❥They Catch You Self-Harming

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WARNING:
SELF-HARM IS IN THIS CHAPTER IF THIS TRIGGERS YOU PLEASE SKIP THIS CHAPTER!
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-Jin (Kim Seokjin)-

You had had enough of everything. You had Jin had gone public a few days ago. You knew that there would be hate but you just hoped only a few army's would like you. Well you thought you asked too much for that. You had be receiving hatefully messages and death threats. Of corse you didn't tell Jin, he was under enough pressure with their new comeback. You always put on a fake smile when you saw Jin showing him that your not bothered about what army's think when on the inside you were. One day you just had enough of it, you grabbed a knife from the kitchen and went to the bathroom. You locked the door behind you had lent your back against the bath. You looked at your wrists and then the knife. You gently placed the knife on your smooth skin and glided across it. You winced in pain but as you get doing it you didn't feel it. As you were doing your second arm you heard the front door close. "Jagi!" You heard Jin shout but didn't answer. For Jin he found it too quiet and looked for you. When he got to the bathroom he knocked on the door and tried to open it. "Jagi open the door or answer me" Jin said worriedly. When he got no response or no door opening he started banging against the door with his shoulder until it opened. When it did and he saw the state your arms were in he helped you up and rushed you over to the sink. He washed you wounds until they were clean and they got the medical kit out the cabinet. He got the bandages out and wrapped them over your wounds. "Jagi! What were you thinking" he say hugging you. "They don't like me, I'm sick of hate and death threats" you said and Jin looked shocked. "Death threats?" He asked making sure he heard you right and you nodded. "Were going to take you to the hospital to make sure there it infected and I'm going to make an announcement about all these death threats.

-RM (Kim Namjoon)-

Namjoon saw how upset you were from the loss of your grandad. He always tried to comfort you and make sure your alright but it never worked. You felt pain. He was the last grandparent you had and you'd lost him. You didn't know what to do. You were cutting an apple when you accidentally cut your finger. You felt no pain though. You grabbed the knife and slid it across your skin again and again. As you looked at the state your arms were in you had realised that Namjoon saw you, he ran over to you and ripped the knife out your hand and through it on the kitchen counter. He pulled you into a hug and you both ended up on you knees hugging. "Jagi! That's so dangerous! What were you thinking? I know your hurting from the loss but it doesn't mean you hurt yourself" he dug his face in the crook of your neck. "I'm sorry Joonie" you apologised and then he cleaned your wounds and cuddled with you for the rest of the night.

-Suga (Min Yoongi)-

Yoongi knew you suffered from depression but he never knew how really bad it was. Every time he'd come back late you thought what he was doing. Was he at the studio? You couldn't help but think this. One day you were on the computer that you both shared and you were scrolling through K-pop news seeing what other groups have been up to. Then a new one came on. 'Min Yoongi Spotted A Girl!' You were shocked by the title which made you click on it. As you read it tears flooded your eyes by the writing and the picture. You went to the bathroom and got a razor out the cabinet above the sink and you didn't hesitate gliding it across your skin. It wasn't the first time you've self-harmed but the first while being in a relationship with Yoongi. After messing up both your arms with cuts you started crying. You jumped when there was a knock at the bathroom door. "Y/N" Yoongi's voice said. "What?" You asked. "Let me in!" He said. You never answered. The door soon started banging and opened. When you looked up you saw the horror in Yoongi's eyes. "We're going to a hospital" Yoongi said helping you up and taking you to the car. Once the doctors attended and cleaned your wounds, you were aloud to leave the hospital since there was no major damage. "Why did you do that Y/N?" Yoongi asked driving tears starting to fill his eyes but concentrating on the road. "Your in love with someone else" you said looking down. "What?!" Yoongi asked shocked from your words. "I saw the article" you mumbled. "Y/N that wasn't true, it was a fan asking for a picture and directions, I promise" Yoongi said and you nodded. "Really?" You asked making sure. "I would never cheat on the love of my life" he smiled softly. "I'm glad" you smiled.

