Chapter - 20

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Chapter 20

Derrek pulled up in his silver 2009 Lamborghini Gallardo; usually when people would see that car they would stare with envy but I merely rolled my eyes with disgust. He looked over at me and smirked before hooking the horn even though I was already at the car. I opened up the passenger side door, gave him an evil glare before getting inside.

"Nice bag." He said sarcastically while looking down at my batman backpack.

"Shut-up and go!" I snapped back.

"Someone's P.M.Sing..." Derrek mumbled as he pulled his car out of the driveway and sped down the street without even giving me the chance to put my seatbelt on. I glared at him once again before I pulled my seatbelt with much emphasize and wrapped it around me angrily.

"Honestly Derrek, why is it you can be such a complete dick."

"Ummm...Because I have money."

I couldn't tell if he was joking or not but either way it still pissed me off. I looked over at the overly muscular guy sitting in the drives seat; he had a snobbish grin plastered to his face. Curiosity was beginning to get the best of me as I finally asked the question that had been on my mind for the pass 15 minutes.

"Derrek, why are you all of a sudden talking to me and driving me to school? I'm not part of your 'in' crowd so why are you even acknowledging me."

"You can blame Trent for that one. He wanted me to keep an eye on you, make sure nothing happens..." He laughed but continued. "I sure fucked up last night, huh?"

I rolled my eyes at him. He was such an inconsiderate bastard.

"I didn't know you and Trent were such good friends." I finally said breaking the silence.

"There's a lot you don't know."

Suddenly a memory from last night I had tried to completely erase from my mind appeared. It was right after I had chugged half a bottle of Tequila and I was drunk...too drunk. The thought of my lips pressed up against Derrek's almost forced me to puke right then and there.

"Look Derrek...about last night-"

"What part?" He cut me off.

"The...umm...kiss." I said as my cheeks flushed red.

"Don't worry about it."

"It's just I don't...like you like that..." I mumbled, "What I mean is...That-"

He cut me off again before I could continue "I said don't worry about it, I'm not attracted to you."

"Oh right, your only attracted you older women." I snapped back.

I had no reason to be jealous but maybe my insecurities were starting to take over and I was hoping for some reassurance from Derrek. Which, apparently I was not going to get.

Derrek laughed his loud hearty laugh, "and where did you hear that."

"Hey, just because I never used to talk to anyone doesn't mean I didn't hear all the rumors. Like for instants how you've never slept with any of the high school girls and that you only go for older women."

"Like you said, those are all rumors." He said nonchalantly.

"So what are you telling me you're a virgin?"

"Fuck no; I lost my virginity to Tiffany in 10th grade."

"Oh, and she's the only girl you've ever slept with?" I said with disbelief.

"Yes actually, she is the only girl I've ever slept with." He replied truthfully. He turned his head towards me while biting his lip as if he were having a debate inside his head but then finally continued. "I didn't sleep with her because I wanted to either. I slept with her because I thought maybe if I had sex with a girl, I'd start being attracted to girls."

"What are you taking abou-" I stopped mid sentence as my mouth dropped to the floor. "Wait are you saying..."

"Unfortunately, yes...I'm in the same boat as Trent-Or should I say closet."

"You know about Trent?" I said in surprise before realization dawned on me. "Wait, are you two..."

"It's an on and off kind of relationship and I'm guessing right now it's off. He was pretty pissed at me this morning."

"Oh my god..." I managed to whisper in daze of shock. "But you seem so-"

"Straight?" He finished my sentence. "It's called acting...I act like a big dick head who's too good for all the girls in high school, that way they don't constantly try hitting on me. Well, aside from the stupid ones like Candise."

"Well, you're sure good at it." I said still completely taken back.

"Are you saying I'd make it as an actor?" He joked.

"Very good possibility." I said while smiling back at him. "Does anyone know...Like about you?"

"No." He said sternly while adding in the same tone, "other than Trent and I'd like to keep it that way."

"No problem; My lips are sealed." I wasn't lying either. Even though Derrek was a complete asshole (whether it was all an act or not I still wasn't sure of) but I knew this secret was not mine to tell. "So...If no one's knows about you but my brother...Why did you tell me."

"I don't know...I guess I feel like I can trust you." He admitted; I smiled up at him in response. "I can...Can't I?"

"Of course, your dating my brother so your practically family!"

This made him smile but just as quickly as the smile appeared it faded. "Well, I don't think were actually together right now..."

"He'll get over it."

"Hopefully..." He spoke softly as he stared out the windshield.

The silence was starting to become uncomfortable as I tried to change the subject. "So why don't you and Trent just tell everyone you're dating. Why do you have to hide, I mean it would be so much easier for you two if you didn't always have to pretend to be something your not."

"Shit." He shook his head, "Not likely, we're in high school doll. If me and Trent let any of those little immature teens know our real sexuality, we'd be teased more than the band geeks."

I shook my head at him in annoyance. "You guys are all the same."

"What are you talking about now?"

"You, Trent, Damen... You guys care to much what other people think; you are all so embarrassed to just be yourselves."

"Okay, Damen has NOTHING to be embarrassed about." Derrek said while pulling into a parking spot. I was so lost in the conversation I hadn't even realized we were all ready at school.

