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A/N: so this was a previously uploaded oneshot and I'm sorry about this but my oneshots has been flagged months ago and I fixed the problem but it still won't show that I've fixed it so I'm "deleting" this oneshots and just copy and pasting it into another spot and posting it. Sorry about that guys! Anyways thanks for reading and as a warning this starts right away with a sex scene.

"Lift your hips up more." He whispered into my ear. I squeezed my eyes closed even more. When he talks like that I usually get so excited.

"I-I can't. I'm already so...." he's inside me already, my butt feels so full!

I grip the bed sheets in my hand. When did I become like this? When did I become so self conscious of his movements, his voice, his touch?

"Ah!" I fist the sheets tighter, pulling at them as he slid further in. He grabbed at my hips, pushing and pulling against them. His chest lined up with my back.

I pressed into him, my mind lost. It's like I can't escape him when he whispers to me like that... am I the only one he does this with?

Ah...! I hide my face in the bed. Why... why did I think like that... of course I'm not the only one he has sex with. We're not in a relationship so ot doesn't matter who we fuck or not...

So why do I...?

"Hey..." he holds my chest, bringing me up to him as he kisses me. Ah! I kiss him back. Don't pull away. Please. I want to be the only one you love!

He pulls away, trying to thrust further into me.

This was a a common thing between us...

It all started one night after getting wasted with my friend and my friends friend. We all went back to the friends friends place. In the end I slept with my friends friend in a drunken state and it felt so good we just kept doing it. We'd just call each whenever we were feeling lonely but lately I'm the only one who is calling.

I keep wanting more. I can't get enough of him. I don't want him to be with anyone else. I want him to belong to me! Ah! I bite my lip, anxiety plaguing me. He doesn't love me though. I know that yet and yet...

"Relax. You're getting too tight." He muttered, his voice rough from the sex.

I moaned out. "Y-you're too big!" I defend though I know it isn't the real reason. He may be of great size but what was actually bothering me was what I meant to him. Why doesn't he text me or call me anymore? I want to spend more time with him... but... when we get together it's just mindless sex... I drift in thought of if this actually means anything to him... just like now.

"I said relax Silas." He stated. My body shook as I pant. "B-but I can't!" He sighed, pulling out. Ah! He gets off the bed. "You're distracted again." He states. I blush, sitting up and turning to look at him as he slipped a pair of pants on. He pulled out a lighter and a cigarette and lit it, walking over to the sliding door across the room to head out onto the balcony.

He had caught on...

I sat on the bed, alone in the dark room. I looked down at the bed, trying to hold back tears.

I should go... I don't know what's wrong with me but I feel sick right now.... I get up and take a shower.

I let the water wash over me.

I clutch at my stomach, crouching down.

What's wrong with me? I feel panicked and depressed and confused. My heart is pounding and my stomach hurts. My head hurts too...

Agh! Enough. Maybe I shouldn't call him anymore... not for a while at least. Maybe he's getting tired of me! Ah! I stand up. That's why he hasn't called me lately. He's getting tired of fucking me! I cover my mouth.

It makes sense. This all started because we mutually wanted to relieve ourselves and before I knew it I was calling him out to meet me almost three times a week claiming I was lonely.

So he really is tired of me?! Ah!!! I shut the water off, grabbing a towel. I dry off. I'll just give him a break and then maybe that'll fix things and we can go back to hanging out regularly and having sex... like it used to be.

I put my clothes back on and head out to the room. He's gone but I can smell his cigarette so he hasn't left too long ago. He must be in his study. He is a hard worker after all, always slaving away at his job.

I walk down the dark hallway and tap on the door to his study. He doesn't answer but I can smell the cigarette. He must have lit another one? He must be stressed if he's smoking so much....

I open the door. "I'm headed home." I state. He exhales smoke and puts his cigarette out before looking up at me. "Okay. I have work I need to finish."

"See ya." I walk out and I hear him go back to typing. I frown. Won't he stop me? I get to the door and put my shoes on. I hear a ding and look over to see his phone. Huh? I look at it, sitting there on the front entryway table. It's a text from someone.

My eyes widen and my stomach drops. I look down. I knew it... he really is bored of me!

I dash out, forgetting my coat there. Who cares he can have it for all I care!!!

****************** 2 months later ****************

"Liar! You totally have a crush on the new assistant!" I laugh. My co-worker, Adam, laughs too. "Well she's my type but I have no chance with her."

I tap his shoulder. "Hey hey its okay. I'm still single and living just fine!" I take another chug from my beer. I've had too many to count but I'm feeling extra lonely tonight and this will help!

It is a work party after all!

Adam laughs. "You're depressed!" He notes. I pout. "Hey! Be more kind to your superior!!"

"Sil—"

"Silas?"

Huh? Adam looks up at someone behind me. Someone else had said my name.

I turn around to see the person I've been avoiding for the last 2 months.

"Valen..."

I stand up, panicking. What do I do?

"Funny seeing you here!" I laugh nervously. I see a lady is on his arm. They look nice. So dressed up. Oh... he must be on a date... I see... "I was just leaving. See ya around!" I grab my jacket from the chair and fish for my wallet.

"Hey, I'll get your tab. On the other hand are you sure you can get home tonight? You've had a lot to drink!" Adam states worriedly. I laugh. "Of course, I'm fine."

I pull out a 20. "Hope this covers it! See ya!" I go to leave when someone grabs my wrist. "Wait! Let me help you!" Adam states, wrapping an arm around my waist. "Oh so you decided to be nice to me now?!" I laugh.

