifted the boy's face to see his eyes were teary.

"no...but i was worrying you didn't like me in that way....y-you ever said you loved me but i did love you, i really loved you a long time now. h-hearing this makes me feel so happy."

"ah, I'm sorry for not telling you sooner. but i really do love you tae, i never felt the way like i do with you." Jungkook dried the boy's eyes gently with his sleeve and smiled at him.

"can we be together again?" the blonde asked with his green beautiful eyes.

"I would like that," Jungkook said and they hugged each other tightly. like they made up for the past days they were alone. "i missed you."

"i missed you too"

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yea i cant write that shit. Im sorry got not updating for what...6 whole days....

i just dint know how to write the situation they were in and i struggled a lot to get a chapter out. but i decided to go with this. i hope you dont mind it. if so im sorry it didnt go as you wanted or how it should have.

i thank you for reading and i hope to see you in the next chapter again!

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