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13 : 05 pm




"I didn't think you'd join, ana".


I hum, turning to glance over my shoulder at Gwen seated on a velvet couch in her grand living room. "It was a last minute thing", mama smiled , hanging up the little pink and blue ornaments while I set the snack bar. "I didn't wanna be home alone-", I say with a smile. Alone with jungkook! I had changed my mind after he decided to get touchy. I didn't like the way my body reacted to his touch. The way I'd shiver and blush.

Was I a horrible kid for not telling mama?

Her husband was practically flirting with me. I couldn't help but wonder if he was cheating on mama with other women at his work firm. I stare at mama who was laughing with Gwen. Her smile contagious. So carefree and beautiful. Yes , mama was my biggest flex in life. The bond we shared was so much more than that of a daughter and mother. She was my best friend and right now - I was being a bad friend by not telling her the truth about jungkook and his flaws. What was it about me that he liked? I mean , he didn't actually confess to having feelings for me but I'm guessing it had to be some attractive if he were touching me.

It was the way he spoke. The way he wore that stupid glasses. Damn , he was fit . Okay - let's be honest, he didn't look 35. Jungkook had so much youth within his soul. People would believe he's nothing more than 26. I was starting to see why girls were crazy and always drooling over him. Wait - no. NO! I quickly snap out of that dark place in my mind. The place which admired jungkook more than a step father. It was wrong. Maybe I should come clean with mama but then she'd be heartbroken! I also didn't want her blaming me for his actions.

"Honey - could you get the door", mama begged and I give a nod and rush to answer the door which I hadn't even heard the bell sound because I was trapped in my thoughts. "Hi-", the blonde lady greet. "Am I early?" , she peeked over my shoulder and I realized she was here for the baby shower. I mean - she was carrying a gift too.

"No , C'mon in", I smile and allow her to pass. I hated cluttered functions but hey - this was better than being pinned down by jungkook.






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20 : 21 pm






Dead.

I was Dead.

"And then - I fell into the cranberry juice!".

"Do you remember Keith?".

I stare up at the ceiling while mama and Gwen sipped wine and laughed about their high school days. The function had ended with the excitement of her carrying a baby boy. It was a great idea to have a gender reveal and baby shower all in one. The only downfall was that the gifts would be neutral colors. I guess wearing pink was the wrong choice but who cares? It's over now and we were waiting for our ride home.

"Anastasia went on a date last night ", mama spewed it out and I grumble, placing my  hands over my face while Gwen whistled and cheered. "Hope you guys wore protection-", she joked and mama's eyes grew , "what? Don't tell me you two had sex-", she panicked.  I swear if Gwen weren't pregnant, i would have drop kicked her. "No mama! Don't be absurd-", I fuss and sit up on the fluffy carpet I had been laying on for the past 45 minutes. "Did you two atleast kiss?", Gwen was prying at this point. "Well?", mama raised a brow and I swallowed hard. Kill me already!

"No-", I lie. I didn't want them knowing it was a total fail and he had run back to his ex. "Why not? You were looking so hot-", mama pout and I gave a shrug. "Ladies-", Gwen's husband walked in. "Supper is served in the dining room. You two are staying for the meal-", he ordered with a warning finger. "James , you know we'd love you stay but kookie will be here soon and he's been busy all day-", mama rambled while Gwen continued to snicker. Women and wine- perfect combination.

James shook his head , helping Gwen to her feet. "Let's go eat. C'mon, I prepared it with my heart", he whined and mama threw her hands up , "fine!", she pushed herself to her feet and gestured for me to follow. I had no appetite. I had enough snacks to last till the morning. If I ate anymore- I'd puke a fountain. "I'll be there -", I say to mama who followed James and Gwen. They were grateful for mama. She really worked her ass off to make today special. I know she loves Gwen. Mama was the best.

I lift my buzzing phone to find that jimin had finally texted.


