Jamie

"Love you and thanks again for auditioning with little ole me" I gave my boyfriend a good bye kiss and watched him swerve out of my drive way. He just doesn't know how to act since he's got himself a car, I could've walked. Speaking of cars there was this all black car....tinted windows and everything parked on the side of the rode infront of our house. I entered the house and there he was again....my heart stopped.

"I'm so sorry Jamie.....I didn't expect to see you...I know this is crazy...Im suppose to be dead but I can explain" Grayson walked towards me and I backed up against the door.

"Th-this isn't real. You killed yourself....you died..I was at the funeral." I whispered.

"Yes it is it's me, Alex." He hugged me tightly. "There wasn't a second in day I wasn't thinking about you. I love you. I still Love you and now I'm here to stay."

"How???"

"Let's sit down" he took my hand and led me to the couch.

"My mom works for the FBI....she got in deep in a case undercover and these very bad men....they found out she had a family on the side. In order to protect me,Brock, and my dad we faked my death so the men wouldn't come after Brock because they didn't know she had two sons. But my brother was their next target as much as they know Brock was buried a long time ago. My mom divorced my dad and...and left them and she and I moved out of the country for a while to lay low."

I could feel my hands shaking.....no he's dead and I'm imagining everything.

"Apple Jam?" Alex rubbed my back, he was the only one who ever called me that. Apple jelly was our favorite kind of jam.

"Stop messing with my head." I yelled getting up and nocking over the vase on the table. Two men instantly appeared out of my kitchen and aimed guns at me. Alex quickly jumped in front of me.

"He's no threat! He's my boyfriend..." The guards looked confused and nodded and walked back into the kitchen.

"Alex, your dead. You died because of me" I started to cry I couldn't help it. He wasn't going away no matter how many times I stated the facts.

"No I told you why I died....it was to protect my family. I'm a certified agent of the BAU" he showed me his badge. "Who told you that?"

"B-Brock, my dad, everyone at school, in the neighborhood."

"Jamie I thought you weren't going to make it...you were on life support...in a coma. Your dad said he was thinking about pulling the plug and the next day he told me you didn't make it, so I accepted the FBI's role for me and changed my name"

"You don't know have the shit I went through after I woke up. I miss you Alex....I really" I shook my head and my hands started shaking again. I walked into the kitchen and Alex's mom was sitting on the counter talking to the men. They all turned to look at me.

"I-I just need a drink" my hands trembled as I tried to hold the glass but one of the men took it out my hand and poured it for me.

"T-thanks" I started to walk away.

"This kid has to be on drugs, can't even get a glass of water. Look at his hands..." one of them whispered.

"Get the hell out of my house." I turned around.

"No" the bald guy laughed in my face "And I am the police"

"Get out" I threatened going face to face with him he pushed me on the ground and the glass in my broke and the side of my arm was slashed up. the other guard and Alex mom screamed at him And pushed him back. Alex ran in.

"What the hell did you do!? BOTH OF YOU ARE FIRED DO YOU HERE ME FIRED!!!! Get them out of my sight before I shoot them myself!" He came down beside me and I wined a bit at the pain. When I feel I hit my head on the floor. I touched the stitches that were on the side of my head afraid it had came out. The scratched on my arm was nothing compared to beating Danny had given me.

"Jamie, I'm sooo sorry. Please....just be still" he panicked and I picked the pieces of glass out of my arm and wet a dish rag and wrapped it around my arm. Him and his mom stared at me in disbelief.

"I've been through a hell of a lot worst."

"Jamie...your head. How did you get stitches?" Alex noticed it.

"Why are you back here if you have a new life?" I blurted out.

"After the men were terminated, I got into Helix and we were sent to recruit new people for our school and they picked me as a judge. But we are going to get to see eachother....I promise" he wrapped his hand around my waist. I finally got the love of my life back. I closed my eyes, his lips sparked against mine. I suddenly stop in realization.

"I have a boyfriend." I backed away from him.

"Jamie you and I both know that we belong together. He's only temporary no one can replace me and no one can replace you...we promised eachother." he was serious the day we came out together to both of our parents...we did promise.

"I remember what we said....but Jasper he's not like any other ordinary guy. He loves me, we are in love. He pulled me out of a deep hole I can't just leave him."

"Jamie now that I know your alive im not leaving you..." He started at me intensely. And we both burst into laughter.

"You know I hate when you stare like that. But seriously....Jasper...."

"Seeing him dancing with you...it brakes my heart. Dancing is our thing and you just gave that away. You gave everything away to him." Tears fell from his face. He was hurt.

"I-You were gone...I couldn't just be miserable for the rest of my life. I needed to move on" I tried to hug him.

"You love him more than me don't you?! You think he's better than me!" he accused and his mom was just watching everything play out. She always was the let them figure it out type person.

"Alexander don't make me choose" I pleaded.

"Well you going to have to" he pouted and I dried the tears off of his face and kissed his cheek. "I love you" I held him in my arms we were about the same height and we were both kind of small.

"Then why can't we be together again.....I want you I'm not thinking of anyone eles or no other place then by your side." he said in the crook of my neck.

