Azriels POV
I tossed around in the big bed.

I sighed, annoyed at myself for not being able to sleep.

My mind began to race.

All of what has happened is a mess...

I closed my eyes, laying on my back.

My fathers dead....

He died helping me and Pierce escape.

>flash back<
We raced through the halls, Pierces hand holding tightly on to mine as we tried desperately to find the exit pierce knew about.

I had broken him out during my 'visit' to his confinement's.

I had enough strength, or should I say charm, to get a gun away from the guard and he didn't notice. I then proceeded to enter Pierces cell where he was handcuffed to a chair, a computer playing a video of me from the hospital bed echoed throughout the blindingly white room.

When our eyes met I fell apart. I took a step forward, shaking my head. The other guard that escorted me in reached out to grab my arm, shaking his head.

I couldn't go any further.

So I quickly made an excuse. "Get my father please. I want him here." I lied. I didn't want my father to know I had disobeyed him but it was the only reasonable explanation I could give the guard.

"I can't leave you." The guard had protested me.

I smiled. "There's a guard out front. You can keep the door open."

The guard was skeptical and for good reason. But when he relented and I was left alone with Pierce I ran to him, engulfing him in a hug.

I had missed him. I was so scared they had done something wrong to him. "Azriel you can't... it's not safe." He was against my public showing of affection but I didn't dare let go. I pulled away only enough so I could expose the gun I had stolen.

"I can't let them do this. Not when I love you."

Pierce stared at me in shock. "Azriel..."

It took a lot of convincing for him start to believe me when I said I wanted to be with him. He argued that he was dangerous. That he would make my life difficult, that if we were ever caught I would be killed.

But I had already known those risks. From the day I met him. From the day he embraced me. From the moment I told him I loved him, I knew.

He was a dangerous criminal. And the government was a scary oppressive monster but they were doing something wrong. I could feel it.

Pierce belong with me. I belonged with him. No matter what I wanted to have a life with him. To be able to kiss him and hug him all I want without any fear.

Sneakily I pulled out a metal paper clip I had stolen from the doctors charts before he released me.

I worked on Pierce's hand cuffs and when they clicked open Pierce sighed. "They have cameras... they've seen enough to convict you now." I leaned up, kissing him as I held his cheek in my hand.

I pulled away, blushing slightly.

"I don't care. We can fight them together."

With such cliche words, we broke out of the cell.

We knocked out the guard outside the cell and bolted down the hall.

Pierce knew his way around extremely well and knew there'd be an exit we could take down a few halls and to the left.

There we were, running desperately through the halls. Our hands were linked together and in that small precious moment I fell even deeper in love.

A group of yelling men appeared before us and we halted. Pierce took a defensive stance. "Azriel I need you to run."

I scowled, shaking my head. "NO! I won't leave you!" I was defying his order, scared that if followed through with them I'd never see him again.

Suddenly a grenade rolled in front of the men from behind us. Pierce grabs me and dove to the floor, trying to get us out of the way.

The bomb went off and the men were blown away. My ears were ringing, almost drowning out all other sound. I was disoriented from the blast but I could make out a familiar figure.

My father was in front of us.

I was yanked to me feet. I looked hazily at my father. Did he just...?

"Azriel thank god your safe! When I heard what had happened I..." he shook his head and turned to Pierce. "Get him out of here. I'll cover for you but..." he looked back at me and I finally gained my senses back.

"I had to dad. I couldn't let them take him away from me!" I explain.

"Azriel... I know... I could see it. Just like your mother."

Tears brimmed my eyes.

When gun shots rang out Pierce pulled me away and my father was swarmed by three men.

I cried out, wanting to help him. To tell him I was sorry. That I loved him. But it was no use now. I'd never get to see him.

He'd be caught and killed for helping us.

When we left the building we didn't stop running we ran through the crowded streets. I was losing breath and my legs burned.

What have I done??
>end of flash back<

I rolled over to my side, letting my tear drip down my cheek. I poked Pierce's muscular arm.

"Are you awake?" I whispered, my voice barley even breaking through the silence of the night.

