Tajik Williams|Pooter.

                   "EVERYTHING looks okay, I'm very concerned with your blood pressure though Jodecy." Dr. Torres said making me look up from my phone. "It's extremely high, have you been stressed a lot lately?"

"Yes." I said before she could say anything. "Very stressed."

"That is not good for you or the baby, Jodecy. I'm trying to help much as possible but you're blood pressure is extremely way too high, the next is gonna be bed rest."

"I'm only four months." Jodecy said.

"I know that, but if it's this bad now and nothing changes that will be the only option. I'm trying to ensure you a healthy baby that you can be here to see grow up." Dr. Torres said wiping her stomach off. "Whatever you've been doing, cut back or don't do it at all."

"Okay." she said sitting up. "But the baby is okay?"

"The baby seems to be doing fine, it's you I'm concerned about." I shook my head.

Tootie is so damn stubborn, tryna do everything by herself when she has people around her willing to help. Dumbass.

"Stop shaking your head." Tootie said as I helped her off the table, she ain't look pregnant at all. Not even a little.

"Nah cause you pissing me off." I said.

"How I'm passing you off, Pooter?" she asked rolling her eyes.

"Because you steady acting fucking stupid, I ain't never seen no dumbass who would rather be lonely and do shit all by themselves, knowing the risk instead of grow the fuck up and move on from some shit that happened months ago." I said. "You just do dumb shit."

"I'm gon tell him, Pooter." she said buckling her seatbelt as I pulled off.

"When?" I asked glancing over at her. "Cause you giving me bitter baby mama."

"No the fuck I am not." she laughed looking down at her phone.

"Yes you are." I said. "You hungry?"

"Yes." she nodded. "I want a puppy."

"That motherfucker gon die the day you get it." I said making her gasp.

"Why would you just say that?"

"Because it is, gon starve right to death." I said. "What do you want to eat?"

"Tubbys." she said and I smacked my lips. "And no its not, I want a golden doodle."

"You just had that shit." I said. "And I don't know what you telling me for cause I'm not finna be a accessory to animal cruelty."

"And I want it again!"

"Fat fuck." I mumbled biting the skin on my lip.

"Stop doing that ugly and I'm not fat bitch." she said picking up my phone and answering. "Hey bae."

"Hey mama." Kenzie spoke through the phone. "Where y'all at?"

"Tubbys." Tootie said smiling and I turned my face up. Stupid pregnant ass.

"That's all you damn eat, shit not that good." Kenzie said.

"It is though." Tootie nodded as I parked my car. "Here I'll be back."

"You want me to go?" she shook her head grabbing her wallet and getting out the car.

"Hi bug." Kenzie said once I looked down at the phone. "I miss you."

"I miss you too." I frowned. "Where you at?"

"Just left the grocery store, my mama making some of the baby shower meatballs." I chuckled at her calling them that.

"I'm coming over then." her mama could cook her ass off.

"I ain't invite you." she said making me shrug.

"I don't give a fuck." I said.

"I don't know what I should get Toot for her birthday." she said smacking on some candy.

"Ima get her a puppy." I told her. "She said she want a golden doodle."

"My aunt had a golden doodle, they so fucking cute. They just get so big."

"She like big dogs, I had a big ass pit bull when I was younger and that bitch liked Toot ass more than she liked me, that's why the bitch died." I said biting the skin on my lip again.

"Stop doing that and that's not funny." Kenzie laughed making me shrug my shoulders. "It's a surprise?"

"Yeah so don't say shit." I told her.

"I talked to my dad earlier." she said.

"And what happened?" I asked making her shrug.

"I don't know it was weird, I think he's been taking his medicine or something because he was really calm. He just apologized and stuff I kinda felt a little bad because we were all he had and we just left him down there with nobody." she said. "It was just weird."

"Don't feel bad about leaving because it was the best decision and it still is, obviously for him too if he taking his medicine now." I said. "Y'all went through some shit to push y'all into leaving, your reasons were valid, don't feel bad for doing something that kept you safe."

