We were absolute best friends. He knew everything about me and I knew everything about him. We were so close and then I told him I was gay. Even worse I told him I had a crush on him and that's when we stopped being friends.

He punched me in the face and told me what a gross human being I was. He also said he never wanted to see my face ever again. So I stopped going to school, which got me into trouble with the school and my mom.

So I told my mom I couldn't do it and she agreed to let me take online courses. I never once saw my best friend ever again. It's been a year since then and I've graduated high school. I will be starting university life today. I can't wait! I'll finally be free from Daniel.

I couldn't believe he'd reject me like he did... I thought he really would accept me and maybe peacefully reject me but to get yelled at like that and told off. My eyes start to sting with tears and I blink them away as I shake my head.

No! I'm starting fresh! I open my dorm room and see some guy putting his things away. "Oh hi! I guess your my roommate!" I say cheerfully. He stops fixing his bed sheets. Huh? He turns around his face completely shocked. I'm shocked too. No fricken way!!

"Daniel?" He stares back at me. "Chase?! W-what a surprise seeing you here!" This huge anger starts to boil up within me. I turn away. "Yeah it's been quite a long time." It's silent for a second. "U-um how have you been?" I bite my lip. Whys he acting as if nothing happened between us?

I set my bags down on the empty bed. "Are you really going to ask that?" I am not going to pretend nothing happened. He completely and utterly destroyed my heart! "Chase I-" I turn around to face him.

"No I don't want excuses!" I shout at him. He walks toward me. I step backwards. "Stop!" I shout again. He grabs my hands and holds me captive. "Chase I'm sorry!!" I squeeze my eyes shut. No I don't want to hear this!!! "I was scared when you confessed to me like that! I didn't know how to react! Chase please try and forgive me! I had no intention of shutting you out of my life! If I'm being honest then let me say this. I love you!"

What?! I gasp and look at him. He.. he loves me? B-but... he said those cruel words and hurt me so badly. And then he never even called me or tried to apologize! "G-get off! I said no!!" Suddenly the door opens and a man clears his throat.

Ah! We look over at him and he stares at us. Damn he's so built. And his blonde hair is so perfect, it accents his blue eyes!! I shove Daniel away. "Ah sorry!" I apologize. The stranger smiles at me. "No it's seems I was interrupting something..." ah he's going to leave us alone and I can't handle that!

I run over to him. "Actually could you show me around?!" He looks down at me, surprised. He glances at Daniel. "You sure?" It's almost like he's asking for permission from Daniel. I don't need his permission!!! I shove at the guy. "Of course!!" And I push him out the door and shut it.

"Pushy eh?" He teases. Huh?! Is he-?! I look up at him shocked. He realizes he's teasing me and looks away. "Well I mean you two are together right?" I laugh. "Ha no. He use to be my best friend until he found that I-" I halt. Should I tell this stranger? Will he react like Daniel did that time?

"Gay?" He finishes for me. I blush and look down. "Yes..." he takes a breath in. Oh gosh here it comes! "Well should I show you around then??" I look up at him. Really?! He-he-!! "Yes please!" I smile happily at him and we walk on.

We spend 2 whole hours with each other and I learned that his name is Jaxon. He's super nice and very accepting of me. He doesn't seem bothered by me at all. He bought me food when I got hungry and we even sat on a bench and talked for awhile about why we chose this school.

We visit all the attractions and important classrooms or just rooms in general. Next he brings me back to my dorm. I sigh, not happy with having to return to reality... is he still in there? I hope not! I can't face him after all of that!! I grab for the door handle when I hear something from the other side. "Oh fuck! Go harder!! Please fuck me!!"

I freeze and turn back to Jax. That's my nickname for him. He said it was alright for me to call him that. "U-um can we go to your dorm instead... just for a while... I think my roommate is busy.." I ask. Jax sighs, frowning.

"He's so insensitive... even after saying he wants you to forgive him..." I hang my head. "Yeah.. well anyways.." Jax smiles at me. "That's right I have to show you how to get to my room so if you ever need me when I'm not around you!" I smile back at him.

He's cheering me up!! We walk on over to Jaxon's dorm and see his roommate is gone. I make myself comfy on his bed and it's quiet between us. Awkward... what do we do? "So... I don't mean to pry but do you still like him?" Him? Oh! Daniel... "well it's complicated. I don't want to love him. I want to leave him behind. He was my first crush. I never really thought any thing about it at the time... but being so close to someone and then suddenly not... kinda hurts don't you think?"

