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The smell of make up was intoxicating but not in a pleasurable way. I sneezed alot when the brush would come up and tickle my cheek then nose. The lipstick was alittle too red for my taste. Let's not mention the dress. I will not mention it . Let's not go there .

"Mama- enough ", I sneeze again and she pulled the brush back , staring down at my doll face with a satisfied smile. "My baby is all grown. Look at you , beautiful young lady. You don't seem excited for your first date", she pout , turning to close her make up kit. I stand to me feet, adjusting the dress which felt like the stitches were going to burst.









"Mama, when I said lend me a dress. I didn't mean borrow one from a hooker-", I groan and stare at my breasts spilling out the top. Not that I had large boobs- I mean they were okay. "Jungkook got me that for our anniversary. I just never got a chance to wear it -", she giggled and I felt the blush creeping in from that very dark place.

I had been avoiding the man for the past 4 days. Catching cabs to college instead of taking a ride. Mama hadn't noticed anything off between us but I kept my distance. It was embarrassing to even think about that night and I definitely do not want it ruining my first date. Jimin and I had grown close in this past week. He had ask me to have supper with him tonight at one of his favorite restaurants. How could I say no to his sweet face?

"You look beautiful baby" , she sprayed me with her expensive fragrance. I cough and she swats my arm. "This is why I advise you to buy girly stuff. Maybe then you won't be fumbling and sneezing as if you've got the black plague ". I give a chuckle, placing my hands on my slim waist. The dress hugged my curves. "Doesn't she look like a lady?", mama asked but I realized she was not speaking to me. I gulp ,looking over my shoulder at jungkook who was leaning against the doorframe, staring at me with a smile. "Yes she does ", his deep response made my insides churn. His eyes lower to the hem of the dress and I involuntarily tug ,trying to male it longer. "Stop -", mama smacked my hand. "Do you want your boobs to pop out?", she fussed and adjusted the dress to its correct place.

"Well, I think i should leave now. You enjoy your night at Gwen's " , I give her cheek a quick kiss. Mama was going to stay with her Gwen, so she could be of help with tomorrow's baby shower arrangements. "Don't forget to take the gifts", I say and turn to leave but she grabs my hand. "Excuse me? Where do you need you're running off too? I will not allow you to take a cab dressed in that. Kook will drive you -".

At the mention of that , I felt like throwing up. "Mama, I'm grown. I can take a cab-", i whisper as if he still couldn't hear. "Anastasia, do not stress me out. Just go with jungkook. He won't scare your date", she laughed and gestured for jungkook to take me. "I'm going to shower and pack my bags-", she kissed my cheek and took her towel. "Let's go kid", he said and walked out. I furrow my brows and stomp my foot. Why the fuck am I so unlucky !






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19 : 12 pm






The drive couldn't get anymore awkward. We both were silent and he hadn't turned on the radio. Tell me that isn't awkward !

Being nervous made me ache for the toilet. My hands would sweat and I wouldn't be able to stop bouncing my leg. Anxiety is a killer.

"You said the Grill box?", his voice hushed. "Yes" , I give a quick response and go back to staring out the window. "Do you need a curfew?", god no. He was making conversation. "Are you giving me one?", I raise a brow and he passed me a glance. "Should I?", he deadpanned. "I don't think so. We're just having supper and I'll be home ", I say while playing with the hem of the dress. "So by 11?" , he took the turn toward the mall and I hum in response.

11 was an okay time. I mean , this is my first date. We're just going to get to know each other alittle more.

"About the other night-", he began and I swallowed hard ,immediately cutting him off - "We don't have to discuss that. I know it was an accident and we both feel pretty embarrassed. I just - I'm sorry for being in such a deep slumber. Mama didn't even wake me. I shouldn't have even been in your bed" , I ramble but atleast it kept him silent. The car came to a stop and I don't hesitate to grab the door handle. "Should I fetch you at 11?", he asked and I turn to him.  "Jimin has a car-", I force a smile and he nod. "Be safe-", his face held no happy expression. His brows knitted together and lips pressed into a line. "I will-", I say and get out. The fresh air made me calm down.

I swear my teeth rattled as he sped off. The smoke his audi left behind made a bunch of guys cheer. What was impressive about being an ignorant driver? I sigh out and make my way into the busy mall. I mean , it was a Friday night. It was bound to be busy.

I didn't like the stares I was receiving. Maybe I should have worn a jacket to cover my the dress. Like I said - I hate the spotlight. I had asked several people for the restaurant before actually finding it. This would be my first time in the new york mall.

"Hi", I greet the waitress who stood outside. "Table for 1?", she smiled and I shake my head. "Uhm Mr park-", I twiddle my fingers as she scanned the clipboard in her hand. "Ah yes , follow me", she gestured and I did. Once again , I was getting gawked at. A few rude boys whistled  despite sitting with girls, who were probably their girlfriends.