"Yeah I know but it's just." she shrugged.

"It's just what?" I asked. "Say it."

"I don't know, Taj, I really don't." she said.

"Figure it out and when you do speak up." I told her.

"Okay." she nodded. "We'll watch Tiger King when you come over?"

"We can." I nodded watching Tootie skip her funky ass to the car. "Took you long enough fat bastard."

"Shut up whore." she said stuffing curly fries in her mouth.

"That shit stink." I said turning my face up.

"You stink." I smacked her hand, making fries fall out her hand. "You a dumb bitch."

"You a fat bitch."

"Your mama nigger boy." I laughed shaking my head.

"Don't call me no damn nigger boy." I said turning up her block. "Finna get your fat ass out my car."

"Fuck this raggedy ass car nigga." she said as I pulled into her driveway.

"Fuck out my car." I said.

"Gladly." she said leaning over and kissing my cheek. "Bye best friend, I love you! Thank you."

"I love you too." I made sure she got in before I pulled off. "I forgot you was on the phone."

"Y'all like some bad ass kids." Kenzie said laughing. "Annoying as hell."

"That's her." I said. "I'm on my way over there."

"Okay."

•

"How your baby mama?" I asked Ameer making him smack his teeth.

"Stupid, bum ass bitch always want something. Bitch that baby don't need no fucking iPhone 11." I chuckled. "I really hate it here."

"What is it?" I asked.

"A girl." he smiled. "Hate my bum ass baby mama but I'm not mad about my baby."

"You done turned my best friend into a fucking step mama." I shook my head. "This shit ghetto."

"Tell me about it." he shook his head. "Bitch really said buy her a house, ma'am, the fuck you really got going on?"

"A house-" I turned my face up. "Not a whole house."

"Like where the fuck was you living before?" he said. "She gon say my grandma house. I said better stay comfy cause I buying you shit ma'am."

"She be asking for shit for her and not the baby?"

"Yeah and I buy shit for my daughter. I really felt like the bitch thought she was finna trap me and play me on some make a come up off me type shit, nah bitch. Right plan, wrong nigga." I shook my head.

Ghetto.

"Yes Jodecy?" he said answering his phone.

"I'm annoying you or something?" she asked making me turn my face up.

Annoying.

"Yes Jodecy?"

"I need some money." she said.

"How much?"

"I need $3,000." Jodecy said making my head snap over to the phone.

"Alright, come get it."

"I was just playing sir." Jodecy said laughing. "I am gon need some money from you though."

"Okay."

"Ain't you gon ask for what?"

"Don't really care."

"Well I'll tell you anyway. I'm pregnant." my mouth dropped as I stood up from the couch.

"Yeah ima gon head and leave." I said walking out the room.

Who tell somebody they pregnant like that?

"I figured it out." Kenzie said as she answered the phone for me with the phone propped up, she was doing her makeup. "And hi bug."

"Hi mama." I smiled. "Figured what out?"

"What I didn't know the other day about my dad. I figured it out. I'm thinking about going to Atlanta to see him." I made a face. "Why that face?"

"I don't think that's a good idea but." I shrugged.

"Why not?"

"He abused you and your mother for years and you talked to him once after being gone for not even a year and he's all better so you gon go visit him by yourself?" I said. "That's just not smart to me but I mean if you feel like that's a good idea."

"But he seemed to be doing good." she said.

"So go see him babe, I was just saying my opinion on it. I'd prefer if you didn't go by yourself." I told her putting my headphones on and turning the game on.

"Wanna come with me?" she asked.

"You want your black boyfriend to go see your openly racist father who is also schizophrenic and a trump supporter in the Deep South of Georgia?" I asked making her laugh.

"Okay maybe that's not a good idea." she said. "Maybe I'll get in contact with my aunt down there and she'll come with me."

"Yeah do that." I nodded. "How your mama feel about all this?"