Jaxon nods. "Yeah... sorry..." I shake my head. "No! I'm glad I can have a friend again! Oh and don't worry I won't develop a crush on you! Ahaha." I laugh, trying to lighten the mood. He frowns jokingly. "Aw man I'm hurt!" We laugh and he makes some dinner for us since it's pretty late.

At 10:00 I finally drag myself back to my dorm. When I enter Daniel is laying in bed reading a magazine. I pass by him, grab my pajamas and head for the bathrooms. "I'm taking a shower!" I call out. When I get showered and dressed I head back and see he's still awake. What's he waiting for? We have classes tomorrow... whatever... I crawl into bed and fall asleep.

*4 months later*

"Hey! Chase my roommates gonna have a semester final party. Want to come?" Jax asks. I smile. "Of course! It'll be fun right?" I say. He nods. "Yeah! It starts at 8. See you then!" And we part ways for our next class. I take another test and fret about my grade.

When the class is over I head back to my dorm. I don't have another test until 1... then I have one at 2 and 3 before I'm finally done with my classes. I guess I do have an activity of going out with my parents at 6 but I should make it to the party on time...

I get into the dorm to find it empty. Thank god! Me and Daniel talk but I still avoid him every chance I get. I don't want to have feelings for someone who couldn't even tell his best friend he doesn't reciprocate the feelings. And he could of done it in a nice way but no! Whatever I just need to stop dwelling on him and forget it!

I sleep for about an hour before getting up to study. I study for another hour before the door swings open and in comes Daniel, dragging a girl behind him. They freeze at the sight of me. Well guess my time here is up. I get up off my bed without a word and head for the door. I push past Daniel, carrying my books. "I'm going to study over with Jaxon." I state before walking out.

I have no idea if Jax will even be there but I couldn't care as my heart was pounding and more tears surfacing. How dare he bring a girl back to our dorm on a day like this? What a fricken idiot!!

I knock on Jaxon's door and his roommate answers it. I smile. "Jax around?" His roommate shakes his head. "No he's still in a test." I frown. That sucks. Where else can I go? "Can I come in and study here? I got kicked out of my dorm..." he opens the door wider for me and I scurry in.

Setting myself up on Jax's bed I begin to study again. By the time my test rolls around Jax still isn't back. I leave and take my two tests. I see one of Jax's friends in the hall as I exit my last test.

"Hey! Noah! Have you seen Jax around?" I ask. He shrugs. "Nope. He's almost always with you so..." I sigh. "Okay.. hey you going to the party tonight?" I ask. He smiles. "Totally! You?" I smile. "Yeah! See you there!"

And we part ways. I've become friend with a lot of Jaxon's friends. We're our own little group. I head to Jaxon's dorm and sees he's there. "Jax!!" I run up to him. He looks up from his study materials, dead tired. "Oh hey." He greets sitting up. I climb onto the bed and hug onto him.

"I looked absolutely everywhere for you today!!" I whined. He chuckles and hugged me back. "Sorry I had so many tests and this one professor wanted to talk to me about something and then I needed some energy so I bought some food and that didn't help so I took another test and then napped on the couch in the lounge area before drinking an energy drink and taking my next test."

I frown and let go. "You could of perhaps texted... but I understand.. are you done with tests yet?" I ask. He shakes his head. "One more.." I sigh. "Darn... well I'm done so I'll help you study!" I grab his notebook and look over the notes. "Oh wow you're in such an advanced class!" I marvel.

He grabs the notebook back. "Yeah yeah..." I smile at him. "You've got the smart smarts!" We both laugh and his roommate, Owen, walks in. "Hey get a room already would ya!" I blush. We're just friends... thats all. It's not like we're anything else. I promised him I wouldn't fall in love with him! That would make things bad between us and I've already done that once!

It was such a huge mistake. I don't think I should do it again. I love Jax! He's my very lifeline! He helped me and accepted me with out a problem when I was at my lowest. He's my best friend now and I'm super happy about it!

"Well then I'm napping!" I state. I crawl beside Jax and lay down. I close my eyes and within minutes I'm asleep. When I'm awake Jax is gone and it's just me and Owen. "How long was I out?" I ask, wiping the drool from my mouth. He chews on a hotdog. "Like 30 minutes." Oh...

