Chapter Twenty One- Song for mama

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IVORY'S POINT OF VIEW

"Congratulations Ms. Santana there is a baby in there" the doctor Martinez said wiping the gel off my stomach and I frowned and nodded my head slowly. Jade was to busy with his head up in a pamphlet reading out babies.

"I don't think I'm going to be a good mother at all" I say voicing my worries and she chuckled and looked at her clipboard.

"You have nothing to worry about, it's normal for first time moms to be worried but once you see the baby you'll be excited and proud" she tells me handing me papers and leaving out of the room.

I pulled my shirt down and sat up as Jade helped me off the table and wrapped his arm around my shoulders as we exited the doctors office. I heard my stomach growl and I guess Jade did to because he busted out laughing.

"Stop worrying baby I told you I got you, trust me" Jade said helping me into his car and kissing my cheek. I gave him a small smile and nodded my head, Jade had been there for me a lot the past couple of days, making sure I ate healthy and rested.

I was only a month pregnant and you couldn't even really tell but Jade was always touching on my stomach.

"Baby I want something to eat lets order Pizza Hut tonight and cuddle up and watch movies" I tell Jade and he began chuckling.

"Alright but I'm about to drop you off at Asia place and do this quick drop and then we'll do that" he tells me and I agreed.

Asia and I were growing closer and I love spending time with Eli, it was also funny that her and I were both pregnant at the same time, our kids were going to be best friends and I was excited for that.

When we pulled up to Asia's luxury apartment building Jade walked me into the lobby before leaving and I rode the elevator up to her place. I heard arguing going on inside and chuckled before coming in and saw her and Rico going at it.

"Get the hell out before I kill you" she screamed picking up a knife and he rolled his eyes and walked past me giving me a playful nudge.

Once Rico was gone I locked the door and went into Eli's bedroom picking him up and kissed his forehead and walked into the kitchen were Asia was preparing a bowl of grapes angrily.

"What are you guys arguing about now?" I asked and she sighed and took Eli from me before handing me the bowl of grapes.

"They're about to make a risky move and I don't want him to go because his life is at risk" Asia said wiping a tear.

"I learned a long time ago that they're going to do what they want to do because they're grown ass men and we have to stand by their dumb choices" I tell her taking a seat at her dining room table.

"Well I don't, it's time to start thinking about my kids and I don't want them involved with this shit" Asia said and I sighed and decided to change the subject.

"How many months are you?" I asked considering I could actually see her baby bump and knew she had to be a couple months ahead of me.

"Three months almost four, I had to hide it from Rico the first three months and when I started chewing I just went ahead and confessed" she said and I nodded. I could tell she was still upset and hurt about him asking her to get an adoration.

"When do you find out the sex?" I asked and she sighed and rubbed her stomach a little bit before looking down at Eli.

"Next appointment, you should come because I honestly can't be around Rico right now and at first I wanted a girl but I don't know right now" she said shrugging and I nodded.

I didn't know what I wanted I felt like I'd be happy with whatever baby I got as long as it was healthy and loved me.

"Ohaji has been avoiding the hell out of me" I tell her and she began chuckling. It wasn't funny I really needed to talk to him about what happened so we could clear the air and I really missed Calvin.

"Tell him you aren't mad and you need his help for something and watch how fast he stops avoiding you" Asia said and I started laughing because she was right. I didn't know if I was going to beat up on him or not for dodging me.

Asia and I both ended up settling on the couch watching Love & Hip Hop and I listened to her complain about Rico secretly praying Jade would hurry and rescue me.

JADE'S POINT OF VIEW

Y.G blasted throughout Ohaji's house as Rico and I walked and inside and saw a couple topless woman cleaning up his messy house.

"Nigga you having parties and not inviting people?" I asked O as he sat at the kitchen table with Don and cut up some drugs sliding them into some bags. I looked at him weirdly trying to figure out why he was doing this here and not at the trap.

"You was too busy doing you so I was doing me" he said shrugging not looking up and I walked around the table and noticed the mask on his and Don's face, O extended his hand out making me stop walking forward.