"Because I've moved-" he cried harder. I couldn't tell him I've moved on...now that he's back it's a whole different scenario. My heart aches just knowing in hurting him to be crying like this. Alex never cried. Not even when he was alone.

"He's been waiting along time. He prayed every night that you'd come back to him. My baby hasn't been the same without you." His mom told me before leaving out the front door.

"I shouldn't have left....Something told me to wait a little longer and now,now you don't love me anymore." He cried and cried. I didn't know what to do at this point. I have problems my self.

"I love you with all my heart, Im not going to go back on our promise" I tried to comfort him. I remember what Jasper did the first time I came over and couldn't stop crying we went to sleep....I felt safe in his arms. We walked to my room and I took off my dance clothes.

"We're going to take a little nap."

Alex roamed around my room. "it's just how I remember it." His eyes came upon the framed picture of me and sitting on my night stand. He stripped down to his underwear to. I smiled he had on these cute spider man briefs. you would swear he was really 4 years old. He half smiled joining me. He laid on my chest snuggling into my chest. His heart was beating in over drive.

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"Jamie, I have to go. I have school."

I woke up to see Alex dressed in suit and a red stripped tie and his hair slicked back.

"Jasper...he asked did you want a ride" he said barley audible. "I just seen the text pop up on your phone."

"Yeah,thanks....your number?" I stretched getting my phone and unlocking it. I let him put in his new number and he took a selfie.

"It was nice seeing you...." he still looked pretty sad. I gave him a small kiss and a hug. "You will see me again at my new school." I got up and got dressed and walked him to his mom'a car.

"Wait....are you going to see you brother?"

"Yeah....later" he mumbled.

Jasper pulled up in the my yard and Alex hugged me one last time before getting in his car and leaving too.

"What was Grayson doing here?" Jasper asked curiously and a grin crept upon his face. "You got in?!" He hugged me and I hissed. I forgot I had that cut on my arm. Another scar to make me uglier than I already am.

"No. Just stopping by." I said.

"Our anniversary is coming up....and I'm so excited for our trip." he smiled giving me some chocolates, a red puppy dog, and a huge bouquet of flowers. I was speechless.

"I wish I knew it was gift day, I would bought you something baby" I squeezed my puppy dog in a hug and it startled me. It said 'I wuff you Jamie' in the cutest voice.

"No it's all good" He smiled.

I pecked his cheek and we headed off to school.
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School was boring as usual. I decide to go to the mall with Carmen and her friend Bre. I need some time away from the drama going on in my life.

"So baby boy, what's been bothering you," she sipped her icy and eyed me and I hugged my puppy dog. I wanted to tell her about Alex...but not here and I wasn't ready.

"My man surprised me with a bunch of gifts for no reason.....and I feel bad. kind of like I've been neglecting him and he still loves me." that was true.

"Everyone loves you, but neglecting your man will cost you major points...valentines day is next week. Why don't we buy you something sexy to show off for him." She hinted.

"You mean like lingerie? I don't think Jasper's into that kind of stuff....I mean the stuff I have him for Christmas didn't turn him on one bit." I sighed.

"Exactly give him a reason to want to use them. Put on a little show. I know the perfect store we can find some kinky things to put you in" Carmen took my hand almost pulling me and the chair over.

"Girl no!" She insisted and pulled me into this store.

"Bre, do you have something sexy I can fit my boy in over here..nothing like what I wear tho.....don't want to scare the poor guy but something that'll get him laid" she giggled. I love Carmen but she is bat ass crazy.

"No!!" I screamed and she pushed me into a dressing room and locked me in. A few seconds later a bunch of underwear dropped on my head. I took off my pants and tried on one of the G strings.....this is fucking ugly I laughed. Some of the other underwear had some vague things written on them. But one pair stood out it was red with lace on the front and the back...well the back was cut out. She knocked on the door and her and Bree slid in.

"Yes. you have to get those or I will" Carmen threatened.

"You haven't seen the best part" I turned around and both of them screamed.

"Jamie that ass.....ummm this is too sexy for you to be wearing" Carmen gawked.

"Why does it look so round....like a big bowl if fruit." Bre tried to poke my butt but I swapped her hand away.

"I'm a dancer....im well toned."

"Your definitely gonna send Jasper into over drive with these." she winked and picked up two other pair of underwear the same kind.

"We'll take these and the policemen outfit" she told Bree. I got dressed Caremen swiped her card and we hugged Bree good buy.

"Who's gonna wear that sexy suit?" I laughed.

"You are sweetheart. Your gonna give him the time of his life." she cheesed and we walked out to her car.

"Wow. Your really sexy crazied aren't you?"

"Just trying to spice your life" she winked.

I enjoyed my time with My bestfriend. We don't get to hang out often. I've been kind of preoccupied lately.

"So how's Samuel?" I asked making small talk.

"He is Same old him. He has to play basketball every weekend instead of date nights......and" she wined.

"You get tired of being lonely on weekends I know. Just talk to him grow some balls and tell him how you feel." I advised her. It was true close mouths don't get fed.

"Will you talk to him for me....i don't want to come off as controlling."

"Ofcourse". I hugged her.

"That's why I would choose you over Nicole in a heart beat.....shes scared of him."

"I am the best" The next time I see Jasper I'm gonna show him how much I appreciate him. I smirked mentally.

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