No warning
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Don't leave me
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Rose POV

I look at my watch that already showing that it's already 11pm. I get out of my car, looking at the big pyschiatric hospital that I used to work at.

The lights of the hospital still shining brightly. Doctors, nurses, patients are still wide awake. I walk inside the hospital only just to get some greets from my co-workers and the others.

After I divorced with my husband, I left Australia and moved back to Korea. Why? I'm not happy with him, I didn't even let him touch me for our five months marriage. No. This body doesn't belongs to him. Not him.

"Ms. Park, did you come to see Y/N?" A nurse asked. I smiled.

"Y-yeah, I wonder where is she?" I asked her.

"She's at the roof as usually, come, let me take you there.. she's with her doctor right now" she said.

I nodded in response and follows her. As we walk, the nurse start to talk.

"You know, Ms. Park? Y/N-ssi miss you so much" she said. I turned my head to her.

"Really?" I asked in disbelief. She nodded.

"Yes. Even though she heard that you married, she never stop talking about you to everyone. She was depressed but soon.. she got better. I was thinking that maybe she lost her mind again, but she didn't. She patiently wait for you, asking about you to her doctor or the nurses" she explained.

I bite my lip lightly. I felt guilty, I hurted her, yet she's still waiting for me. I lied to her. I don't even know if I can face her again.

"W-what did she ask?" I stuttered.

"She asked if you ever visit the hospital, and how you've been doing, there's still a lot of them. I can't tell you all of them, it'll take days" she chuckled.

Before I can ask some more, the nurse opened the door that heading to the rooftop. And that's when I saw her.

Sitting on the edge of the roof with her doctor behind her, looking at the sky full of stars.

"Relax, she's not going to jump" the nurse teased.

I rolled my eyes playfully before taking step outside. The doctor turned around and smiles at me, without even asking him, he immediately leave the roof. Leaving me with Y/N alone.

I can feel my legs become shaky in every step that I take. I stopped walking as my body stands behind her slender figure.

"Doctor, don't you think that Ms. Park will ever see this beautiful sight? She used to come here with me and stargazing with me" she said.

I can feel my eyes become watery. Her voice changed a lot. The one that usually full of happiness, now it's full of sorrow. Her figure used to be healthy, but now it gets skinnier.

"I see it, it's beautiful..." I spoke up, trying to keep my voice normal and not stuttering.

Y/N immediately turned her body. Our eyes met, the eyes that usually full of warmth are gone. Her eyes was dull and numb.

"Hey... Y/N" I said, smiling weakly.

She stand up. She became taller. She walks towards me slowly, I didn't even bothered to move. I just want to stay and look at her.

"Ms. Park? What are you doing here?" She asked.

My heart ache as the way she talks it's not like she usually do. She used to call me Rose, Rosie, Chaeyoungie or Chipmunk. I hate this, I really hate this.

"I'm here to meet you, Y/N" I said.

"Aren't you suppose to be with your husband, Ms. Park? Oh... I forgot.. Mrs. Koo?" She smiled softly. Her gaze didn't change.

"Y/N, please... don't do this to me. I-I already divorced with him, I came here just to see you, just for you" my voice become shaky.

I looked down. My eyes caught her wrists. It's full of scars and cuts. I looked up at her. I take a step closer and grab her hands.

"Why did you do this?" I looked at her wrists and then at her eyes.

"This is the only way to ease the pain. I can't hold the pain in here, Ms. Park..." she pointed to where her heart lays.

"It hurst a lot.." she sobbed.

I immediately hugged her tightly.

"I'm here, your chipmunk's here... I'm here, love... please, forgive me" I start to cry.

I felt her warmth radiating through my whole body as she hugged me back. I felt her hot breath against my neck as she buried her face in it.

"I miss you so much, Rose... please, don't leave me again. I almost lost my sanity again.." she whispered.

"I won't... I won't go anywhere, love... trust me" I said.

I pulled back and cupped her cheeks. Caressing her jaw. She smiles and leans against my touch.

"Nobody knows me the way you do, Rosie... they don't know anything" She closed her eyes.

"Nobody loves me the way you do, love.." I whispered.

I move my hand slowly to her neck and wrapped them around her neck. She wrapped her arms around my waist and closes the gap between us.

"Y/N-"

She shut me up by pressing her soft lips against mine. She pours her love into the kiss. I can feel my heart beats faster and faster as she deepened the kiss.

Soon, she pulls back and pressed her forehead against mine. I miss this so much, and I'm happy that I can reunite with her again.

"I'm going to discharge next week" she chuckled.

"Really?" I asked.

"Yeah. And when I'm out of here... I'm going to take you on a date you'll never forget" she whispered.

"Then, I can't wait for that" I chuckled.

"You know that I'll always love you, right?" She asked. I nodded.

"Yes, I do"

"Good. Because I don't want to let you go again. I love you, Ms. Park"

"I love you too, Y/N..."

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Lol it was bad... was it?