I turned to look at Derrek and said, "Neither do you or Trent."

With that I got out of the car and began to walk towards the school, not once glancing back at Derrek though I knew he was still watching me.

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I watched the rain pouring outside threw my classroom window as my nerves began to spike up. Soon the lunch bell would ring and because of the weather the whole student body would be in the cafeteria for lunch. I didn't know what to be expecting; whether Damen would act how he usually did around everyone else or if maybe by some chance he really was going to change. Either way I was scared for lunch to come and as every second ticked by my nerves continued to grow.

I stared at the round clock that sat above the chalk board at the front of the classroom as the big hand joined the little one at the number 12. At that same instant the bell rang loud vibrating in my ears as my body froze with nothing but my heart rapidly beating.

The whole classroom erupted with noise as everyone piled out of the door hurrying away for their one hour of freedom. Both English and History class had dragged by so slowly this morning but now that it was actually lunch it felt like it approached too soon.

I slowly picked myself up off my seat as I could feel my palms begin to grow warmer. I made my way out of the empty classroom as slow as a slug before heading to my locker. It felt like barely seconds had gone by but I had already dropped off my books and was standing in front of the cafeteria doors.

I could hear loud laughter coming from within the room on the other side of the doors. Already I knew the café was going to be unbelievably packed and obviously Damen lied beyond these doors as well.

"Okay stop being such a baby and open the door," I muttered quietly to myself.

I inhaled a deep breath before pulling the door open and entering inside the cafeteria, which too no surprise was completely packed.

I peered around the large room; looking from one end to the other. Almost all the tables were already taken up with one or two people sitting at them while their friends stood in the long line up to get food. Just standing in the crowded space all alone was beginning to make me claustrophobic. Deciding maybe this wasn't such a good idea I quickly turned around and was only second away from running back through the doors when someone's voice immediately stopped me.

"Stasee!"

His voice rang through my ears like a perfect melody making my stomach flutter around. I didn't have to look to see who it was because only one person in the world could make my body feel so vulnerable; Damen.

"Where are you running off too?" I could hear the humor in his voice as I turned around to see Damen standing only feet away. An amazingly cute smile was plastered to his face with his oh so-perfect teeth shimmering under the fluorescent lighting. His chocolate brown hair was a bit messy but it definitely made him look that much sexier. He had worn-out blue jeans on and a perfectly fitted black hooded sweatshirt.

"Oh...I-uh-I...was going to-uh-go grab...some LUNCH!" I stuttered, obviously not being able to think of something quick enough.

"You're a horrible liar." He said teasingly as I felt my cheeks flush pink. "Here, I'll grab you some food from the café." He insisted while my response was barely a nod of my head.

Damen turned around and began to head for the big line up of students as I looked around the cafeteria once more. It seemed Damen yelling my name sort of got everyone's attention because almost the whole student body was now staring at us in shock. The table only feet away from me sat 4 girls from my grade, I could here them whispering to each other in jealousy.

'Did Damen Hurtz honestly just offer to buy the Rainie girl lunch?' One girl whispered

'Seriously, she's not even that pretty.. I mean look how boring she looks-a t-shirt and jeans? How is that even possible?' Another replied.

'She's actually kind of cute but not as hot as she was yesterday.' A boy from my class cut into their conversation while eyeing me up and down. Instantly the girl beside him smacked up upside the head which made me smile in response.

"Stasee, you coming or are you going to stand there all day?" Damen called for me from the line, his perfect smile widening.

I could feel my stomach fluttering happily inside me while I seemed to be wearing an erasable smile on my face. I quickly jogged over to Damen and stood beside him in the line. Even standing in the line staring at someone's back I could still feel half the cafeteria's eyes on Damen and me.

"Ignore them." Damen whispered as he reached his hand down and coiled his fingers in-between mine. My body exploded with fireworks; his skin against mine was all he needed to do to force me to melt inside and forget the entire world around us.

I looked up at him with a shy smile while he looked down at me with that perfect smile of his that never seemed to leave his lips. The loud noises that surrounded us seemed to vanish away as I became lost in his perfect brown eyes. I swear I could stand there forever, his hand enclosed around mine while our eyes seemed to want nothing more than to stare into the others forever. I could feel my heart beating against my chest as my eyes began to seek out his lush lips.

I felt my body rising up barely acknowledging that fact I was now standing on my tiptoes. My eyes stayed connected to his lips as I began to move closer to him, already imagining the taste of his sweet mouth.

"Damen! Oh my god, where were you this morning!" Candise's annoying shriek broke through our publicly intimate moment as all the sounds around me surfaced. I turned around quickly to see Candise dashing towards Damen; each time her heels clicked against the floor indicating her nearness my stomach would drop lower.

I quickly pulled my hand away from Damen almost the exact second Candise wrapped her arms around his neck. She shoved me out of the way as I lost my balance and began to stumble.

I looked down at my feet just in time to untangle them and prevent myself from falling. I looked up at Damen and Candise at exactly the wrong moment; Candise pull Damen's head towards her as she pressed her lips hard against his.

My whole body went num as everything around me became a loud messy circus of noises. I could feel my head spinning out of control as I became overly dizzy though somehow I had managed to turn away and begin to run.

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