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It's gonna be a personal thingy, feel free to skip the chapter ❤️

Valt : Oi oi! I'm still here *sit criss cross with a stubborn pout* Lemme hear you out!

Free : *yawns* Thanks, I'm gonna leave- *tug*

Valt : You're staying too.

Shu : *sit like a good boy* Sure.. um I guess.

Lui : *twitching* Why the heck I have to waste my time hearing your shitty story that is none of my concern?!!

Valt : Because you should be grateful!!!

Lui : Grateful my ass

Valt : Don't forgot you're getting a Lualt under working, it could be deleted if you say mean stuffs!

Shu : Show gratitude Lui. Gratitude.

Free : So that makes me want to leave right away since I'm not getting much of an attention from the author.

Valt : Jesus! Free!!! *Sat his lap* There! I won't Let you run away!!

Free : It won't take a second to grab you and put you away, but I won't.

Shu : Alright, Story time.

Me : *ahem* *put under spot light* H-HEY!! I'm super nervous for the love of God and now don't make me feel even more nervous!! *Hides behind the invincible magic sheet that makes people hidden* much better!

Lui : So we have to see nothing. While hearing the story?

Shu : Now don't go bullying people Lui.

Lui : I'm not?

Valt : Yes you're! *Put the duct tape on Lui* There it should do fine! We won't interrupt again!

Me : Thank You! *Takes out the script and start reading it*

Well, Honestly I wanted to see how my sister's social life is. Of course we all have different personas according to the location. For instance I'm completely a different person when I'm here and back in real life, school or home different personalities to please people. But the common ideal concept could clash though, I'm definitely not a social butterfly nor the type of person you could easily approach.

Exactly, if you go into my classroom you can always find me on the dead last of the classroom drawing random doodles on the corners of my text books with this aura around me "You're not welcome please get lost, thank you." Yes, I never really appreciate people's company. In fact, I just love to be on my own world, flooding with craziness.

On the contrary, I'm not all the sunshine or topper of my class. Just average, if I'm not being partial with myself. Never really cared about my grades seriously. Honestly I despised the concept "Teacher's pet" it's annoys the hell out of me oftentimes. And there she is, my younger sister. She's everything that I have never even thought of being one. She's damn perfect in every single fucking thing (If the future you see this, c'mon bow down to your sister for writing this in the damn early morning while you are in school rn in this timeline!!)

More often than saying, I'm not the type of person who would easily accept people in my life. It takes me time to get comfortable around them, naturally everyone has their own boundaries set right? But to me, I don't need hundreds of fake friends but one true friend that no matter what happens, they got your back and kind of a reliable person.

Back then I'm really a short tempered person, I still am though. Like when I get sort of a comment that plays with the nerve, I'll be literally like this : Staring at the phone with a scowl gritting my teeth and then slam my head against the wall yelling "GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY HEAD!" And at times I cry more than I breath (shit I feel like embarrassed to say this)

But the me now be like : Tsk tsk. Doesn't bother me. *Ignores everything and start dancing to my playlist yelling the lyrics until I completely get drained and pass out on bed XD

There's also another thing, I'm really sensitive on comments. That's why I double check what I have said in my comment, because I don't want to hurt the other person. If I ever said mean stuff it's the way I show my emotional comeback for them, they would've said something cold either intentional or unintentional.

I sugar coat my words to emphasize the fact I'm not letting anybody step on my boundaries at the same time, I'm not taking chances of hurting them. But to my close friends, I never really bother to sugar coat stuffs. Because if I consider you a close friend I fucking won't bother to hide the real me. The one that is loaded with craziness and immature behaviour. A place I feel like home, I'm comfortable enough to be with you. That's right, friendship thingy has never worked with me since the very beginning.

There are times I had pushed away many opportunities, many people, many times I did. Which I greatly regret now for not utilising those opportunities to outshine. As an introverted person I am, I don't actually hate people even though you can hear me muttering "I hate people" for the hundredth time in a span of an hour. I just love the fact I'm not getting carried away with these ambiguous thoughts.

It happened twice or thrice. Three important people came in my life and left which I didn't know it would change me completely, my life turned upside down. The shell I had spent years to build around me, they came through the sheild and gave me fake hopes and promises. In the end, it was me and myself with broken heart. I may not be smart or brave, but I have a heart too. I'm just a fellow human that deserves some kind of peace right?

Neh, do you think that I deserve some happiness too?

I used to wonder and have even said, I'm the one that doesn't get little pinch of luck. Things I wanted to treasure, I lost them every single time. I barely get a grasps of it. But the people around me, they have been facing too much for their age, it makes me feel that I wasn't even having a real deal. Even though it was a big shot for me.

Well, if you have read so far, I'm really thankful right now. Honestly I didn't expect anyone to read this, anyway no one cares about no one's feelings. If you really did read this far, Thank you ❤️

Now that reminds me of another thing, I hate secretive people. It's not like I don't have any secrets I do, of course. What I meant is, when I tell you a personal matter to you, I'd expect you to share yours to me as well. Because that will me make feel really wanted, belonged to you. A person you can relay on. Sometime you can dump your rants.

That way I won't feel like forcing my shitty day on you, I just want you to feel comfortable enough to open up with me as well.

Is that too much to ask?

This is a message for the future me in ten years, Hey! So how's been things going? I hope you didn't actually end up as a couch potato and pushing people away from your life. Just remember I'm gonna do my best and make some memories we could get to see before dying with no regrets! Let's just keep going, people who loves you will always be with us, so don't get bummed when one leaves! You gotta live your life the way you wanted, don't give a shit about people's opinions, alright? Maybe some day you will open up this book after some ridiculous shitty day from work or something, and hope this will put a smile on your ugly face ;) and bitch I swear if you're planning on to crying about thinking the past memories I'll get ya killed with my own hands! So cheer up! You're doing your best. Make me proud alright? (Also please don't beat around the bush and get your lazyass to work we need to buy a lots of manga and get us more stuffed toys!! Hehe) anyway, Just be sure that you didn't make anymore regrets! And finally live a happy life. Best of lucks for the future me!

Ah shit now I really wanna go to the future and see how I'm actually doing. AND I HOPE I'M STILL THE SAME ME WHO LOVES ANIME AND DEVOTES MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE TO ANIME and BEYBLADEBURST FANDOM.

Alright It's all I guess. I'll end it right here. Many of you would likely skipped this chapter but I don't mind (ACTUALLY I DO MIND) Heh (。・//ε//・。) I love youuuuu! ❤️

Valt : AWWW I LOVE YOU TOO

Shu : That's great, hope you will make more stories about us even in the future.

Free : Don't forgot about me in the future, I'll kill you.

Lui : *taking the tape off his mouth* You better remember to keep Lualt and Shui your first priority.

Free : Frui too.

Lui : Heh, desparate to be my pet?

Free : Nah your master.

Shu : Alright it's about time you gotta say that!

Valt : Yesh! Wait say Whaaaaat?

Shu : *face palm* Seriously Valt?

Valt : Hehe I forgot!

Lui : Here it.

Updates about Blue sparks : Going through loads of ups and downs. Although it's pretty smooth for a while now. Gonna get the chapters out soon! Stay tuned!

About Alpha's Mate (shui) : Another new chapter is on the way, will be out soooooon enough!

About BakuDeku book : Will likely get a slow update but there will be chapters coming out soon I hope so!


That's it I guess! Have a good day/night! Love yourself ❤️❤️❤️✨✨✨✨


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