When I received no reply I sighed and rolled out of bed. I walked to the kitchen and pulled out a glass filling it with water from the sink.

I gulped it down and sighed, feeling my stomach hurt with all the emotions I had running through it.

I don't regret saving Pierce. I truly meant what I said. I loved him and there was no way I was going to let the government have their way with him. The government was hiding something and I felt unsafe there.

They sent me to a world full of criminals just so they could get me to capture him and torture him to get the information that they needed. My guess was they'd use methods of hurting me to get him to tell them the information otherwise I'd be killed.

I'd heard about it many times when I was younger when my father would come home furious with himself for watching it happen.

I rubbed my eyes and sighed annoyed that I couldn't sleep. It's already been three days since we broke out.

We were slowly moving our way across the country, hoping to make it to the outer zones of civilization in hopes of getting off grid and outsmarting the search patrols coming after us.

I made my way back to the soft bed.

Pierce had connections in the actual world as well so when we got out of state we wouldn't have to really rough it. There was a safe house with water and electricity powered by the sun. Nothing they could track.

Which meant no phones.

It didn't bother me too much.  It's not like I had anyone but Pierce that I needed to keep in touch with.

I pulled the sheets up over my body and sighed once more, draping my arm across my face.

But if I can't sleep then traveling and running will get hard... I need to be rested up.

But it's every time I close my eyes I regret it. My father is yelling for me to help him.

I felt the guilt of all my decisions weighing me down.

I didn't know what to do and I was losing sleep because of it.

My life was in turmoil.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Huh? I pulled my arm away and turned my head, looking at Pierce.

He was awake now.

"Oh, sorry. I didn't wake you up did I?"

Pierce shook his head. "You haven't been sleeping lately... you've been tossing and turning. So?? What's wrong? Are you upset about losing your father? Are you scared of running for the rest of your life?"

I bite my lip. Well... he got right to the point...

I scoot myself closer to him and reached my hands out, wrapping them loosely around Pierce. Knowing I'd get too lost in his eyes I put my gaze on his lips.

"It's just... I feel like I did it all wrong. Like I should of helped my father... or that I'm imposing on you... you wouldn't– no one would be in this mess if it weren't for me..."

Pierce sighed, sitting up slightly so he was propped up on his elbow. "Azriel look at me."

I lift my eyes from his lips to his eyes. "There's nothing that you could of done. If you'd done things different we could be in something worse. And don't forget this fight between me and the government has been going on for a lot longer than you know."

I looked down and studied his exposed collar bone. "It's just... I never told my father things like 'I love you' or that 'I'm sorry for being mad at you' things like that seem so trivial but..."

Pierce sighed, sitting up a bit more so he could loom over me while we both laid on the bed.

He gently held my face and leaned down close to me. He laid on top of me and his weight seemed to ground me in the moment.

"Make no mistake Azriel, this is your life now. You can't change it." I stare at him, my chin trembling.

Pierce is right. There is nothing I can do to change what's happened. I made the decisions I thought were best at the time. Perhaps it's best my father is passed away so he can't be hurt any more.

"You're mine now."

Ah!! I'm... I'm his....

I lift my arms and wrap them around Pierce. "I love you!" I cry into him, as if I was some child needing the comfort of his warmth.

And I was. I wanted the comfort of his warm arms circling around me to tell me it'd be all okay.

I settled myself down, knowing how much Pierce hated my tears. He didn't like it when I'd cry. It made him uneasy.

"Pierce..." I tighten my hold on him, bringing him closer as I took in his scent. "Tell me what happened."

He pulled back and we stared at each other. "You really want to know?" I nodded. Pierce sighed and kissed my neck. It was delicate and it was soothing.

"I worked for the government. I was agent like your father." I nodded, remembering such facts, as he has told me about it before.

"I saw things, things the government wanted to keep secret and if I saw anything above my pay grade I'd be killed."

My stomach dropped and I looked up at him, after having been distracted by his lips again. "Did you...?" He answered my implied question. "Yes and I took evidence of it which is why I was so highly targeted. They were afraid I'd show the public."