Jimin:
Hey ♡.
Been busy but how you doing?

Last night was fun. We should
definitely consider doing it
again bestie ✨️.


Did he just subtly friend zone me?

I place my phone down, combing my hands through my hair. Why did I feel like crying ? I was too emotional. With a sniffle , I get to my friend and head straight out the living room to the bathroom down the hall. We were just friends. It was a date but that doesn't mean he's my boyfriend. He didn't cheat on me , so why am I crying like a little girl?

I stare at my reflection in the mirror. Bringing my hands up,  I clumsily wipe my rosy cheeks . Eyes turning red and lashes wet. My nose was giving Rudolph the reindeer vibes.

After papa passed , I've just been this emotional wreck. Little things would break my heart. Why was I made of glass? Why did I get attached so fast to people? They'd just disappoint in the end.

"I'm in here -", I say as the door handle rattled. "There's someone in here -", I furrow my brows as the door opened and he peeked in. "Hey. You good? ". I give a nod , trying my hardest not to notice how young and handsome he was looking. "Your mother wants you to eat ", he entered the bathroom and I grip the basin ,wishing my nails could sink into it. "Why are you crying?", he shut the door and stepped closer. "I'm not. Think I got a lash stuck in there ", I sniffle and pretend to search for anything which pay be causing the tears. "Here - let me", he grasped my shoulders, turning me to face him. The man was a skyscraper. I crane my neck,  allowing him to inspect my watery eyes. "Roll them around-", he whispered and I did exactly what he asked for. "I don't see anything ", he furrowed his brows and I felt bad for lying.

"I feel better ", I blink several times to prove my point. "Good-", he smiled down at me. His knuckles brushed across my cheek. "I didn't get a chance to tell you how pretty you're looking ", his compliment made me bite down on my teeth. I was turning into a tomato! I could feel it! "Thank you-", I whisper, behaving as if I were okay with us being this close and him calling me pretty. "Pink is your color ", his index pressed underwear my chin. Ours lips inches apart.

"Why are you crying over boys baby?", he whispered and I gulp. "Who said I was crying over boys ", I mumble, watching his lips curl into a tiny smirk. He knew. "Don't ever shed tears for them. Most of these boys are immature and don't really know what the fuck they want", his thumb gently glided across my lower lip. "He's not worth your time baby and he's definitely not worth your tears", he deadpanned.

I know I shouldn't be attracted to jungkook but damn. He was so hot right now. His cologne strong enough to make my eyes roll back. He had me caged between him and the basin pressed against my ass. "You're a good girl-", he whispered, lowering his gaze to my parted lips. My breathing becoming heavy just by him watching me. His eyes dark and filled with lust. "Innocence is a fucking blessing-", his lips touch mine but he wasn't going to kiss me. He was teasing. But - I lift myself on my tiptoes, pressing my lips to his. I swear I hear him hum in total surprise. I took myself by surprise too!

His hands cup my face as he kissed back. Oh my soul! His lips against mine felt like fire. Soft and sweet. The subtle burn was igniting. I had no clue what I was doing , so I sit back and allow him to take the lead. He flicked his tongue against my lower lip and I part ,giving him access. I cling to his biceps as he snaked his tongue into my mouth. What was I supposed to do with mine? I quickly lapse my tongue over his. His hand held the back of my head so I wouldn't pull away. He tasted minty. The little moans which escaped me was involuntary. He was such a good kisser. The way he gently tugged on my lower lip before exploring my mouth again was insane!

After what felt like forever , he slowly pulled away. Us both panting softly. Lips glistening and chests heaving. He stared down at my crimson face. Now I was shy. Instant regret taking over. My eyes widen and I quickly push myself out of that confined space. "Anastasia-", he called out as I pull open the door and rush away,not bothering to turn back. What the fuck have I done? I kissed him out of desperation to feel wanted! Jungkook! My mother's husband!




My fucking step father!


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