Camilla's POV
I'm in pain. Physically and mentally. I cant believe Gabi would betray me like that.I have no choice but to go home now, to see Liam.. I was crying, mascara dripping down my face. As soon as i opened the door i saw Liam on the sofa with his friends.. Lucas , Noah and Carlos.
Are you fucking joking? Did they have to be here right now. When i'm at my worst.
They all turned their heads to look at me. Tears dripping down my face. Liam looked concerned . He stood up then walked over to me.

"Cam.. what happened"

i wasn't in the mood to deal with him.

"Fuck off" i said pushing him to the side then running upstairs to my room.

"Camilla.." he sighed walking upstairs to me.

"Liam piss off" i shouted as him.

"Calm down.." he said taking my hands

"No, go back to your friends" i said shoving his hands away

"Why are you acting like this?! Just open up to me?!" he said frustratedly.

"So now you have time for me" i yelled

"What the fuck does that mean..?"

"Your not the same." i sobbed

"Your not here for me anymore. You never talk to me anymore. You never spend time with me"i said shouting.
I knew his friends could hear us. Including Carlos. But i didn't give a shit. I had to let it all out.

"Camilla.."

"I'm not done! Your too busy with hockey or Daisy or your friends to see your sister is hurting"

"Your busy with figure skating too! So why are you acting like this is my fault?!" he yelled in my face.

"Get out" i screamed whilst still crying.

"Fucking hell" he whispered , walking out of my room.

I had enough of everything.

i wanted it all to go away. The pain. I got out my scissors.. Lifting my sleeves. Then making sharp cuts on my upper arm. It distracted me from the pain. Then i heard someone coming up.

"Hey camilla.. We need to talk" Carlos said leaning into my room.

"What the fuck are you doing?" he asked coming towards me sitting on the floor next to me.

"Go away please" i begged him

he held my arm. Carefully inspecting every cut.

"You started again" he looked into my eyes full of worry

"I don't care" i said looking down

"You don't deserve the pain" he said kissing my cuts making me less tense.

"It's already done" i sighed tears coming down my face as i pulled my arm out of his grip pulling my sleeve down.

"Can you go?" i said looking as him with hate

"No i'm not going" he said making himself comfortable next to me.

"Why are you here?" i said closing my eyes from being annoyed.

"Talk to me" he said smiling

"You think i'm gonna talk to you?" i scoffed

"You were kissing another fucking girls after we just broke up" i said shaking my head

"I know it was wrong.. but i was drunk and in pain"

"everything's gone upside down after you left me" i said starting to cry again

"Talk to me" he said stroking my hair.

"No" i sighed closing my eyes

"Camilla please. Don't think of me as your ex right now. Think of me as a friend."

i looked at him with a dead stare.

I explained to him everything. About Gabi and Liam. He just nodded and looked at me. He's a good listener.

"That's a lot" he smiled

"Yeah.." i said wiping my eyes.

"Come here" he said then hugged me. I signed. It was relaxing. I felt protected in his big arms. I laid on his lap and he stroked my hair. In the moment i didn't hate him.

"Thanks" i said smiling at him

"You needed it" he said

I wanted to apologise to him. About ghosting him, but i was hesitating to.
Fuck it.

"By the way" i said sitting up again

"Hm?"

"I'm sorry." i said putting my hands on my neck.

"It's ok" he smiled. I think he was waiting for that.

I smiled back at him. I was desperate to kiss him. Just once more. I needed to feel his lips again.

"Fuck i wanna kiss you" he said cutting the eye contact. He turned his head away from me. I turned his head back with my hand then kissed him. A deep kiss. Meaningful kiss. It was amazing. I was waiting to feel his touch again. That feeling came back to me. Butterflies.

"Shit." i whispered.

"Never thought i would've gotten to do that every again." he said awkwardly

"Must be your lucky day"

"Guess so" he smiled then got up. I guess it would've been awkward if he said bye. But i was too busy thinking about that kiss to care.

Dang. They really can't stay apart from each other. As you can tell these chapters are full of drama. Hopefully your prepared.