Chapter 28 (END)

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LARISSA'S POV

I was awaken from my light sleep by my little Allesandra's. I turned my head to Carmen "I'm sorry sweetheart. I think she is hungry." I smile and hold my arms out to take the baby. As I kiss her tiny face, Carmen unties the back of my gown for me. I hold Allesandra up to my breast and she latches on and sucks as if she is starving. I wince at the pain of her first mouthful and then relax as the pain subsides.

Then I feel a gush of fluid between my legs. "Uhh Carmen? Can you please push the button for the nurse?" Carmen rushes to push the button "What's wrong Larissa?" "It's nothing to worry about but I think my bleeding has gone from heavy to a rushing river." Just then the nurse came in. "What can I help you with?" She said "My bleeding is really bad."

She smiled at me "Did it start gushing when the baby started nursing?" I nodded my head. "Yes followed by more cramping." The nurse grabbed some towels. "That's very normal for most women. The baby sucking induces the bleeding. It will be this way for a few days and then become less bleeding as your uterus heals. You are sitting on a very large pad so don't worry about the blood. I will get you cleaned up after the baby is finished eating."

Just then Allesandra stopped sucking and she was asleep. "Carmen can you burp her so I can get cleaned up." Carmen took the baby "Larissa I am going to clean you off and push on your abdomen to make sure your uterus will tighten in response and the bleeding slows." I lay back and she pushes on my stomach and I fell more blood gushing and my uterus cramping.

"That's very good. You seem to be right on for healing. In 15 minutes I will bring you more pain meds." I look up at her "Is it ok if I get up to use the bathroom?" I ask " Yes of course. I will help you into the bathroom the first time and show you how to use this." She held up what looked like a squirt bottle. She helped me stand up and I felt like I was so swollen I could hardly walk.

"Ouch! I feel 10 times the normal size down there." Emily responded "Yes you are quite swollen. You stretched and tore a lot. Then stiched back up. That causes a lot of swelling. The ice will help. You will continue this at home as long as you need it." We walked into the bathroom and she helped me lower myself to the toilet.

"The urine will burn the tear you have but that will also improve with time because of the birth and stiches you shouldn't wipe yourself like you normally would. You take this water bottle and squirt the water on your vagina and then very lightly pat yourself to get the extra moisture off but do not do it too much. you can tear those stitches. Especially as the stitches begin to dissolve."

I followed her instructions as she watched and helped me as needed. When I patted dry, I felt like I was on fire. When we came back into the room Carmen was sleeping on the couch against the wall while Allesandra slept on her chest. Carmens arms were wrapped so gently but firm around her. I smiled at the scene. "You should also get some sleep while you can ok?" I nodded and fell asleep.

After a few hours I woke up needing to use the bathroom again. Carmen was asleep and the baby was gone "Where is Allesandra?" I asked "The nurse took her for some routine test to make sure we are all set to go home tomorrow." I smiled at her and she walked over to me. "Can you please help me stand? I need to pee again." Carmen was instantly by my side helping me stand. Even though I had a pad on this time that felt bigger than an adult diaper, the blood that gushed out of me was so rapid that it overflowed the pad and it ran down my leg and pooled at my feet.

"Damn not again." I started crying "SHhh sweetheart. The nurse said to expect this to happen." I waved it off. I know. My hormones are still raging." She smiled at me and helped me to get on the toilet. "I will leave you to it and I will get the nurse back to get things cleaned up." I nodded and Carmen walked out.

Finally we are home. I can't wait to get into my own bed. The baby was sleeping and I knew she would want to eat soon. So I sat on the couched for a while. I dozed off for a bit and then woke up to feed the baby. Our first day home was nice. I am definitely ready to sleep. I woke up at 2 am to a crying baby, a bed full of blood and a very wet shirt full of breast milk. Once again I started to cry.

"Larissa here is the baby. Feed her and then once she is asleep I will take care of you ok? Don't worry. This won't last forever." Carmen is trying to reassure me. "I know Carmen but this is so much worse than with Hope." Carmen sat next to me.

"The doctor explained that. With Hope you didn't breast feed or tear like you did this time. Plus your whole uterus is one big wound. It will bleed until it heals. It will take weeks but each day will be better." She kisses my cheek. "Still love me? Even with blood and breast milk all over me?" Carmen chuckles "I love you even more."

It has been 8 long weeks of no sex at all while I have been healing. I have offered many times to give attention to Carmen's needs but she insisted that as long as I couldn't have sex, she wouldn't either. She has been so sweet and understanding. Even through all my mood swings that have been even worse in this recovery time.

But today I got the ok that I am healing enough for sex. I called my mom and asked if Hope and Allesandra can stay with her for a few hours tonight to give us some time without interruption. Carmen walked into the house and walked up to the room where she found me without any clothes on. "This is the best sight I could ever come home to. Where are the girls?" "At my moms house." Carmen walked to the bed. "Does this mean you got the green light for sex?" I nodded and opened my legs to her.

"No more bleeding, stiches or swelling." Carmen pulled me into the most passionate kiss I have ever felt. Carmen raised her hand to my right breast and squeezed. I was horrified as breast milk squirted her in the face.

"Oh Carmen. I am SO sorry. This is awful! You probably never want to touch me again." I start crying and move to get up but Carmen grabbed my hand and brought me back down to her. "Actually I want you even more. Honey it's just milk. Anything that comes from you is heavenly." She bends down and sucks my breast and then brings me into a kiss that allows me to taste the milk. "See? Sweet."

That started a very hot make out session. Then we hit another problem. All the extra hormones have made me so dry that when Carmen inserted her fingers it burned instead of giving pleasure. She noticed that I tensed up. "It hurts because it's so dry instead of wet not you?" I looked at her in surprise. "Yes. How did you know?" Carmen reached for something in the bed side table.

"I did some research because I wanted to make sure I didn't hurt you this first time. I picked up some special lubricant for us. Cinnamon flavored." She held it up "I love you so much, Carmen. You are so sweet. You realize this might go on the whole time I am breastfeeding right?"

She nodded "Yes I know and it's very important to breastfeed. I fully support you in that. Besides these, lubes will be fun." She smiled at me and put the lube on her fingers and then inserted them back into my opening. I moaned in response. The pain turning into complete pleasure.

After we both had our 3rd orgasm we stopped counting and made love until we fell asleep from exhaustion only this time it was from pleasure......


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