"We about to send this shipment of crack off to that up in coming crew, Don mixed up battery acid in it so who ever snort this shit is done for" O said chuckling causing me to laugh as well.

My attention went to Rico who was flirting with one of the cleaners and I shook my head. Instead of trying to get back with Asia he sitting here fucking around but I honestly didn't give a fuck that was between him and his.

I tapped O on the shoulder and motioned to the living room letting him know I had to talk to him and he nodded and stood up from the table dapping up Don and pulling off the mask he was wearing and put it in his pocket.

"Whats good with you blood?" He asked and I sighed and took a seat on the couch. There was a lot on my mind but the biggest one was going to see my mom in rehab. She'd been there for a little bit and I was afraid to go cause I expected them to tell me she had checked out or some shit.

"I don't even know, on some real shit it's just a lot of things have been fucking with my head, I had this dream about pops last night he was telling me some real shit" I say and he rubbed his chin taking a seat on the couch.

"You miss him or some shit?" O asked and I nodded and leaned back looking at him and his face was blank.

"I got a seed on the way and it's crazy like if I have a son I don't want him to grow up feeling the way I do if I get knocked off later on down the line and if I have a daughter I wanna be there for her first heartbreak so I can kill the lil nigga and all that shit is starting to catch up to me" I confess and he looked at me angrily.

"So cause you in love and about to have a kid you thinking about abandoning me or some shit?" He asked glaring at me and I sighed.

"You know I wouldn't leave you hanging I'm just starting to think about what Ivory said and she's right I don't wanna do this forever" I tell him and he began laughing bitterly.

"You wanna leave bitch then leave, I don't need you or none of these niggas it won't hurt me none" O said and I shook my head.

"I don't see why you being like that we suppose to be blood" I tell him and he stood up and stretched.

"You being a scary ass nigga right now that's why, sometimes blood ain't thicker than water, but I understand always was soft with all that crying shit and you wifed the first bitch to ever show you affection besides mam-" he didn't even finish that sentence because I punched him down to the ground and he fell into his glass table.

Before I could do anything else I was being tackled onto the ground and Rico was trying to separate us but was having trouble until Don ran in and grabbed me pinning me against the wall using all of his strength.

"Either your with us or you against us you can't have both!" O yelled as he calmed down and Don pushed me harder into the wall cause he knew I'd try and go at him again.

"You real fucked up in the head you know that shit right? I thought I had my problems but you really fucked up" I say pushing Don off of me and fixing my shirt. I had to catch my breath for a moment.

"Whats it going to be J you staying or going?" Rico asked calmly standing in front of me giving me a unreadable look.

"I'm still in just keep that bitch away from me" I said before spitting out some of the blood in my mouth on his white carpet. We can't even have a civil fucking conversation without the shit turning into a fist fight, I don't understand it nor do I want to.

I walked out of the house slamming the door behind me feeling pure anger. I felt bad for Calvin because he was going to have a rocky ass relationship with that nigga when he got older.

I remembered back to when he shot me in the chest when we were younger and he clamied it was a accident but I swear to god the look in his eyes told me it wasn't.

I didn't even feel like being around Ivory right now I just wasn't in the mood so I sent a text to Silas and told him to go pick her up when he had the chance.

I was about to go back to the crib and smoke a fat ass blunt and take a nap so I ain't have to worry about none of this shit right now. I needed to think about a lot of shit and sort my life out and a vacation was much needed.

OHAJI'S POINT OF VIEW

"Why you always treating him like that man? If he wanna leave let him get out the game and do right by his family" Don said glaring at me and I laughed and shook my head.

"Oh so you on his side?" I asked bitterly and he shook his head as we bagged up drugs with help from Rico.

"Listen to yourself, we are all on the same fucking side nobody's choosing sides at the end of the day Jades a grown ass man and he should be allowed to do what he want to do and I honestly don't think that's a problem I feel like something else is bothering you" Don said and Rico paused and looked at me sideways.

I don't know what the fuck he was talking about I ain't have a problem with anything. I came in this world by myself and I'd leave this mother fucker by myself regardless.