I couldn't help the small sound of fear that left me. "T-then..?" Pierce nodded. "I tried but I was caught. Someone I thought I could trust betrayed me. Luckily I hid the evidence in a safe spot and the government couldn't find it."

Ah... so the government did something and Pierce questioned the sanity of the government and when he got evidence he was quickly locked away!!

I couldn't even imagine. How long has he been locked away??? I searched my brain. 6 years was it?? Ah for that... I shook my head, growing sad.

What if because of that I had never met Pierce?

I reached up, running my fingers through his hair. "So then...?" I pressed on. Pierce sighed. "I was stuffed into a fake world to rot."

The HUB world... our laws were strict. I realized that at a young age and again when I was sent to a lawless world.. lawless or too much restriction? It was a hard decision on what would be best....

"When they realized I had the key to the whereabouts of the evidence they tried a lot of different methods to get me to confess. I'd be tortured, I'd be faced with moral dilemmas... So many innocent people had to die when their missions of me were labeled a failure."

My heart was racing and I felt the tears beginning to bubble up inside of me. He had to suffer so much! But if he had given them the information they would of killed him! He was already in danger for what he had done in the beginning!

I shook my head. Not happy.

"That's so unfair! How could they do something like this to another human being?! Their laws aren't just at all! To condemn someone to death just to see if they could get information out of them?!"

Pierce chuckled, leaning in to kiss me in hopes of calming me down. "Are you still so surprised of what those bastards are capable of?"

I pursued my lip slightly and looked up at Pierce. It's still a bad thing to do! Haven't they learned from the past that oppression is bad? Too much fear can destroy things.

Pierce's  lips touched the corner of my mouth and I relaxed, feeling his comfort. My eyes fell slightly and I focused on his lips.

I'm glad he made it through all of that though... I couldn't even imagine what kind of hurt he's gone through... I'm sure it changed the kind of person he was... I wonder... what was he like before???

Pierce licked his lips, noticing I had fixated my gaze upon them. I blushed. They looked inviting...

"And then I met you." He states.

Ah, me???

"But... They didn't randomly assign you to me. They were strategic with you."

Huh? I looked back up into his eyes.

"We have a past, even if you don't remember it."

Pierce shifted, making it so his body was above mine. He grabbed my waist, pulling me underneath him. I looked up at him, curious like.

"I met you a long time ago, you were still young. You were with your father."

Ngh? I looked up at him, waiting for more.

I had met Pierce when I was young?  But I don't remember it...? How could I forget someone like Pierce?

"I was your dads partner in training. We were to be assigned partner missions once I was deemed ready. On that day he brought you to work he was already so busy and your mom was in the hospital. So you were left in my care."

Wah! My eyes widened. "R-really??!" Pierce smiles at me, seeming to be amused by my reaction. "Yeah... you latched on to me pretty quickly..." he fondled my hair for a second before his eyes got dark.

"I knew from that day on you were too innocent for this world. I wanted to protect you always." He then slid his hands up my side, pushing my shirt up and I moaned out lowly at the feeling of his hands gliding across me.

I blushed and as Pierce leaned down closer to me I could feel my body heat getting hotter. "What do you want Azriel?" He asked, his voice low and soft.

My body quivered. "I wanna always be with you." Pierce smirked. "I love you."

My heart beat became erratic. He said he loves me! He really said it!!! I rushed out a response, my whole body pulsing with excitement. "I love you too!"

Pierce lowered himself, kissing my exposed chest. I closed my eyes, relaxing myself from his kisses.

"I love you Pierce." I said, after having been calmed down. He pulled away, smiling at me.

"I love you too Azriel. I'm not ever letting you go."

I smiled and pulled him down so our lips connected. Then don't. Don't let me go, not ever.

My life had changed dramatically. But I had Pierce by my side. I couldn't bare to imagine a life without him anymore.

He was all I had left in the life.

He had become my absolute everything in so little time. I want him beside me forever and ever.

I lift my legs, wrapping them around his waist.

"Forever." I breathlessly pant as I pull away from the kiss.

Pierce smiled. "Forever." He affirmed before leaning down and placing kisses all over my body.

