21: Show me how much you love me

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*This is NOT a Were story were they mate n she gets prego ASAP n the mating/marking is done from a flashback Ryker POV. Also I had to use 0 & 1 in some words in order to keep this ch from being made private. You're welcome :) *



"Where do you think you're going?"

Ryker's husky morning voice echoed through my ears as his arm tightened around my waist. I had been trying to quietly get out of bed but untangling myself from his limbs proved harder than I thought.

"I'm a bit sore... I need a hot shower."

I said as I fought off the blush that threaten to overcome my flesh. Things had escalated quickly last night -not that I regret them- but my earlier resolve was waning and I knew if I didn't move fast I would never leave his side.

"Did I hurt you? Was I too rough? I'll make you a bath....I'm sorry, I tried so hard not to hurt you. I really did. I love you, I love you so much...I'm so sorry I hurt you."

His voice so full of worry and regret. I could see the wheels in his head turning, hear all his thoughts as he and his wolf yelled at themselves. Both felt incredibly sorry for any discomfort or pain they might have caused me, feeling that perhaps it was too soon to mate. They worried if maybe our love making had brought on the bad memories.

I laughed, grabbing his arm as he tried to get out of bed. I had to ease his pain, he had to know what last night meant to me....especially since it could possibly be our first and last time together.

It won't be. We're stronger now that I'm here. We'll make it back to our mate.

My own wolf sounded in my head. It was so strange to finally have her, when she first spoke I had jumped off the bed -landing 'gracefully' on my face- pulling a very naked and hard Ryker with me. It was comical now but at that moment I had truly thought I lost my mind.

Comfort them. They're in so much pain.

She reminded me. Whining in the back drop of my mind, I could feel her pacing. She didn't want them to think they had hurt us.

"Ryker calm down, sweetie. I love you too, I'm just sore but in a good way. Mmmm....a very good way. Last night was perfect, you didn't hurt me. Though, I don't think I'll take top until I'm more accustomed to you."

I friskily winked at him. During our fourth and final round I had taken charge, flipping us over and ramming myself down on to his harden length. At the time it seemed like a grand idea -but now- I was paying for it. The burn between my thighs, my screaming muscles, and the tenderness of my womb were all reminders that I should have let him keep his slow and steady pace.

I knew he was large, but when his wolf came to the front with him, he seemed to grow. They filled me to the brim with sweet painful passion. I could feel myself growing needy again as I thought about him inside me. He may have been a virgin but one would never know it by the way he took charge. His skillful movements and twisting hips had me biting down on his shoulder to keep my moans and screams muffled.

"Watch it, love. I can smell you and you're not helping. I don't want to take you again too soon, but you're making that rather difficult right now. Let me go run you a bath."

He tried to move again, only to be stopped when I pulled him down on the bed. Laying him back as I placed small kisses on his face. His features so relax and content I felt horrid for what I was about to do. But it needed to be done.

Mind your thoughts! If he gets a hint of what we have planned, he'll lock us up to keep us safe.

My wolf was right. I had to play this stealthy. I made sure to keep the block on my mind up and even went so far as to reinforce it.

"No bath! I feel like I slid down a hot coal bar already, no more heat there! I just need a hot shower to relax my lower back...and to wash off. Pretty soon I won't smell so pleasant."

I cringed, scrunching my nose. That was one way I would never want him to see -or smell- me. His laugh boomed through the room, pulling me close to him, he ran his nose along the curve of my neck. Careful not to touch his mark. After round three we had been laying there, catching our breath, when he softly kissed my mark. The results were round four.

"You smell lovely as ever, I think I prefer this one to your normal scent."

Rolling my eyes I giggled at him.

"That's because I smell like you and sex. But I nearly positive others won't appreciate the smell as much as you do."

I flicked his nose as he grinned at me, wiggling his brows. He was so energetic and spirited in the mornings....I couldn't help but always wake up in a good mood.

