JUNGKOOK POV

WHY WHY WHY why I can't see tears in her eyes . Why it's hurts like hell whenever I saw tears in her beautiful eyes. Why it is so painful to see her like this. Why I feel a pang in my heart everytime I see her like that WHY WHY WHY.

"What are you doing with me y/n? You are making me go insane. Everytime I see you I feel different sensation in my whole body."

Thinking about all these thing jungkook become more frustrated, liking his dry lips making them wet with his saliva and making them to shine a little , clutching onto his hairs he sat down on his chair.

Knock knock!!

"Come in"

"What happened jungkook is everything okay"
seeing jungkook little tense jimin tries to ask him the reason behind his stress.

"What are you doing here?" Ignoring his question jungkook ask him in return for his beautiful presence in his office.
Releasing a sigh jimin started talking

"Did you forget that we have an important meeting with Mr. Yung today and the meeting is going to start in 45 minutes. We need to leave."
Jimin explained the reason behind his beautiful presence.

"Ahh yeah let's go"
picking up his coat from his chair jungkook made his way outside the cabin and then towards his car where the driver was already standing outside car ready to open the door for jimin and jungkook. Taking their seat both jungkook and jimin start talking about the meeting throughout the whole ride. Jungkook want to keep himself busy so that his mind will be occupied and he will not think about that restaurant girl y/n.

And the whole day went like that jungkook being busy in his company meetings , mafia work , but everytime he got a break his mind started to think about her. He was angry with himself that why he was feeling guilty saying all those things to her. He was angry with himself that why all these things are effecting him. Why her tears are hurting him.

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SOMI RESTAURANT

"ATTENTION EVERYONE tomorrow there is a party for the celebration of the two years anniversary of my restaurant and all of you are invited and it's compulsory for everyone to come. okay I hope you all will come and enjoy the party"
Somi announces news of the party making the worker happy and they start to talk about the party becoming happy all of suddenand seeing them she also start clapping her hands in excitement making her way towards her car and driving off from there.

Happy faces can be seen everywhere in the restaurant, each and every worker was smiling thinking about an amazing party that Somi is going to give.

"Oh my god I am very excited about tomorrow's party. Y/n What are you gonna wear for tomorrow party?" Sana ask excitedly clapping her hands like a small kid.

"I-i am n-not coming"
y/n said hanging her head low because she don't want to attend any party because she don't like being in crowded place , functions and parties as it makes her feel very low of herself
She feel like she is not meant to be there. She don't like the way people judge her.

"Whyyy y/n"
sana whinned making a sad pout with her lips.

"I-i d-don't know it's ju-st I am n-not a par-ty person"

"Please y/n come na or I will be bored there all by myself please come please please please"
sana said showing her puppy eyes and in a cute voice to convince y/n.

"A-ahh"

"Please come na"

"Hm o-kay"
y/n replies with a small smile making sana to smile wide.

"Okay let's go is time to leave"

After few minutes
Bidding a goodbye with sana, y/n made her way towards her apartment.

Reaching at her apartment she took a warm shower and after eating some leftover rice and drinking water and taking her medicines she drift into her deep slumber.

On the other hand jungkook was not able to sleep. Tossing and turning around on his bed was the only thing he was doing because his mind was not corporating with him, a picture of one person was coming in his mind making him frustratingly to clutch onto his hair. Making his way towards the balcony without any shirt on feeling the cold breeze on his bare upper body he light up his cigarette but suddenly his phone started ringing showing his little sister name on top of it.
Picking up the phone call he was able to listen his sister overexcited voice and high pitched voice making him to take his phone away from his ear.

"HELLLOOOO BROTHER listen tomorrow is a party in my restaurant because tomorrow is the 2nd year anniversary of my restaurant and I want you and jimin oppa to come I will not listen to any excuses . You have to come at any cost. Ok byeeeee love youuu."

"Hee------beep beep" without giving his a chance to speak a word somi cut off the call.

Aishh

Smoking for some minutes suddenly a thought came accross his mind making him to smirk.
Calling one of his man he order.

"Hello I want you to bring an latest iphone by tomorrow morning"

"Okay sir"

With that he hang up the phone call and make his way inside the room.

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NEXT DAY
MORNING

Y/N POV

Again waking up with the feeling of pain in whole body , heavy headache and a burning body suddenly my stomach started churning up making me to run towards my bathroom and throwing up the leftover rice I had consumed yesterday. I am not surprised anymore because this is what my morning routine is like. I want it to end my life sometimes. I just want to get vanish from this world but everytime i think like that something stop me from doing it making me realise that somewhere there is a little hope that everything will be okay. I hope.

After taking a long warm shower I wore my long frock dress. This is not like tha I don't like to wear any different clothes but the reason is that I don't want anyone to see these ugly Bruises of mine and also i am not a fan of showing my skin. deciding to do some dusting and cleaning because there is a little time to go to the party I started to clean my small appartments.

After some hours later

Finally I finished doing my house chores, dusting, cleaning, laundry, etc.
It's time for me to get ready. I don't have so many clothes because I don't really have money to buy new clothes every month. clothes are the least thing I spend my money on because I already have so many expences and I can't afford to wear branded clothes. Picking up one of my not so branded dress i made my way towards the to take a shower.

Y/n don't really need to apply makeup because she is naturally beautiful and the other reason is that she also don't know how to do make-up. Letting her long brown hairs flow down till her waist just applying some lip balm and a face moisturiser and putting on her dress, wearing a pair of flat sandals she made her way towards the restaurant.

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"Thankyou so much jungkook oppa and jimin oppa for coming to the party"
somi said giving a warm hug to both jungkook and jimin.

"You are looking gorgeous princess"
Jimin said walking closer to Somi placing his one hand on her waist and pulling her closer to him making her to blush because of the closeness.

"You are also looking handsome oppa"
somi compliments him hiding her red face in his chest making him to chuckle on her cuteness.
On the other hand jungkook was least interested in their talks because his eyes and mind both were searching for the one person but was not able to spot her anywhere.

And finally she entered in a restaurant with her beautiful lightening aura making every person present there to look towards her in aww.

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Angels how are you doin? I hope you all are doing fine.

Do you guys want me to show you y/n appartment and her dress which she wore for the party.

Ahh actually guys I wanted to share something with you all. Yesterday me and two of my friends decided to do video call and we did but they  have such a evil mind they didn't open their camera and me being innocent kept my camera on not being aware that they are taking screen shot of my beautiful potato face.

😢🙁This is not fair right. I am feeling betrayed and on top of that my love not my boyfriend guys I don't have one and I don't need one so yeah, my love she clicked some screenshots and she played with me that she didn't get amy  pics of my face but she did, she did get my pics and now I am angry and I know that they both are gonna read this message.

So listen guys I am angry. ☹️🥱😷
But I lobh youhh both and you also kammo unnie🙂❤️💜

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TO BE CONTINUED.......

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