"Anastasia-", Jimin stood and his jaw dropped alittle. "Table for 2 -", the waitress smiled, watching him hug me. "Hey", I giggle. "You look - fuck", he combed a hand through his hair and I blush. "Beautiful ", he pulled out a chair and I sat. What a gentleman. "Give us a minute or 2", he said to the waitress who nod and walked away. "You literally took my breath away-", he chuckle and sat across me. "You look handsome too", I wiggle my brows and he dusted his coat dramatically, "Thank you ,thank you".

"This is my favorite restaurant. I know you'll enjoy the cuisine-", he pushed a menu to me and I smile , flipping through the papers. "They're quite pricey", I whisper. "Don't! Pick whatever you want. Allow me to enjoy paying for a beautiful lady", he winked and I shyly look down at the menu. "I'm glad you said yes-", he reached over, taking my hand in his. "Why wouldn't I?", I make eye contact and he shrugged. "Not the best looking male in college", was he serious? He was drop dead gorgeous. "You're insane. Besides , what makes you think I would go for some popular hot shot", I scoff and he lift my hand ,kissing it with his plump lips. "This is why I like you", his cheeks flushed pink and so did mine.

"Feelings mutual", I whisper.






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22: 54 pm





"Well - I hope that was the best date of your life", he parked outside the house and I turn to him. "Best? It was my only date", I chuckle and his eyes widen. "Impossible! You're a goddess-", he pinched my cheek and I swat his hand playfully. "Hope your dad is happy that you're home 5 minutes before your curfew-", he got out of the car and rushed to open my door.  Gentleman! We had fun tonight. We had supper. He took me to the bowling alley. Took a few snaps. Ate ice cream and talked about our lives before step parents. I liked Jimin. He had such a bright personality. He was kind and genuine.

"Thank you for coming out with me", he whispered as we walked to the front gate. "Thank you for asking me", we halt. His height towering me. "I hope you'd say yes when I ask again. Which will be pretty soon", he tapped my nose with his index. "Ofcourse-", I giggle and he smiled down. My heart began to race the second his warm hands cup my cheeks. He inched closer until I could breathe his minty scent. "May I?", he whispered and I nod. His lips were as soft as they appeared. I had no fucking idea what I was doing. He flicked his tongue across my lower lip but I keep them pressed together.

He chuckled as he pulled back. "I'm guessing this is your first kiss", he said and I turn crimson. Embarrassment coursing through my body. "Yes-", I whisper in a disappointed tone. Jimin giggled and kissed my forehead. "I'll see you in college. Text me okay", he stroked my cheek and all I could do was nod and head up to the house. How could I have messed this up? He gave me the best night of my life and I couldn't fucking kiss him right? I glance over my shoulder as he waved and drove off. I smack my forehead and enter the silent house.

This would not slide.

This moment will play on my mind all weekend. I mean - I've watched enough movies with kissing involved. So why the fuck couldn't I use those as help? Kicking off the heels , I stroll down the long hallway until I hear some rattling in jungkooks office. With a heavy sigh , I stride to the door which was open. He was in his usual t-shirt, sweats and reading glasses while his fingers clicked away at the keyboard.

"Hey-", I give a small knock and he glanced up. "Hey kid", he said and went back to working. "You're on time", he add and I walked in. "Yeah ", I trail and he lift his eyes again. "What? What's with the long face? Did he try something?", he raised a brow and I shake my head. "Ofcourse not. He's not like that", I defend jimin. "Then? Did you not have fun?", he leaned back in the leather seat, staring at me as I halt infront of the glass desk. "I had fun", i felt like crying. "Hey? What happened?", he stood , removing his glasses and making his way to me. "Why are you crying ?", he reached up , stroking my wet cheeks. "I'm dying from embarrassment ", I chuckle between sobs. "Why?", he asked curiously. "He kissed me", I sniffle and he raised a brow, hands still on my face. "It was my first-", I whisper, lifting my watery eyes to meet his. "I didn't know what to do and now I'm embarrassed. I just , I feel inexperienced for someone of my age", I furrow my brows and he sighed , placing his hands on his waist. "Anastasia, I thought it was something serious-", he grumbled.

"IT IS! Can you not see me crying? Girls smaller than me know much more. I enjoyed my night but I feel so disappointed that I couldn't give him something in return", I rub my forehead and he tilt his head. "It's a date. Not a give and take situation-", he deadpan. "I know jungkook. You won't understand, you're practically living in a perfect bubble. You can do no wrong -", I lean against the cold desk. "Do no wrong?", he stepped forward until our bodies were inches apart. His hands going to rest on the table , trapping me between them. "Are we forgetting that I got you to moan my name?", he whispered, staring at my lips. I swear , no man had ever made my heart gallop. I could feel it beating in my throat  ! Ears! Head! Ass!

"It - was - a mistake ", I stutter.

He brought up a hand , clasping my chin. His eyes bouncing around my rosy face before he whispered-


"Was it?".


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