"Fine." He mocked sighed. "Go shower, I'll use the hall bathroom."

I was thrown off by his willingness to shower alone. Sure, I needed him to stay out of the bathroom with me, but that didn't mean I wasn't expecting -hoping- for a little fight on his end. Seeing my frown he immediately explained his choice.

"If I get in the shower with you I won't be able to stop myself. You have no idea how hard my wolf and I are trying not to take you again at this very moment."

His eyes darkened and his voice lowered, the throaty tone sending eager shivers down my spine. I could feel my body responding to his words, the heat pooling between my thighs as my breathing became heavy.

"Go...before I take you!"

He growled, it was sexy and demanding. It took everything I had not to lay back and make him make love to me again. Instead opting to jump to my feet, hiding my wince as my body pulled painful, and running into the bathroom.

I stopped after locking the door, looking at my mark in the mirror. The white inked letters of his name framed his silver tinted teeth marks, it was beautiful. Just like the one he had on his collarbone. The dip bared my teeth marks as my name ran the length of his raised bone. Both so strikingly stunning.

As much as I would love to stand here all day, we do have more pressing matters to attend to. The sooner we kill that bastard, the sooner we can come home to our mate!

My wolf growled. She was a snarky bitch -I grinned- we fit well together. The thought had her rolling her eyes, though she wouldn't say it out loud, yet, she felt the same. It was now just a matter of getting use to someone else in my head with me. That was going to be the hard part.

I turned and started the water, it would give me enough cover to pry the window and jump. Once we got to the small creek I would get the chance to rinse off and also mask my scent. I couldn't have Ryker, John, or anyone else in the pack trying to follow me. I had to do this alone.

With one last nod I shifted. Jumping effortlessly through the air and landing softly on my paws. I took off like a bat outta hell before anyone could see me. Following the still fresh scent of blood in the air. I would make him suffer for my mother, for Juliet and Rosy, but mostly I would make him pay for the life he stole from me.





Ryker's POV:

As soon as I heard the door lock behind Dallas, I laid back. Just thinking about last night. It was beyond perfect, it was....earth shattering! Both my wolf and I elated we had waited for our mate, we knew no one else could make us feel the way she did and it was worth every second waiting.

I could feel her mental block still up so I let my mind wander, replaying the whole night. It wasn't planned, we both were surprised when the small innocent kiss turned into more. So much more.



*Flashback*



"Come on, Ry, let's get some rest."

Dallas said as she pulled me up from the chair. Jax was already settled and knew where to go so after a brief hug from Dallas, we went separate ways. I followed her mindlessly into our room, still shocked and raging that, that asshole had just killed two of my pack mates.

I knew Noah would take it the hardest, Rosy was his mate. I silently thanked the goddess he had Isa, their four month old baby girl. She gave him something to live for, though the loss of his mate would be great, I knew he wouldn't do anything rash and leave her completely parentless.

I could tell this weighed heavy on Dallas too. I knew she would be taking the blame, just like I was. It was my fault for not making it mandatory to be home before dark, for not getting the pack members back home safely. I should have had some of the fighters in town picking those who worked there up.

All this could have been avoided but I was so focused on my mate, I didn't think about anyone else's. This was all my fault, it was my mistake. Yet I couldn't find it in me to think of doing it differently. I loved my pack, they were family -every single one of them- but I wouldn't trade Dallas's or Tristian's safety for anyone.

"Don't think about it. Not tonight. Tomorrow we'll deal with it....wait."

Dallas said running over to grab my cell. Pushing a few numbers she started talking to someone right away.

"Go to him, he'll need you now. Help him with Isa tonight and we'll send a few of the others over tomorrow to pack his things. I don't want him left alone. He'll be moved into the pack house for now, he's going to need care himself with Rosy gone. He needs those who love him around him."

Tears filling her eyes, she hung up. My heart swelled at her actions, even now when she was the one that jackass was after, she put her pack before herself. She was a true Luna.