"Pass me the blunt and get the fuck out your feelings" I mumble as I put the duffle bag on my shoulder and took a hit from the blunt becoming really relaxed.

I climbed into my Ferrari with Rico and Don climbed into his car and we went off to the meeting spot.

I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket and when I came to a red light I noticed it was Ivory and I hit ignore, I didn't feel like hearing her mouth right now. I'd talk to her when I felt like it because I knew exactly what she was going to ask about.

"You been bugging out more than usual lately" Rico stated glancing over at me as I drove and I sighed.

"Just a lot of shit going on but my bad if you felt like I was taking the shit out on you, I didn't even mean to snap on Jade, I don't know whats wrong with me" I say and Rico nodded and looked out the window as we pulled up to the meeting spot.

I got out the car and noticed a couple teenagers leaning up against a truck smoking weed and judging by the smell it was cheap as hell. These lil niggas were a bunch of amateurs and I knew it'd be easy to get to them.

"Which one of y'all is Kano?" I asked and they all sized Rico and I causing me to let out a chuckle and return the look.

"Why the fuck you wanna know? We only came to tell your WACK ass that we don't wanna buy from you" some red nigga said stepping forward who I'm assuming is Kano. I looked him over before looking at Rico who was smirking.

Before any of the boys could do anything I snatched Kano up and put him in a headlock holding the gun to his temple as he squirmed. Rico pulled a gun out on one of them and Don came from the back with his gun cocked.

"Respect your fucking elders lil nigga, now I'm gonna explain this shit so I hope you listening up, were giving you these drugs and your going to buy it because I didn't give your lil bitch ass a choice, understood?" I asked and Kano began nodding his head fast.

I let go and pushed him towards his truck and dropped the bags of drugs on the ground as his friends picked them up and placed it into his car.

"Nice doing business with you young niggas, oh and I'll send some of my crew to collect from you later on all that is worth about 50K" I said with a smirk before walking back to my car as the boys continued to look shaken up.

"These bitches are getting more and more disrespectful with age, back when we were corner boys none of that shit would of been able to happen because we would of gotten our head blown off" Rico said and I nodded in agreement.

He was right,there was younger dudes coming out trying to sell on our territory and that shit wasn't allowed. They had balls to bad mine were way bigger and I'd been doing this shit longer than they had.

IVORY'S POINT OF VIEW

I walked into the house and boys 2 men down on blended knee was blasting through out the house. Silas gave me a look before walking back out the door with his keys and I rolled my eyes at him and slowly walked up the stairs.

The smell of weed engulfed my nose and I saw him laying in bed watching the ceiling. I walked over and climbed into bed with him sitting on my knees and stared at him.

I took the remote and turned down the stereo a little bit so that it was playing lightly in the background and crawled closer to him laying a kiss on his cheek.

"Your going to leave me one day aren't you?" Jade asked and I noticed he was crying lightly. I wiped his tear and made him lay his head in my lap.

"What happened? Is this about Ohaji?" I asked thinking they had another argument with their bipolar asses. Jade shook his head no and more tears came out, I was confused he never really openly cried in front of me.

"I called the rehab place to check on my mama when I got home and they said she's gone" he said and I sighed.

"Sometimes people don't want help it's not your fault okay? We'll try again another time just don't let it stress you" I say wiping his tears some more and he shook his head as he broke down right in front of me.

"She all out of chances, they said my mama's dead Ivory now I'm really by myself" he croaked out and I felt my heart break into a million pieces. I pulled him closer as he cried into my stomach, it was like I could feel all of his pain.

All I could do was hold him and shush him. I picked up my phone and dialed Ohaji's number like four times before answered.

"Ivory what the fuck you want" he snapped from the other side of the phone and I rolled my eyes at his attitude.

"Jade found out your mother died and he needs you right now so stop fucking whatever bitch your fucking and get over here right now" I snapped and waited for a response but I didn't get one the other end was silent before he hung up.