She shrugged. "She said she can't make me not go but to be careful. I don't know I just really feel like he's better now,"

"When you plan on going?"

"Sometime next month because I wanna be here for you and Tootie's birthday and the shop opens in two months and I work there so I have to be there." she said. "I don't know maybe I'll hold off until life is a bit more calm."

"Do what you feel is necessary, Kenzie." I said.

"I need somebody to agree with me before I go, you know how I be with reassurance." she said and I nodded.

She needed people to like her idea and approve it because of her father, he always made her feel like everything she did was wrong. So now she wanted everybody's approval.

"Mama everybody not gon always agree with you sometimes you gotta do shit for yourself." I told her. "If the outcome is bad oh well, at least you know."

"I know but I already be feeling like I make bad decisions as is and if he really hasn't changed ima feel so stupid. Never mind, I'm not gonna go." she said shaking her head. "Forget I even said anything."

"Cut it out." I said glancing down my phone from the tv. "If you wanna go, then go, stop looking for people to approve everything you do. You don't need nobody approval to do shit, you be focusing on the wrong shit."

"But clearly everybody think it's a bad idea-"

"Okay and fuck everybody else. If you think it's good idea that's all that matter, fuck everybody else." I said. "Stop focusing on what everybody think and do shit that you wanna do and that make you happy. At the end of the day you the one that learn whatever it is."

"Stop talking to me like that." she said.

"Well stop doubting the shit you wanna do cause other people don't like it." I told her. "Ain't they damn business anyway."

"Okay Pooter."

"That ain't my name, Makenzie."

"Anyway." she mumbled. "Bye I'll talk to you later."

"Nah we can talk now." I said. "If you hang up the phone I'm coming over there and choking the shit out of cause you don't listen."

"You don't scare me, like I said I'll talk to you later." she hung up before I could say anything making me sigh. All I wanted to do was play the game and talk to my girlfriend.

I turned the tv off, grabbing my keys and walking into the living room seeing Ameer sitting there. "Nigga you good?"

"How the fuck I got two damn baby's on the way?" he said making me laugh.

"You down bad as hell." I said.

"Where you going?" he asked.

"You my bitch?" I asked.

"Bitch fuck you."

"Fuck your broke ass baby mama." I said throwing the remote at his head and walking out the house. "Stupid bitch."

Kenzie didn't live very far from me so I was there quick. "Taj I'm not playing with you sir."

"You don't listen." I said grabbing her neck tightly, not tight enough to hurt her.

"I said what I said." she said putting her hand over mine. "Let me go little boy."

"You keep playing with me ima fuck you up." I let her go walking further into her house. "Where your mama so I can tell on you."

"She at work dimwit." she said as I walked in her bedroom.

"I want some of that pussy so them drop them clothes." I said making her turn her face up.

"You're a pig." she rolled her eyes. "I want some chocolate covered strawberries."

"Sounds like a personal problem." I said turning my tv on. "Where my game controller at?"

"In the trash." she said.

"I know you lying." I mumbled sitting up.

"Where are they always at?" she said and I watched her.

"Take them clothes off girl, I'm tryna fuck!"

"You use me for my pussy."

"What else would you be here for? Your conversation? Ha!" I said.

"Fuck you!" she said laughing as I grabbed her by her waist.

"Sike nah, I'm just playing."

"Why we cant just watch a movie?" she asked.

"Lets make a movie." I said kissing her neck.

"You is nasty sir." she said giggling. "Stoppppppp."

"You might as well take these off." I said pulling at the drawstring on her shorts.

"Don't tell me what to do." she said pulling on my shirt. "Take this off."

heyyyy bitches! how y'all doing?

i need some melatonin ASAP bitch cause i literally do not sleep at night.

i was gon turn the last part into a full sex scene but i couldn't chile. i was literally cringing.

Q31: what's your fav song right now?

Q32: whats your opinion on love? do you believe in it?