Holy Moly!!! Chapter FIFTY!!!!!!!! Never did I ever think i would of made it this far!!!!

Jax waited at the picnic table for Ima to come out of a therapy session, looking around she seemed to be in a pretty nice place for a drug rehab center. Hearing the door open and close Jax looked up at Ima, since he had known her he never had seen her in normal looking clothes. She looked nice in just jeans and a baggy t shirt

"I know why you're here" Ima said sitting down

"You do, why didnt you tell me?" Jax asked

"I thought you wouldnt want him because of your happy life with Harlow" Ima said

"You were wrong, even if I knew I would of been taking care of him making sure that he ate and had things that fit him" Jax said

"I'm sorry. I should of let you know about Jason. That was my fault as is not making sure he was taken care of. I was going through some things" Ima said

"I understand. But you know what I am about to say right?" Jax asked bringing out a paper from his kutte

"I do and I understand why you are doing this. I am a terrible mother and I deserve this. Our son deserves a family that loves him. A mother that will take care of him" Ima said reading over the agreement

"So you aren't going to argue with me on this?" Jax asked

"No. I spoke with my therapist about this and she also thinks this is the best, with my history and my recovery" Ima said as Jax handed her a pen

Ima looked down at the termination of parental rights agreement taking a deep breath she signed it and slid it back to Jax

"Take care of him Jax and please do me one favor" Ima asked

"What is it?" Jax asked

Ima reached her hand across the table and placed it on Jax's

"Don't tell him about me. I don't want him growing up knowing his mother is a drug addict whore" Ima said

"I can do that" Jax said Ima pulled a paper out of her pocket and handed it to Jax

"Give this to Harlow please its important that she reads this" Ima said wiping a tear away from her face

Harlow,

I know that you and I never got along and that was my fault, I should of never seduced Jax and I am sorry. I am also sorry for saying the nasty things I said to you that day about you dying. Because now I take that back. You have my son and I want him to call you mommy. I want you to take care of his boo boo's and make sure he finds the perfect girlfriend and I want you to be there to stand proud when he graduates high school and then college. You are the perfect person I would of chosen to raise Jason. You are smart, beautiful, have a kind heart and you can most definitely pack a mean punch. That is why I signed my rights away to you and Jax because Jason needs someone to love him constantly and make sure that he is fed and bathed every night and I have no doubt in my mind that you would be anything less then a perfect mother for a child. I wish you luck in raising Jason. And I hope one day he can say 'Thank you mom for raising me' because even though he doesnt know it yet, you will be the best mother that he could of asked for.

Thank you and give Jason one last kiss for me

Leah

Harlow looked up from the letter that Jax handed her when he came home

"This is for real? Harlow asked

"Yeah, she didnt even give me hard time she signed the papers and gave me this to give to you" Jax sad

"Well get the papers filed, I went shopping got him everything that he needs" Harlow said as she bit her lip

"Thank you for doing this" Jax said as he touched her face Harlow closed her eyes as Jax touched her face butterflies crowding her stomach just like the first day she saw him

"There is no need to thank me baby but I'm only going to tell you this once. If you have anymore children out there I'm going to chop you're dick off" Harlow smiled as she genuinely kissed Jax

"I promise babe no more" Jax said against her lips

"Where is the little guy anyway?" Jax asked

"With the other kids so i can set his room up" Harlow said

Jax smirked as he cupped his hands around Harlows ass as he picked her up and headed towards the bedroom

Jax rolled off Harlow as they both panted, the first time they had made love since her surgery "It gets better every time babe" Jax smiled as he kissed her

"Yes it does" Harlow smiled as she rested her head on Jax's chest

"I love you more then anything you know that right?" Jax asked wrapping his arms around Harlow

"I do, and it goes the same for me. I sacrificed a lot for you and have forgiven you for a lot as well" Harlow said

"I know babe and I dont think I would of survived this long if I didnt meet you. I was in a bad place and you fixed that for me" Jax said

"Everything happens for a reason Jax. Fate brought us together. You showed me that I can be happy even though i want to kill you sometimes" Harlow chuckled

"I talked to Chibs today" Jax said rubbing her arm with his thumb

"And? It went well I take it?" Harlow asked looking up at Jax

"I have church tonight. Its going to be a late night" Jax said suddenly feeling bad that he was sticking Harlow with all the kids

"I know, its fine I will hold the fort down" Harlow smiled "I am happy you're going back you need this. You need you're brothers"

"I do. And I promise i will make one day a week for just us, all of us the family" Jax smiled

"I would like that" Harlow smiled

"Lets go get the brood and bring them home its too quiet in here" Jax said

"Who knew that Jackson Teller would become such a family man" Harlow laughed sitting up

"You're so funny. Who knew that Happy Lowmans child had a heart" Jax laughed

"Oh I do. It's a few shades lighter then his" Harlow laughed throwing a pillow at Jax