-Jimin (Park Jimin)-

You and Jimin had an argument. You both said things you both didn't mean but one thing that hurt you so much. As soon as it was said you went to the bathroom and locked the door. You sat against the door crying for a while. From what Jimin said went through your mind and it wouldn't leave. You then felt like your body acted on it's own, you got up and went to the cabinet and grabbed a razor out of it. You looked down at your wrist and glided the razor across your skin, thinking of the whole fight. Jimin heard you stopped crying, he was in your bedroom also crying because of what he said to you and from hearing your cries. When you stopped he wiped his tears and went to the bathroom to apologised. "Y/N, I'm sorry" he said but he got no answer. He saw that the door wasn't locked so he opened it to see blood all over your arms. He rushed to your side with a more tears streaming down his face. You both didn't say anything he drove you to the hospital to make sure there was no infection in the cuts. Once you were bandage up he hugged you so tight. "I'm sorry for everything I said, I didn't mean it, please don't do that again" he cried and you rubbed his back. "I'm sorry Mochi I won't do it again I promise" you comfort him.

-Jungkook (Jeon Jeongguk)-

You and Jungkook had a mini argument over the fact that he was an hour late and his text didn't send. You were so worried, you thought something bad had happened. After your argument Jungkook went to bed and you went to the bathroom. You grabbed a razor out the cupboard and you slowly dragged it across your skin. The cuts were deep but short. As you were cutting you started crying because of the stinging ness in your arm and from what you and Jungkook argued about. Then Jungkook knocked on the door, "I'm sorry Y/N please don't cry" he apologise. "K-Kookie help I'm sorry" you said through your tears. He opened the door and his eyes widened at the sight of your blood. "C-Calm down I'll get a medical kit" he said and ran to the kitchen. He came back and tidied your wounds up quickly. "I'm sorry please don't do it again" he hugged you and let his tears all on to your shirt. "I won't, I'm sorry" you apologise as well.

-J-Hope (Jung Hoseok)-

You were the source of Hoseok's happiness. What he didn't know was that you were really depressed. You always had a happy face on when he was around but when he wasn't you went to how you actually felt. One day everything got too much for you. Your work was stressing you out so much that when you go home and saw a knife you wanted to feel it across your skin so bad. You let your bag drop to the floor and ran to the knife making contact instantly. It wasn't the first time you've self harmed, but you never told Hoseok about it. You also didn't know that Hoseok would be home early so after ten minutes of you being home he came home. When he saw the mess you were in he started crying instantly and he got the first aid kit immediately. While he was cleaning and bandaging them up, you both were in silence, every so often Hoseok would sniffle from the crying. "Y/N please don't do it again" his voice crack a bit. "I'm sorry Hoseok, I won't" and with that he hugged you for the rest of the night not letting go.

-V (Kim Taehyung)-

Taehyung knew about your depression and insecurities. He always tries to help you the best he could to make you feel better and over come them. He also knew about your past self harming but you said you had no intentions of doing it again. That was until you heard and saw all the hate you were getting for dating Taehyung. After a few months it all started to get to you and you turned to self harm again. You knew you shouldn't be doing it but you just couldn't help it. It was early afternoon when you grabbed a knife and started cutting your wrists. Taehyung came back in the afternoon for an early finish since they had a concert soon and the manager wanted them to have a few days off. Taehyung came in with a happy smile on his face because he knew you would be home but when he saw you it soon faded and he got everything he needed to patch you up. He had done a bit of research of how to clean and patch up cuts in case you ever did it again. "It's the fans isn't it?" He asked and you nodded. He gave you a big hug, "talk to me next time please, I could have lost you if I wasn't home early" he said in the verge of tears. "Ok I will, I'm sorry Taehyung" you hugged him back.

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