We began to lose ourselves to the pleasure.

Every kiss from Pierce felt like fire on my skin. When my shirt was pulled off of me I moaned from the coldness that greeted my body. I blushed, forcing myself to be bold and say what I was thinking.

"Pierce... warm me with your body." My voice was a bit childish but Pierce seemed to be fine with it as he obliged me. He began to roam my body, licking me in such intimate ways.

His hot breath seemed to fan across my body sending me flying toward the edge of that sweet abyss that always accompanied my orgasms.

My hands reached out, clutching at the sheets. "Hurry! Enter me! I wanna feel you!" I cried out.

Pierce smirked. "You're so eager sweetheart."

I blushed lifting my hips up so he could easily slide my pants off. "Hurry. Please Pierce. I wanna feel you inside!" I moaned, thinking about all of those times we shared before. "Ah, hot and throbbing. I wanna feel you inside me!" Pierce, liking the provoking words, quickened his actions.

"You're being so open tonight." He noted.

I moaned, closing my eyes as I turned my head to the side slightly. "With you!" I muttered. I wanna be with you Pierce. I want us to be one being. I wanna be with you forever!

Pierce, noticing my distracted state, quickly took off his clothes and lined himself up.

There was no lube or a condom. He was going in completely dry. But I wanted it that way. I don't care how much it might hurt I needed him inside me as soon as possible.

It's like my body was begging for him. I needed to become one with him. I was craving the oblivion of his sex appeal. They way I could instantly loose myself in our intimate moments.

"Love you!" I moaned out, Pierce pushing himself inside of me. I shouted in pain and pleasure and jerked my body upwards as I clung onto him. "You're beautiful Azriel..." Pierce's erotic voice and his throbbing hot member inside of me sent me over the edge.

I came, ropes of cum streaming of out me. "Ah!!! I-I came..." I say, surprised at myself.

Pierce chuckled. "You're feeling it a lot huh?" I blushed, bucking my hips upward. "Make me cum even more. I want to feel you tomorrow. Right here." I slide my hand down and pressed on my abdomen area.

Pierce smirked and began to fulfill my request.

He pumped in and out of me, slow and steady but ever so hard and demanding.

I pulled at the sheets, squeezing my eyes shut. "Oh~" I moaned.

I cried out so many times, my throat becoming sore from screaming in ecstasy.

The night was growing into dawn. As midnight slowly turned to 1:39 am. I had orgasmed so many times and when Pierce hit his first orgasm I decided I wanted to give my lover some more pleasure too.

I wanted to indulge him in the perks of my body and shower him in my love. "I wanna suck your cøck." I moaned out, Pierce thrusting deep into me and hitting my prostate.

He grits his teeth, looking down at me. "Are you sure?" I nod eagerly moving my hands from the sheets to his shoulders where I promptly dig my nails into his skin.

I cum once more, my body heaving for air.

"Let me do it. I wanna!"

We had been at it for what seemed like hours. My body was exhausted from lack of sleep and such grueling activities but the thought of having Pierce in my mouth invigorated me enough to pull away and push against his chest.

This caught his attention and he slowed down, allowing me opportunity to pull away from him, his thick pole sliding out of me as I mewled at the feeling of it.

I leaned down and took his girth into my mouth, cum still coming from it. Immediately I closed my eyes and relaxed my throat, deep throating him.

I began to moan around him, obscene noises filling the room as my mouth took him in.

S-so good! I'm hard again! Ah! Fueled by my smutty desires I began to take in more of him, bobbing my head up and down.

My hands shakily gripped his hips as my own began to tremble. "Azriel..." Pierce's dark voice caught my attention and I pulled away from him to moan. I looked up at him panting. "S-so good!"

Pierce laid down in the bed. "Face you ass toward me." He ordered. I playfully did so and felt him grabbing my ass and bringing it to his mouth. "Keep going sweetheart."

I squeaked from surprise when I felt something wet slide into my hole.

I, liking the feeling, moaned out loudly and pushed my ass into Pierce's face. He chuckled pulling away. "You gotta