Chapter 127-Fight with her, for her

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Akash's POV

I saw her dashing to her room and I looked at Maya, glaring at her.

"Why did you've to say that" I said, raking my hand through my hair in frustration.

"I...I didn't know Siya would hear about it Akash and it was just a joke" she said but I cut her off "she's vulnerable Maya, do you even understand what that means?"

"I...I don't understand Akash" she said stuttering.

Taking predatory steps towards her, I said "she's already suffering enough and we don't even know what's going on in her mind. She has lot of insecurities, Maya and hearing this she would think that I moved on from her but in reality I didn't. You all know how she has always been on my mind. She has trust issues, Maya and what if she thinks that I moved on from her?"

I said the last part in barely a whisper.

"I love her Maya, to this day and always will. She's already distant with me and I don't want to create any misunderstandings between us but thanks to you, now I don't know what to do" I said, frustrated.

"Akash..I am sorry" she said but I cut her off "don't bother Maya. You've done enough."

"Do..do you want me to talk to her?" she asked after few seconds of silence.

"No. Whatever misunderstanding is between me and her, I'll sort it out" I said.

"Akash...I..I" she said but one glare from me and she shut her mouth.

"Leave for now, Maya. I've got lots of work to do" I said.

She gave me a glance and then left.

"What are you going to do?" Kriti asked me.

"I did nothing wrong, Kriti. I am still virgin. I agree that the drink was spiked and I brought that girl home but I was in an illusion that she's Siya. I love her Kriti then how could I ever think of giving something so precious to someone who's not Siya? I know women cherish their virginity a lot but it doesn't mean that we men don't" I said with tears.

"I had always dreamt of giving it to Siya because she has always been my first in everything be it kiss, make out, anything. I know I was not in senses that day but as soon as I realized that it's not Siya, I...asked her to leave. Believe me Kriti, please believe me" I said.

"I could never break my promise, Kriti. I would never do that. It didn't matter whether I would remain virgin all my life but I would never give my virginity to anyone apart from Siya, please believe me Kriti, please" I said, begging and sat on the floor, hugging my knees.

"Bhaiya" she said and sat beside me while I hugged her and cried my heart out.

"I'll never break her trust Kriti, please, believe me" I said and I was sobbing by now.

"Shhh...shhh I believe you, bhaiya" she said and stroked my hair.

"But she will not" I said, barely in a whisper.

"She'll, bhaiya, If not now but with time and I am sure she'll" she said.

"Please Kriti, don't let her go. I've got her after a lot of struggle and with god's race. I don't want her to go away from me. Please Kriti, please, I beg you. It's okay if she doesn't marry me, It's okay if she doesn't want to be with me, it's okay if she hates me but please, don't let her go from here, please Kriti" I said, joining my hands in front of her.

"I'll die if she goes away from me, please Kriti" I said, sobbing on her shoulders.

"Akash" Sid said and crouched to my level.

"Please Sid" I said and he hugged me.

Sitting beside me, he tried to soothe me by patting my back and I kept my head on his shoulder.

"Please Sid, I was stupid to let her go. Please I beg you, please stop her from going away from me. Please Sid" I said and sobbed on his shoulder.

"Shh...shh Akash, please don't cry" he said and caressed my back to calm me down.

"She'll, she'll leave me" I mumbled.

"No she will not leave you Akash and how do you know that she will leave you? Did she say anything of that sort?" he asked me and I shook my head.

"She's not even talking to me and she has already said that she doesn't wish to marry me. What if after hearing what Maya said, she misunderstands me?" I said.

"Siya said that she doesn't want to marry you?" he asked and I nodded with tears in my eyes.

"Did you talk to her about it?" he asked, coming back to the main point of discussion.

I am glad he didn't ask me about what Siya said to me about marrying me.

"No" I shook my head, wiping my tears.

"Then how can you be so sure that she'll leave you?" he asked me.

"I...I don't know Sid. Since the time she has come back and she has talked to me, I feel like she'll leave me. Though she hasn't said anything of that sort but what if it comes out to be true? Though she agreed to come with me and is living with all of us that doesn't mean she can't go leaving me and even the thought of her leaving me is enough to knock the wind out of me" I said.

"I don't know Sid, I've done a lot of mistakes when it comes to her and I am always in a constant fear that she'll leave me alone. I don't know if I deserve her or not, Sid but please, please don't let her go. I'll die this time Sid, I'll die" I said and sobbed hard.

"Please don't cry Akash. If you start crying over it then how will you be able to win her heart? If you lose hope over her, how will you bring her back? Were you not determined to bring your old Siya back when you saw her at her home?" he asked me and I nodded my head.

"Then how will you bring her back when you keep all these negative thoughts within you? I know there's a lot of difference between you and her but be patient, Akash. You need to make her understand that she's the only girl you've ever wanted to be with and spend the rest of your life with" he said, keeping his hand on my shoulder.

"Clear the misunderstanding. Don't forget that she's in depression and she needs care. If she didn't want to be with you, why would she come all the way to altogether a new country?" he asked.

He did have a point. Siya, though disappointed in me has come all the way to be with me and Kriti.

"Don't you think it indicates that she somewhere needs you and it's your responsibility that you now live up to her expectations?" he asked.

"Don't you want to bring her back?" he asked and I nodded.

"Then go get her, man. She's your life, fight for her. Fight to be with her. You've left her in her most vulnerable situation and now when she is with you, let her know that she matters to you, the most. So what if she misunderstands you? So what if she accuses you? This is the right time to show her what she actually means to you and what importance she holds in your life. Show her man, show her that she is your queen" he said, wiping my tears.