"This is my fault, Ryker. He came here for me....he took them and...killed them because of me. How do I even look at Noah and Isa? Or Taylor and Lucy? Their baby girl is gone and it's all my fault."

She broke down, falling to her knees, she put her head in her hands and let the tears fall. Rushing over, I scooped her up in my arms. Taking her to the bed and laying her down, holding her tightly as I rubbed her back.

"What happened to not thinking about this tonight?"

Surprised she actually chuckled at my lame attempt to sooth her but said nothing.

"Listen to me." I said while lifting her chin to look at me. "None of this was your fault! We can't control the actions of someone as sick as Brody. All we can do is try and stop him before anyone else gets hurt, but I never want you to think this is your fault! Juliet and Rosy would have gladly given up their lives for you, the same way you would for them. Do not be sad for them now, love. They're with the Goddess watching over their loved ones....waiting to see them again."

It may not have helped much but I could see that it did help. A small lop sided smile appeared on her face as she brought her lips to mine. The gentle feather light brush of her warm skin sent shocks throughout my body. The feeling I get each time she touches me, it was the mate bond but there was more to it than that.

It was stronger because even if she wasn't my mate, I would still love her. She would have been the one girl who could make me break my promise to wait for my mate. She would have been the one girl who could have made me forget about mates all together. She was that special. You couldn't help but love her...no one could.

I was pulled out of my thoughts as she deepened the kiss. Running her tongue along my bottom lip, nibbling a little, asking for entrance. I couldn't deny her even if I wanted to, not that I did.

A small groan built in the back of my throat as her tongue ran the inside of my mouth. Her fingers holding my head tightly to her. I was stunned when she pushed me back and straddle me. Her thighs pressed against the side of my hips, her core resting on my pelvic bone.

Not breaking the kiss, her hips ground over my hardening length. Pulling back -gasping- my hands flew from her hair to her hips to stop the motion. This couldn't go further, if she continued her actions I would lose control and take her.

"Baby you have to stop."

I whimpered as her lips moved to my neck, her teeth grazing over my skin. I shivered but held my grip when I felt her try to move again. She stopped for a second before pulling back to look down at me.

"Ryker....I want this. I want you to make love to me, mark me. Please Ryker, make me yours, for forever."

Her chest rising and falling at a rapid pace leaned down to kiss me.

"Are you sure you want this right now? We can wait, love. I don't want you doing this for the wrong reasons. I know you're upset about what happened and I don't wa-"

I didn't get to finish. Her lips molded to my own as she reached down to where my hands were pressed into her skin, grabbing them and intertwining our fingers. It gave her enough room to rock against the bulge straining in my jeans.

"Show me how much you love me, Ryker."

That was all I needed.

Flipping us over, I positioned myself comfortably between her thighs. My hands pulled from her to rest on each side of her head, keeping most of my weight off her. Just as my tongue slipped between her lips her dainty hands slid under my shirt.

The soft pads of her fingertips running along my stomach, up and over my pecks, taking the material with her. Helping her a bit, the shirt was off and flung to the floor. Only to rush back in for another lung breaking kiss. I felt the need for air and unconnected our lips, only to move and place wet kisses along her neck. Her heavy scent filling my nose had my d1ck twitching.

As much as I wanted to rip all her clothes off and bury myself in her, I wanted to take it slow. I wanted to enjoy every inch of her body and show her just how much I loved her. She had other plans.

Making quick work of my jeans and underwear, she had them sliding down my thighs to my calves as she used her feet to push them the rest of the way. Kicking them off, I pulled back. Looking down at her as I sat on the balls of my feet.

Running my hand over her small waist I gripped the hem of her shirt and lifted it slowly. Memorizing each part of her tanned skin as I pulled it over her head.

"God you're beautiful."

I said as I reached behind her to undo the clasp of her bra. It was harder than I thought. I fumbled with it a bit before she sat up and helped me with it, flicking the clamps and letting the fabric fall down her arms.