Agh this is so embarrassing! Get me outta here!

"Wait." Huh? Someone else is grabbing my other wrist, pulling me toward them. I lose my balance from the force and tumble into their arms. "I'll be taking him home. He's in no condition to be alone, especially tonight."

Ah! His scent. He still smokes. I can smell the cigarette smoke on him... his scent is so familiar. I love it. "Ah..." Adam is left behind as I'm dragged outside. "What the hell are you thinking?" Valen tosses me into his car. I sit there.

I should be running away. I should be avoiding him so why can I not move? Why am I so weak to his touch?

The ride to my place is silent.

When we arrive I unbuckle myself. "Thanks for the ride!" I cheerfully state, hoping he would leave me be, acting as if nothing happened between us. I hop out but Valen shuts the car off and gets out as well.

"What are you doing?" I ask. He comes up to me. "You think after 2 months I'm just going to give you a ride home?" He sounded angry. "I uh I have work in the morning nows not real—" he cuts me off.

"You don't, otherwise you wouldn't have been at a work party. Tonight is the night of your mother's death anniversary. You feel lonely don't you?"

I look away, upset he's using such an excuse. It is the anniversary of my mother's death but still!

"I'm fine!"

I go to walk away but he follows me into the building. "Why did you leave me?" He asks. Ah! I stop, turning back to him. "What are you talking about? We were only sex friends that's all. It's not like we had a relationship. I can leave whenever I want. What does it matter to you? You really left your girlfriend at the bar to ask me such a stupid question?" I ask, my face red with anger. How dare he ask something like that when he knew how I felt!

"My girlfriend? I don't have one. As for our relationship all you had to do was ask. I would have made you mine in an instant. You understand that correct?"

Ah?! What is he saying? He has no girlfriend?! "Then who was that girl? Who texted you that day."

"Huh? What are you talking about?!"

"That text that said to come meet up for a stress reliever."

Valen sighed. "That was my sister. The girl from the bar too. She is my sister. She just move here from another city. That day she had a fight with her boyfriend and wanted to get drunk with me. That's all. I haven't been with anyone since I met you."

Ah!! I walk away, heading toward the elevator. "Enough of this! Lies! All of it is just lies!"

He gets into the elevator with me. "It's not. I'm in love with you. You know from the first time I met you through David. I was in love with you."

Ah! "T-then why didn't you tell me?! You wouldn't text or call anymore! How was I suppose to know that meant you loved me?!"

Valen came closer to me. "Every time we met up you seemed distracted. So I figured if I stopped asking you to meet you wouldn't get so tired of me."

Ah.. he thought the same thing as I did...

"Idiot! Why would I continue to call you up if I was tired of you?!"

The doors dinged and I headed out. He followed me yet again. I fish for my keys.

Huh?! Where are my keys?

"Here." He pulls out the spare one I'd given to him when we first met. Ah! He unlocks my door for me and we head in.

What do I do?! He's told me he's loved me! B-but why after all this time!!

We stand in my dark apartment. Not uttering a word.

I don't know what to say to him anymore.

He's kept that spare key all this time...

"What if... what if I said I liked you too...?"

"Then I'd be happy." Ah! I turn to look at him surprised. "B-but why?!"

He smiled at me. "Don't you get it? I'm so in love with you that I found out from David where you worked at now and planned on meeting you at the bar. I even made my sister come so I wouldn't be alone in case you rejected me again."

Ah!

"Y-you really... you really are an idiot!" I go to him, falling into his arms. "This whole time I thought you were tired of me! When I realized I fell in love with you I became scared and wondered if you'd ever accept me as your lover! So I ran away!"

Valen hugged me. "Silas...."

I nuzzled into his chest. "I love you..." he whispered. I hide my tears in his shirt, smiling. "Me too, I love you Valen!"

He pulls away, wiping my tears away. "You haven't changed at all..." he whispers. I blush. "Y-you either!" I retort back. He chuckled and leaned down to kiss me. Ah! I hold my breath, scrunching my face up. He doesn't kiss me. Huh? I look up at him, trying to figure out why he stopped.

"I was wrong. You have changed..."

Huh?? I blush. "I-I'm just nervous.. after all, the person I like is making a move on me."

"Is that so? Have you grown shy down here too?" He asks, groping my butt. "Hiya!!"

I grab at his hands. T-this guy! He's too eager! He's pressing me up against his erection on purpose!

"Y-you-!"

He leans down, kissing me ever so softly. Ah... that's new...

He pulls away. "I've waited to hear those words from you for a long time so forgive me if I can't hold back..."

Ah... I see... I smile. "It's okay. I haven't been with anyone but you either.. I missed you..."

He leaned back down to kiss me.

Finally... I'm not single. I belong to someone. They belong to me. I'm in a relationship! "Hey!" I pull back from the kiss. "You haven't asked if I want to be your boyfriend yet!" I scold.

Valen laughed. "Be my boyfriend then Silas... let me call you mine in front of everyone."

I blush, burying my face in his neck.

"Okay.... I will."

A/N: yay! Something short and sweet that meets my procrastination needs! Haha did I write this so I could procrastinate studying for my finals? Yes. Do I regret this? Also yes. Do I give a care right now? No... not at all. Is it the gay hour? Yes. It is always the gay hour here in my wattpad oneshots. Hope you guys had a short and sweet joyous moment with our new couple! I have like 15 other drafts I need to finish.. gomen-nasi everyone!

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