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The blonde looked at the other in worry.  He did not what to expect. What did Jungkook mean. Why was he so different suddenly? Was he going to break up? Did he not like him anymore?

The raven sat down with a sigh and a heavy silence fell.

"i....I made a mistake but i have to tell you honestly instead of hiding it..." jungkook started. Taehyung frowned confused.

"w-what do you mean?"

"when i was in Seoul...On the last night i decided to go drinking. I got drunk and wanted to go back to the hotel. On my way i came across a women. I took her to the hotel. She ended up giving me a few hickeys here and here" jungkook pulled down his collar to show the boy the bruise like marks. "but i had you in mind so i called her taehyung and she stopped. It ended with that. Thats all that happend."

Jungkook ended and looked at the blonde. The boy stared at him with slighty teary eyes. And that view crushed Jungkook's heart. Yes he knew the boy meant a lot to him. But the intense feeling he felt when he saw the tears in the boys eyes that were caused by HIM surprised him. It was almost overwhelming.

"why?....." was the first and only thing Taehyung asked breaking the silence.

"i...I used to sleep around with everyone who asked me to.....I would use the moments in scenes of my books....Its a habit of me to do so, so when i was drunk i went back to my old behaviour forgetting that i wanted to change. I am so sorry...Its my fault. My mistake i know"

"i didnt know...About that" Taehyung said. He didnt know the other slept around before him. How come he never knew this?

"i stopped after i got feelings for you...i didnt want to sleep around  when i knew i like you." jungkook said and looked at the floor. "but i lost it that night. I never wanted to hurt you, i dont want you to hate me or leave...in sorry for what i did....I know you dont have anything about a sorry, but i will prove to you you can trust me. It wont happen again, i promise. And I promise on my career" jungkook sounded almost desperate for a positive response. And he kind of was. He wasnt good at things like this, it never happend before. But now he had a serious interest and he already messed up. He had to be more careful and thought full of what he was gonna do. Drinking obviously had ended really bad. If he was sober it would have never happend.

"okay..."

"okay?"

"its okay" taehyung said looking at his hands that were on his lap.

"really?" Jungkook did not expect that.

"i can trust you again, but i wont be able to again if you ruin it again.... I forgive you now"

"why do you forgive me?" jungkook anted to know why the boy accepted his apology. The raven was prepared for his apology to be rejected.

"everyone deserves a second chance. You said you liked me....Then show it to me" taehyung said and looked up.

"thank you, i wont make you regret it" Jungkook said the blonde leaned to the writer and pulled him in a hug. The raven immediately hugged back. Seokjin was right to tell him honeslty. He shouldn't have tried to hide it, it would have been a bad decision.

"this doesn't mean i dont feel really hurt. I wont just forget this...But i do forgive you" Taehyung said. He felt his heart clench at the thought of jungkook most doing things with someone else. He was his boyfriend, he cant do that.

"i know, i am sorry"

"did she kiss you?"

"i would assume she did but i cant remember much that had happend" Jungkook said. If she gave him a hickey then he could guess they kissed too...

Taehyung frowned and used his sleeve rubbing it over Jungkook's lips.

"go wash your lips" the blonde said sounding like an order
The raven obeyed and washed his mouth and lips before returning into the bedroom. The blonde didnt want jungkook to kiss him if his lips still had traces of the other person. if that women kissed him Yes or not didnt matter, he wanted to be sure

"i will hate you if you do this again." Taehyung said when his boyfriend entered the bedroom again. "but now i want to replace what she touched with my own" the blonde pulled Jungkook's collar forward and gave him a kiss. Making sure to kiss the ravens lips all over so he was the only touch there.

"i am so so sorry"

"i know, now eat your cookies." the blonde said giving the raven more. jungkook ate whatever the boy gave him and soon enough the plate was empy. Leaving space for the two to lay down. Taehyung hugged Jungkook, it felt a bit different knowing these hands of the writer had touched a other person.... But he had forgiven. He hugged the other tighter and pushed these thoughts out of his head. jungkook was his boyfriened. The raven apologized and made a promise.

Jungkook hugged the other back, it felt right holding Taehyung. It felt calming and relaxing. How could he have done what he did. What in his head thought it was okay to do so. He was happy things didnt escalate more. Now he had a new task to fulfill.  Jungkook will be loyal. He made a promise.

He now only had to keep that promise.

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I always struggle so hard to write things like this, those come clean?/angst?/make up, moments. But i think i did alright? If not what can i improve next time?👀☺️

Thank you for reading. See you in the next chapter!🐤
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