"I would have gotten it.... eventually."

She laughed, reaching for my hands again she guided them to her pants.

"You can get this one if you want."

Literally purring her words, a grin lit up her face as she watched my fingers undo the button and slide the zipper down. I stopped her when her hands went to rip them down, hooking my thumbs under the lace of her knickers and taking my time pulling them free.

Once the material pooled at her ankles she kicked them off, letting them fall of the side of the bed, and leaving her completely bare to for me. For the second time I was graced with the most magnificent sight anyone could ever hope to see.

After a moment of just staring I could tell she was becoming uncomfortable. I didn't mean to, it was just she was so gorgeous, I couldn't take my eyes off her.

You idiot, you're frightening her. How many times do think that bastard stood there just looking at her?!

My wolf was right and I wanted to bash my head into the door for making her feel that way again. I was meant to show her love, not remind her of what he did to her.

"I'm sorry, I-"

"It's ok....um....is there something wrong with me?"

The worried tone in her voice freaked me out slightly but also angered me. Why would she think there was anything wrong with her?

"Of course not! You are more beautiful than words can describe. Why would you ever think any different?"

Biting her lips and looking up at the ceiling, she pointed down to my manhood....my not so hard manhood. Shit! Thinking about that dead fuck had ruined the moment. She was probably re-thinking this whole thing. I mean, who would want to be with someone if they couldn't even keep it up?

"That's not because of you! I panicked when I saw you getting uncomfortable and started thinking why....it lead to other thoughts."

She nodded, completely understanding. Not fighting her smile any longer, the corners of her lips turned up in a shy manner. She looked like an angel, her dark waves haloed around her head. She was so perfect.

I watched as her eyes widened, following her gaze south I was -once again- rock hard and throbbing.

"That was all you!"

I gave her a cheeky wink as I lowered myself down on her. The musical giggle that left her lips had me twitching. Bringing my hand down, running it along her side as I held most of my weight on the other. I trailed small lines around the curve of her breast, the faint indents of her abs, over her hips, and finally through the tiny trimmed patch of her pubic hair.

Just as my finger found her throbbing clít, my mouth found hers. All the passion she felt flowed into me with her tongue. Her warm minty breath mixing with my own as her hips lifted from the bed. Pressing against my finger to intensify her pleasure.

She didn't stop at that, instead she reached between us and pushed my hand further down until my finger was lined up with her entrance. It didn't take a genius to figure out what she wanted.

Slowly running the pad of my index finger along her folds before dipping into her heated channel. Twisting it while I gently thrusted in and out of her. Her hips moving along with my hand, giving me a deeper thrust, her breathy whimpers turned into long moans.

"Ryker.... now, please. I want you. All of you."

Her nails digging into my shoulders as her legs wrapped around my waist. Her heel pressed firmly into my lower back, pressing me closer to her core. My wolf doing his best to keep calm and take this slow but coming to the front with me. We both wanted to be with our mate.

Lining myself up, I slowly pushed the tip into her. Stopping when she gasped. I was about to pull back when her fingers ran down my back and over my ass. Lifting herself she pushed me further into her while pulling my backside closer.

The feeling of her was incredible. The way her tiny muscles flexed around my c0ck, sucking me. The way her tight channel stretched and molded around me had me praying this wouldn't end with embarrassment. I was only half in her and already ready to blow.

Letting my wolf take over -momentarily- to help ease the need to come, we slid the rest of the way in. The deep moan she let out had our c0ck jerking, feeling the movement she moaned again.

"God you feel so good. I'm afraid to move. Just being inside you makes me want to come."

I didn't mean to say that last bit out loud but it just kind of slipped.

"Please. Move. You're driving me crazy!"

Rocking her hips to help ease some of her own ache. Lifting her head, she nibbled at the dip of my collarbone, effectively making my hips jerk back. Just as her tongue soothed over the area my hips bucked forward,

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