"Baby don't shut down, you have me and the baby, you have Silas and the guys" I tell him pulling on his twists and he remained silent as he continued to shed a few tears.

I bent down and kissed his lips lightly and he raised his hand and wiped his eyes with the back of his hand and sat up in bed pulling his shirt off and wiping his face off and looked at me with blood shot eyes.

He pulled me into him and began kissing my lips aggressively as he pulled onto my shirt lifting it up above my head leaving me in my bra and pants.

"You sure about this? Your upset and I don't want you taking your frustration out on me, I'm pregnant you have to be gentle" I tell him and he didn't respond he just began laying kisses on my neck and made me lay down as he pulled my jeans and underwear off.

He stood up and dropped his gym shorts before climbing back on top of me and pushing himself inside of me and causing my back to arch.

He picked up speed and I gripped tightly on to his back clawing. I looked up at him and his eyes were closed tightly and it didn't feel like it did when we normally had sex. He wasn't doing it to make me feel good he was doing it to make himself feel better.

"J-Jade stop it doesn't feel good anymore" I said as I started to feel pain and he opened his eyes and looked down at me before pulling out and laying next to me.

I rubbed my stomach and looked at Jade as he got out of bed remaining naked and walking into the bathroom cutting on the shower.

He remained in their for a good hour before coming out in a towel and putting on body spray and deodorant and then dropping the towel and getting fully dressed.

"Were are you going? I don't want you to leave if your upset and acting like this Jade" I tell him with worry filling my voice and he gave me a small chuckle.

"I'll be aight and I'll be home later on" he said sliding on a gold watch and puling his chain over his head. My stomach dropped he was either going to the strip club or to the club in general and I knew if he went it was highly likely he'd cheat on me.

Jade walked over to the bed as I wrapped covers around my naked body. He leaned in trying to kiss me and I turned my face causing him to kiss my cheek. He pulled back and looked at me for a second before forcefully pulling my face to his and kissing my lips.

"Jade don't go, please we need to work through this and I feel like your going to end up getting into some trouble baby please think about this" I say and he clenched his jaw and glanced at me for a second.

"Work what out? My mama is already gone Ivory, ain't shit we need to work out I need to go clear my head" he said raising his voice.

"No your running away from your problems like a scared little bitch!" I yelled and he slowly looked at me with a unreadable face. I knew I'd struck a nerve with him and that's exactly what I wanted to do.

Jade sat on the foot of the bed and put his head in his hands. At first I thought he was angry but then I heard him sniffling and immediately crawled behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist.

"It's going to be okay Jade, everything happens for a reason and you know I'm always here for you no matter what" I tell him honestly as I laid kissed on his cheek and got him to relax.

I honestly think it was fate, Jade and I were meant to happen. Nobody affects me the way he does and I can tell I'm the only person to get him under control when need be. One of the only good things my mom taught me was if you ever have a man you always treat him like a king or else he'll roam outside of the castle and find a peasant who will.

SILAS'S POINT OF VIEW

"Why the fuck you still here!?" O yelled throwing a vase at me as I ducked and it hit the wall. He had kicked everyone out of his crib since he'd gotten off the phone. I was thanking god that Don was upstairs with Calvin trying to keep him calm.

"Bruh you know I ain't going nowhere, what the fuck you think this is?" I asked and he pulled out a gun and pointed it at me taking the safety off.

"You gonna leave eventually so why don't I just take your bitch ass out now?" O asked and I sighed.

"I'm not like everybody else and you know I'm not going anywhere y'all are all like my older brothers just put that shit away" I said with a racing heart, he acted off of impulse and I wasn't trying to get shot right now it was way to fucking soon.

I watched him unload the gun and drop it on the ground before slowly sliding down then wall to the ground holding back tears in his eyes.

"It's okay to be upset O, your moms in a better place and maybe it was her time to go" I tell him and he started shaking his head.

"I'm happy the bitch is dead I fucking hated her aight? I don't care" he says as tears start falling fast pace from his eyes and he continued to try and hold back. He was saying one thing but he emotions were saying something completely different.

I took a seat across

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