"When did Jax leave?" "Bout 15 minutes ago." He snickers. I frown. Oh... so he won't be back for a while... "seriously it's so obvious how much you two love each other. Just tell him and get it over with so you two can actually date, I've heard from multiple people that Jax is great in bed."

I blush full out red. "Wh-what are you-?! How-!" Owen laughs at me. "I've known the guy since middle school. We went to school together and in high school he dated a bunch of girls because they just kept throwing themselves at him. It didn't take long for him to have sex with them and every single one said he was so amazing in bed they'd give anything to do it again."

I blush. "Ah! Really?" I walk over to Owen's bed. "What was he like in high school? He never told me." I ask. He sits up. "Hmm.. let's see... well for starters he was in every single sport there was! He was super athletic. He hated takin art classes because he could never draw right and one time he tried out for the play and ended up getting the lead role."

I lean in. "Wow! He sounds so amazing!!" Owen smirks. "He did everything flawlessly. It was no wonder the girls attacked him." I marveled at the idea of such a star being my best friend. I was a complete loser in high school!

Well okay not a complete loser but I mean after my confession I became a loser... before that though I was in speech and did backstage work for the play. Daniel was the outgoing one. He always did the sports. He tried every kind of sport too... the girls worshiped him.

Suddenly the door swings open and a red faced Jaxon is standing there. "Geez... if you guys talk about me like that behind my back you'll really make me blush! And then I'll lose my cool!" I blush. Ah he was listening in?! "S-sorry! You've just never told me any of that stuff before and I wanted to know.."

He smiles. "No it's alright." Owen stands. "Well I'm going to get ready for my party.." and he walks out. I stand up as well wand walk over to Jax. "You were amazing in high school!" I dote over him. He blushes and rubs the back of his neck. "You're being modest..."

"But you were!" I look down at the floor and kind of frown, remembering my high school life... Jax suddenly grabs my shoulders and I look up at him. What's he- "don't be hard on yourself. Don't make that face! It's college now so let's forget high school. Alright?"

Ah! He's... it's like I'm frozen! Those perfect lips and eyes and his gorgeous face. Why doesn't he have a girlfriend yet? He's got such a body yet he's remained single for as long as I've known him... my eyes linger on his lips a bit longer.

They're so perfect. I bet his kisses are amazing! How could they not be! I lick my own lips unconsciously. Suddenly Jax pulls me in and we're kissing. Woah! What does he- I start to melt. This kiss. I was right! I feels so amazing! I grab at his shoulders and moan quietly.

Oh my god I love it. I absolutely love it! I open my mouth wider for him and he invades it with his tongue. Oh fuck! My knees grow weak. My arms snake around his neck and I wrap them around it, holding on for dear life as a simple kiss brings me so much pleasure.

Our lips moved in sync and I starts moaning louder as he would bite my lip or touch my crotch with his. I wanted him. All of of him. I push my body up against his. Suddenly something goes off. Huh? What's that noise??? Jax pulls away from me. No I want more! He pulls out my phone from my jean pocket and hands it to me.

"Better answer that." Huh? I look down at his hand. Oh it's a phone call!!! "Ah!" I grab it and answer the call. "Hello?!" I ask. "Oh hey sweetie. Just wanted to let you know we're almost to the restaurant." My eyes widen. Oh crap I completely forgot! I glance at the alarm clock on someone's night stand. It's 5:54. Shit! "Alright. I'll see you in a bit then!" I hang up. "Sorry I gotta go!" I rush out the door, my face turning as red as a cherry.

Why'd she have to interrupt us!!! And why did I kiss him in the first place?! Ah this is so embarrassing! And now I have to rush out right after such a session! So unfair! I run all the way to the restaurant and see my family getting out of the car. I run up to them. "Hey guys!" Mom hugs me tightly and cries a bit. "Baby I miss you!!!" She sobs. I pull her off of me.

"It's alright mom." I reassure her. She smiles and kisses my forehead. Dad gives me a warm hug and we head inside. My little sister follows behind us. We get a table and talk for what seems like hours. We eat and laugh and cry. I actually enjoy the time with them.

I've learned that my 16 year old sister now has a boyfriend. By the time we're done it's almost time for the party I have tonight. Great! Just in time. I say my goodbyes and watch them leave before hurrying back to my dorm. I come in to see Daniel in nothing but a towel. Oh lord! I look away quickly and grab a nice shirt. Taking off my old one I slip the new one on.