"He's right bhaiya. She has this thought roaming in her mind that that you didn't keep her your priority. Show her that she's the only one for you. You need to fight with her, for her" Kriti said and gave me an encouraging smile.

They were right. I can't let any misunderstanding brew the seeds of doubts in her mind. I can't let this stupid reason make Siya hate me.

I'll fight for her.

Siya's POV

What I heard was something that I never expected at all.

How could he do this to me?

I can never forgive him.

I was right now seated on the swing with a book in my hand but tears weren't stopping to flow from my eyes.

I gave him everything, my love, my life, my soul but I guess I am really not worth it or why would he be with any other woman?

Now I am dead sure that whatever he is doing for me is just out of guilt and nothing else.

I was furiously wiping my tears and my vision was becoming blurry because of constant damping of my eyelashes but what can I do.

It was something I never expected to happen.

Busy in my thoughts, I was just reading the book that he gave me yesterday 'you can win.'

"What's there to win when I've lost everything" I mumbled and closed my eyes.

The pain in my chest was unbearable. It was like I was stabbed a thousand times in my heart but even then I had to keep fighting, to survive.

I can't be week.

I have endured a lot of things alone and I am sure I can get over this pain as well.

But even then it hurts, a lot.

May be because I gave him my everything but still...it wasn't enough.

Still with closed eyes, I rested my head on the cushion while I was still lost in my thoughts and kept the book on my chest.

I then heard a faint sound of door knock and my eyes opened on it's own.

"Come in" I said, wiping my tears.

I then heard slow footsteps approaching me and I knew who it was.

I chuckled at the irony. I could even recognize his footsteps and here he was ready to give something so precious to someone that wasn't me.

"Si...Siya" he said and I closed my eyes.

"Yes, Akash" I said and wiped my tears which were welled up in my eyes.

"Siya...trust me" he said and I scoffed.

"Trust did you say?" I asked and turned to look at him.

"Siya, please I can explain" he said but I cut him off.

"I've had enough, Akash. I told you right that I don't expect anything from you so you need not explain me about anything that you did when I was...away" I said and turned around.

"Please, Siya" he said and when I looked at him, my heart was breaking into millions of pieces.

His hair was dishelved, eyes were blood shot, indicating that he had been crying.

"What do you want to say?" I asked.

"I...believe me Siya, my drink was spiked and the girl...I thought it's you because I was just thinking about you. Trust me Siya, as soon as I got know that it's not you, I just asked her to leave this place. I can never ever think of doing something like that with anyone apart from you. I promised that I would give my virginity to you and I still abide by it, Siya. Please, believe me" he said in a pleading tone.

I stared at him for a few seconds and stood up from the swing.

Crossing my hands on my chest, I said "I don't believe you and moreover it shouldn't matter to you what I think."

He looked at me with a shocked expression while tears were welled up in my eyes.

Then he did something that I had never thought he would do.

He kneeled down in front of me and wrapping his arms around my stomach, said "I know you don't trust me, Siya, but please, trust me. I've never ever touched anyone apart from you. You're the only one for me. Even though I thought that you're married, I never even glanced at any girl. Please Siya, trust me. I don't know how to make you believe it but I don't have anything except truth to tell you. Please Siya, please, believe me. Your opinion about me matters the most Siya, please believe me."

He was crying like a child while I just kept my hands on his hair and caressed it while tears welled up in my eyes made it's way to his hair.

When I looked down, he was already looking at me with so much hope.

"Please Siya, I don't know how to prove it to you that I am still a virgin" he said and wiped his tears furiously.

"I know we've fair share of problems but please trust me Siya, I would never lie to you. I'll never break your trust. How can I even think of giving something so precious to someone that's not you. You won't believe, I was just imagining her to be you but then when I felt that it's not you, I asked her to leave" he explained to me, like a child explains about it to his mother.

"You've always been the one for me, Siya. How could I even think of breaking my promise of giving my virginity to you?" he asked.

"I know, you don't trust me, Siya but please, please trust me on this. You're the only one for me" he said and stood up.

Taking my hands in his, he said "please I'll do anything to make you believe that I am still virgin."

I stared at him for a few seconds and then millions of thoughts started making it's way to my head.

'My Akash would never lie to me' I always had this feeling and something told me, whatever he was saying was the truth.

His bloodshot eyes, his desperate behavior to prove his point to me were all the proof that probably he wasn't...lying.

"Did you...did you do anything with her?" I asked him skeptically and looked away.

"You..you mean make out?" he asked stuttering and I felt a pang of hurt hit my heart because a person stutters only when he's lying or he's nervous.

I nodded my head.

"We...well she was under me" he started saying and closing my eyes, I took my hands from his hands.

"Siya, Siya please listen to me. As soon as I was about to kiss her, I felt that she's not you and then when I focused on her face she wasn't you. Before anything could happen, I simply asked her to leave" he said.

"You...you didn't kiss her?" I asked, gulping.

"No Siya, believe me. I didn't do anything with her and if I would've done anything with her or any girl for that matter, I would never hide it from you because you know very well that I would never lie to you" he said and I could see sincerity in his eyes.

"Really?" I asked him, again.

"Yes" he said and took my hands again in his.

Hugging me and keeping his chin on my head, he said "I couldn't even think of anything like that, Siya. I know we've trust issues but please trust me that I would never lie to you."

Kissing my head once, he caressed my back and then I said something which I know was right.

"I believe you" I mumbled in his chest which I am sure he must have heard.

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