I look down at my black skinny jeans and shrug. This should be well enough right? I glance in our mirror and deem myself ready. I head for the door when Daniel stops me. He wraps his arms around me and pulls me into his bare chest. Wha-!! His lips attack my neck and suck hard on it.

"H-hey stop!" I struggle to break free from his cage. He won't let me. I squeeze my eyes shut. I don't want this! I don't want it at all! "I ha-have a boyfriend don't forget!" I yell out. He pauses and presses his rock hard cock into my butt. Uwa!! "You keep saying that every time we get like this yet I've never seen him." He states.

I blush. "S-so! It's not like I need your approval over him or something!" One of his hands snakes down and grabs my dick. Ah no! Suddenly an image of Jax doing this to me flashes in my head. My body pulses. "G-get off!" I finally shove him away and bolt out the door, crashing into Jax.

Ah! I cling to him. "Let's go together!" "Wha- chase what-" he then looks over at Daniel and holds onto me. "Alright let's go." And he pulls me away. We ride together in his car to where the party is and I end up telling him what Daniel did to me back in the room before we left. He gets pissed off.

Once we arrive at the party I'm overwhelmed by the drinking and partying that was already going on. Damn! It's fun for a while until I see Daniel show up with his girlfriend. After that I start drinking, which I rarely ever do!

"Jaxon!!" I whine as I cling onto him. He's dragging me to his dorm room because I am absolutely plastered. "You must not drink often..." he mumbled to himself. We get into the room and he puts me onto his bed. "Time to sleep." He states but I glare at him and sit up. "NO!!!" He sighs. "It's one in the morning. I think it's okay for you to go to bed now. We've already left the party."

We've already left the party?! "When did we leave?" I ask. He laughs. "Just a little bit ago." I frown. "What?!! Why didn't we stay longer??" I complain. He slips my shirt off. "Cause you're drunk." How mean! I ain't drunk! He turns around and takes off his shirt.

"Damn you are so sexy!" He turns around and looks at me shocked. I smirk at him. "You know our kiss earlier today really turned me on!" I purr. He walks over to me. "Chase what are you saying?" He asks. I sigh exasperatedly. "I mean you're fucking hot as hell and I really really like you!!"

We stare at one another. When I gain no reaction I waste no time and sit up on my knees so I can kiss him. "Ch-chase!" He moans slightly as he pulls away. Our mouths are slippery and coated with our slobber. I lick my lips and pull him onto the bed.

"I want you! God I want you so bad!!!" I attack him in more kisses and start grinding against him. "Chase! Mmm!" He grabs my hips and makes me go hard on him. I moan. "Oh yes!! Yes!!" And just like that I cum. I fall forward and instantly fall asleep. "I love you..." I mutter before relenting to the drunk state and pass out.

When I wake up I'm in some pajamas and Jaxon is sleeping next to me, his shirt off and some pajama pants resting perfectly on his waist. Oh damn he's hot!! Wait why am I sleeping in the same bed as him? The last thing I remember is that party we went to... what happened after that.

I poke at Jaxon's face. He groans and rolls over. I sigh. "Wake up!" I poke at his ribs and he jolts awake. "Ah!" His eyes land on me and he sighs. "Geez don't do that! I'm ticklish..." I bust out laughing. "Omg you're ticklish?! I wouldn't of ever guessed!!"

After my laughing fit I wipe my tearing eyes and ask Jax some questions. "What happened last night?" He looks at me, almost as if he's hesitant to say something... did I do something bad last night??! "Jax?" I question. He shakes his head and stands up.

"You got really drunk at that party. I carried you back to my place and you passed out almost immediately..." oh... "so I didn't do anything... like stupid or like... weird right?" He shakes his head and grabs some clothes. "I'm going to shower." I hop up. "I'll shower with you!" I take a step forward and reach out for him when realize how dumb I look and sound!

I blush and pull back. "I mean like just at the same time not like together..." I explain. He laughs. "Duh!" He responds. Ah! I look up at him. So he wasn't thinking dirty?! I grab last nights clothes and notice something familiar in them. What the heck!!! I blush and hide them from Jax.

No way!! Did I cum last night?! But from what??! Ah this is not good! I hope I didn't do anything like that in front of Jax! Then he'll know how I feel about him! Then he'll hate me! We head to the bathrooms and turn on the showers.

I start unchanging and hop in. We begin to shower when suddenly Jax speaks. "You know... last night.. you... when I brought you to my dorm you... well you said how hot I was and how